My life is without meaning
I feel as though I am of no use
As the wall builds around me
I self inflict my own abuse
I am walking in no direction
I only know I'm walking
Around and around in circles
Making my way back to the beginning
I'm lost
Trying to find the answers
Searching for a way
Cursed into blinding darkness
I'll make it through, I pray
I seem so strong and indestructable to you
But I'm the same scared girl I always was
Just an average Jane
Trying to rise above
I try so hard to be you
The perfect one that everyone adores
I wish my life was that sheltered
Perfection is what I yearn for
I guess it's hard to see my envy
Or, for that matter, a feeling of any sort
The only thing that is clear is my anger
When my temper starts to retort
I'm lost
Trying to find the answers
Searching for a way
Cursed into blinding darkness
I'll make it through, I pray
My sadness is hidden
That is much to weak a feeling to show
My heart blocks out your love
So my love for other things cannot grow
I can't tell you my problems
I wouldn't even know where to begin
I'm not sure where it started
I only wish it would end
And I know
I'm lost
Trying to find the answers
Searching for a way
Cursed into blinding darkness
I'll make it through, I pray