Camella
Bright like a rainbow,
But sad like a raincloud
People said we were exactly alike
We were too much alike
She was a reflection of my depression
And that is what drove me to throw her away
The fear I had to look myself in the eye
Not enough room for two manic depressives
She was honestly there for me, and I threw her away
Pride perhaps, anger, confusion, bashfullness
I owe her an apology
For throwing her away like that, when she needed me most
I have not seen her in close to two years
Current whereabouts unknown
And still she haunts me
And I go out looking
To that mall, where we had that one perfect day of passion that was our first date
To the park, where we would sit, lay down, relax, enjoy the summer evening
And now I am employed at the same placewhere I would pick her up from work
She is no longer employed there
But is now certainly somewhere else
And I am still here, retracing my (her) steps
We had only gone out for three weeks
And I have not dated anyone since
And I never even knew her last name.