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HMmMm... Yesterday.. was interesting =D I went to work blah blah blah actually worked. That's never fun. And then.. went to KC's to pick up the bridge project so I could work on it. Then dropped by Hubie's to give him his present. hehe He wsa like.. what is it?!~ AND he didn't recognize me. pSh. hehe Then drove to Linda's to pick up my dresses and a present =D heh THANKS GURL!! It's sooooo CUTE!!~ =D hehe And then walked over to Doan's to pick up my other dress haha Her mom was like.. you're in 12th grade, but you're sooo little!!! hehehe Linda and Doan's moms are cuuute. hehe Oh yeah, Linda's dog went CRAZY when I went over there. Her dog usually just follows me around, but this time, ohdaNg!!~ He was barking up a storM!! Linda says its cuz I looked like a gangsta. hahaha =P Hubie called me his baby-gangsta. haha Cute.
ThEN.. came home and worked on the project... boo... At least the bottom's done! HeCKyaH =) Thanks to Linda, Brian, and DJ! Yall are some tight homies. haha Very very cool and loving friends.. I really appreciate your kind words =) You rock my socks!!~ Then went to Sicilliano's for dinner with my dad and brother. Took forever and a freaking day to get our food. And I HATE Italian food. BLeCH. Then went to Ben's... Derrick was there... What a JoY! =X Matt opened the door for me and the first thing he asked me was what was on my head. LoL. haha Then Ben came over here and we watched SpiderMan and The Big Lebowski. We didn't finishing watching the Big Lebowski though.. It's pretty funny. Ben's cuuute n greeeeat =) Ok, Time for DIMSUM!! =D LuVYaZ Friday ~ December 27, 2002
| Drumline rocked!! OH MAN!! You gotta go see it!! =D It's major cool!! I went with Hubert, KC, and Laura. Then we met up with Rony and Jessie! I was like, what a coincidencE!!! But then KC was like, we're suppose to meet them. They didn't tell me that!! =P AnYWhO, I'm going to get the Drumline soundtrack now!! =D hehe YaY! hehe
| TaTA Thursday ~ December 26, 2002
| Christmas was fun. LoL.. Woke up and opened presents and then went to IHOP. Then came home and slept!! I slept from 11- 4:30. DaMN. Then I went to Shannon's house and chilled there for a bit. Came home and went out to eat again!! yAY. hehe
| Christmas Evee... .... .. . Ben and I went to DJ's housE! Ben finally got his bday present. hehe UMmM... Then we dropped by Ben's house so I could get my brother's present and then his mommy gave me a present!! (Later to find out it was a basket of Vanilla stuff from Bath & Body Works!!) His mom rocks. hehe Ben came over and ate dinner with my family. hehe Anywho, so I have a BUTT LOAD of Bath & Body Works stuff. My aunt got me like 3 shower gels and lotions, my brother got me three BIG shower gel things, and then the stuff Ben's mom got me. WowIe!! I either smell really bad or there was a major sale @ B&BW. hehe =P My mom gave me lotsa money and a BEBE shirt, my daddy gave me money, my cousins got me a buncha money from EXPRESS, Michelle got me a photo album. Teddy got me the Justin CD!!~ aNd LotSA other stuff!!~ MAN, thanks to all of yall!! =D Natasha, Linda, Bessie, Manda, Shannon, KC, Ann, Doan, Alex, Peggy, Karen.. If I forgot you, I'm sorry!! =X Teddy's on his way to Houston!! MaN.. everyone goes to Houston, I want to go!!! I MISS YoU bABEe!!~ Linda's gonna have a KicK ass sweet 16th bday party. MaN. hehe I can't wait!! LaDEdA Monday ~ December 23, 2002
| Two days till Christmas!!
| I just watched Eat, Drink, Man, Woman with my mom. It's a Chinese movie. Pretty interesting. Watched the Bone Collector last night with Ben. That was an ok movie. And then later, I might watch Monty Python. hahaha My mom left a note for me to clean up right, so I did. And when my dad came home, he found the note, and he was like.... this is clean?!~ I was like.. it's waaay cleaner than it was, dude, you should've seen it. DaMN.. hahah And my mom comes up behind and totally agrees with me. So my dad's like.. ok fine. hehe Don's family got a new yellow H2!! hehe So when you see a little Asian man driving around, it's Don's daddy. hehe CoOl beans for them!! My daddy's home!!! He came home when I was at Natasha's party. A whOLE buncha people were there! It was fuuuun! hehe Teddy's ticklish!! I sat on Ai's head. LoL =X We watched Like Mike, but my dad called and I had to go home cuz he didn't have a key to get into the house. Poor daddy. Then I helped him move back and we talked... He's moving to Alabama, a day before my birthday. =/ What a shitty birthday present. I started crying and stuff.. and he told me to stop cuz then I'd be all icky when I went back to the party. hehe So I wiped my eyes and my contact came out and he FREAKED out. LoL!! It was soo funny. hehe ANywHo, I started crying again, so I decided to detour to Ben's house.. to give me time to compose myself. But then I ended up staying @ his house. hehe He's the worst comforter eVeR!!~ I was like, my dad's moving again, and he told me that his wasn't. So I told him that I hated him. =P AnywHo, last night.. I went out with Ben to the mall.. Ben hATeS shopping with a passion. It's nuts. I went to eat dimsum and the Arboretum earlier that day too. hehe Fun STuFF!!~ Manda and Bessie = cool company!! Friday ~ December 20, 2002
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| o shiEt iTs SP: i know u get off as bitchy sometimes Steven is awesome!~ LoL He got his point across without being an idiot. hehe Aw MaN!~ Today was another awesome day =D Chilled with KC and Horvath this morning and then went to Ben's house. STayed there till I had to go to work. Ben's so cute. hehe He pulled me offa the couch and hurt my booty!! TheN.. went to Mai's to exchange presents and off to work. hahaha Me and Sarah were like high or something cuz we just kept laughing and playing. Then my aunt called and was like, you and Sarah need to pick a place to have dinner tonight.. we're like.. ok... =P hehe So we pick Caravelle. Anyways, ladeda.. Go to Caravelle and there's like 20 people there for our lil party. It was fuun!~ hehe Then me and Sarah went to watch Maid in Manhattan and I juuust got home! FuNTIMeS!~ All the people in the theater were couples, and then me and Sarah. haha She doesn't whisper in the movies so I didn't either, haha. We must have been annoying. But there wre like 10 other people there. The movie was pretty cute, but the music in it sucked hardcore. blech. It's midnight nowwww... TiRED!~ GNitE@~! SweETdREAmS Tomorrow's gonna be fun too, I THiNk =D Work and then KC's then TashaS!~ Thursday ~ December 19, 2002
| Ok, the funniest thing today was.. when me and Ben were outside of Chili's and he said something mean or I got mad at hime and I told him I hated him. He took my arms behind my back and said he wouldn't let me go until I liked him again. hehe Ok, that sounds really stupid, but I thought it was funny/super cute. =P
| SO I didn't wake up till 7:15 today and I had an exam to take at 7:30. HOLY CRAP right. My mom woke me up and I didn't realize it was 7:15, I assumed it was only 6:15, but I did wonder why it was so bright outside the windows. Lol.. but it didn't click. Anywho, I just put on the first thing I find in my closet and go to school. I'm freaking out cuz I'm going to be late and Dr. Igo is going to kick my ass. Half way to school I look down, and holy shit, my shirt is inside out. OMFG. haha What do I do?~! The only thing I could do was take off my shirt and flip it. haha =P Hope no one was looking. =O Take the test.. boo. =( Come home and wash my car, very cold. Took a shower and did stuff for work/Key Club. Went to Staples and Payless. GOT NEW SHOES =D And then Jessie, Rony, Francis, Monica, and I traveled to Chili's!!~ Ben, Ryan, Trevor, and Horvath came -- NOT earlier, might I add. hehe Jason came a little later too. Lunch was soo fun. haha We all had to split up into three different booths. It took us like 2hrs to get food and eat because our waitress was a fucking idiot. GeEZ. Trevor is MESSY!!~ haha He thinks he's hardcore thug gangsta when he puts on my beanie, hahaha =P Work.. Go shopping. =D I'm done!!~ All that's left is Hubie!! Where can I buy a monkey.. *ponders* Brian and KC are cool guys. I went over there to work on our bridge project. Brian is almost as abusive as Ben. haha =P I fell asleep at KC's house.. twice. haha =X They said I'm grumpy when I wake up. PsHA. *shrugs* They are fun to talk to. The first time I fell asleep was because KC, Brian, and Chad were trying to name all the Pokemon on the gift wrap paper. What NERDS laDEda... it's 12:09.. Just waiting to talk to Ben.. Garland Stampede lost..again... 0-6.. awww.. =/ LoVEyAz *~*~*~*~*~*~ LOL! Van wrote a whooole livejournal entry dedicated to me and how much of a bitch I am. I think this is the 3rd in his Tracy is a bitch series. heheh I didn't tell him that we were buyin Gillilan a present and he goes off and complains about how I'm on a power trip and... something bout me being a bad kisser and not gettin my hours in for this month. Let me think for a second, 1. I wasn't the only one that thought Van wouldn't pay/have money to pay for the present 2. I had to work when we had um, TWO projects. Oh which btw, was VAN's month to get stuff accomplished. December should be an easy month to get projects, wouldn't you think? Because of the Christmas season and all. hehe 3. At least the majority of the board likes me. 4. I talk to most of the people on the board. 5. Oh and at least I inform -someone- when I'm not attending a meeting and have legitament reason. Anyways, I'm verrry happy with my life now. There's no way I'm letting a little punk ass shithead like Van fuck anything up or even try to make me feel bad. I'm not sorry and I really don't feel bad. Wednesday ~ December 18, 2002
| Today was an awesome day!!~ Regardless of the shit English exam.
| Thanks to Manda for Minnie Mouse, Starbucks giftcard, and COOKIES!! Peggy for all the candy!! Ann for all the chapstick!! KC for the Keroppi beach ball!! =D hehe Alex for the candy and towel! Doan for candles!!~ =D Chilling with Peggy and Ai is AWESOME =D I bought Ben's present today =)
Tuesday ~ December 17, 2002
| Wow.. I was right, I didn't have to take an exam in BCIS. I rule. hehe My computer in that class is super shitty, EXCEL won't open up... and surprise surprise, she was like, oh you don't have to take this test. hahaha I rule. =X hehe
| I've been really tired lately... Lunch with Nina is fun!~ hehe Went to work. =( Bessie gave me a present, but I don't want to open it yet. hehe She opened herS!!~ Some people are idiots. I hurt. I hurt a lot. Suday ~ December 15, 2002
| EEP! Ben asked me out =DDDDDDD
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*~*~*~*~~* OK, Friday was awesome!!!!!!!! =D I went to school, that sucked quite badly actually. But then I went to work and me and Sarah always have fun. TheN I hauled ass home and showered, and got my new gray contacts!!~ =D Dressed up PIMP.. At least I thought I looked good. hehe Red button down shirt with a black tie and gray pants and a cool blk hat. Anywho, I dropped by Ben's house but he didn't say anything about how I looked. BOO hehe =P Went to school to work concessions with Zach. OMG he's soo funny. Now we know why they put the lil top on the popcorn machine. =P hehe That was fuuun. Then Teddy, Peg, and Tasha got up there and we hauled booty to the party. Right when we walked in, we were forced onto the stage. Peggy said she felt special. hehe We didn't even have time to take off our jackets! hehe The party was pretty cool actually. I didn't get to eat, cuz I couldn't see what the food was. I asked this like, 12yr old boy to dance, but he shot me down. I lost all my pimpness. LoL... =P Couldn't even get a 12 yr old to dance with me. Big Loser, RighT hErE!~ hehe Oh yeah, Ben said that he'd go to the party with me if he had nothing better to do. I would just like to say, he had nothing better to do that night. hehe =P Oh well. After the party, I dropped off Peg and Tasha. Then went to Ben's house. =D I kept trying to fall asleep cuz his bed is sooooo~~ooo comfy, but he wouldn't let me. Have I mentioned that I love spending time with him? hehe =P Anywho, I had to go home at 1:30 or so? No cars at all that late at night. Did you know that?~ hehe SoO.. Saturday.. I was SOO tired and overslept. I woke up at 9:30, I had to be at work @ 10. EEP!!~ Oh well... Sarah said that she would probably be there early, so I didn't freak out tooo much. But when I finally got there, at 10:30, the store wasn't open!! SARAH was late too!!~ hahaha We're such good employees. =P Anywho, worked worked.. then went to the Dart station to go to Old City Park. Met up with ThoaVy and Alex and Daniel and Paula. Worked up there.. fun times, I must say. hehe AnD then.. Roger wanted to hang out, but he was with Derrick, someone who is not on my favorite people list. They came over for a little bit, then left because Ben was coming over (basically Roger's a lil whiny head). Then me and Ben went to get food and came home to watch The Man Show. BOO!!~ Never let Ben have the remote. Then we started watching Momento... Anywho, Saturday night was awesome. Ben's soo great!!~ And he asked me out!!~ =DD I thought he was kidding at first though. So I didn't take him seriously. =X hehe Sooo I'm Ben's GF =D I slept till 11aM.. And tried to bake a cake. I'm not going to explain what happened because it'll just prove how big of an idiot I am. I'm not capable of doing simple tasks like this. UMM... Lots of homework today. How shitty. But hopefully Ben will come over tonight! =) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~~~~***~*~~*~
Friday ~ December 13, 2002
| AwMAN, tonight was awesome. I love being with Ben. I lOvE my homegirls (Tasha, Peg, and Alex). And of course my one n only TEDDY!~
| =D !!!!! x246575245234 Supa tired.. I'll write more tomorrow. I LOVE YA!~ Thursday ~ December 12, 2002
| LaDEDa -- Today was an awesome day!!~ It was just great! AW MAn.. I don't know.. Just lotsa of laughs and cool stuff. Nothing bad happened. =D
| Ben is great! Even if he never ever ever ever notices me. EVER. I taped up all this SMU stuff at this computer desk, so it will motivate me. hehe I finished most of my apps. Time for essays. BOO to that shit. BOO I say. Hubie's friends with me again!!~ That's soo cool! I love Hubie! Chris Mitchell is a cool dudE! Andy's cool too, but freaks me out sometimes. hehe Linda, Doan, Peggy, Tasha, and Alex are awesome chicks!! Teddy is one GREAT guy. =D yaY!!~ MaN!!~ Tomorrow's party is not gonna be complete without Doan and Linda. =/ Tomorrow busy day. School, then work, then come home and get purdy, go to work @ BETA concessions, then go to ParTY, then eat/karaoke? *shrugs* I hope I don't stink like whoa tomorrow night. hehe Maybe I'll just bring my pimp outfit in the car and change after I'm done with concessions. Who knowS! =P But I'm psyched about my outfit tomorrow. hehe =X YEs, NeRD. =P DADGUMIT.. I didn't do my calculus. OH well.. =/ I bought my mommy a yellow rose today. She was happy. She told me the other week that she never received flowers before, in her whoole life!!~ So she was excited when I came home and gave her a flower. =) She was on the phone with her friend and was telling them I got her a rose, it was cute. hehe Then she had to put it in water and she was giddy. hehe UmM.. I took Kevin to Kelly's house.. It's her birthday!!~ Happy Birthday gurlie!!~ I need a massage, my back/shoulder/something hurts. OuChIe! I've been eating less cuz Ben freaked me out when he said that all my eating and no exercising will catch up to me when I'm older. So maybe I'll start exercising. Or just not eating so many cookies. =( Frank Sinatra's "The Way You Look Tonight" is a GREAT song. =D Wednesday ~ December 11, 2002
| LaDeDAA
| My brother = big meanie. KyoOtLiLAzNBOi: I think you culd live 24 hours without 3 hours of ben Ok, that doesn't seem mean unless you know what he said to me the other day. The End. Tuesday ~ December 10, 2002
| MaN!!~~ Today ended good. hehe
| UMmm.. school still sucks like always, but you know, what can ya do. After school... I went to RSM with KC and we saw Steven and Eugene up there!! SKIPPERS!!~!~! hehe Went to a BETA mtg = not exciting. Came home and chilled? *shrugs* Then went to Ben's. He was in a towel!!~ mmm SeXY hehe =) We went to SMU to attend a Tate Lecture. Ben drove.. we took Keri and Ryan was following us. Ben scares me when he drives. I know he's a good driver and all.. just hella scary at times. =P TheN... I went to Ben's house and stayed there till 9:30? He wouldn't let me watch the Dixie Chicks' concert though. booO!~ We watched That 70s Show though. hehe hELLa funny. =) mMmm... Ben's yummy. He got a haircut!~ So if you see him tomorrow, tell him he looks cute!! hehe I just took a lot of pix with Tommy's digicam. 27 days till my birthday!!~ 18!! LEGAL to.. buy porn, cigs, and vote. Monday ~ December 9, 2002
| Today sucked pretty bad. Nothing awful happened... Cept WT sucked.. Calculus sucked.. hehe That's all.
| OoH today.. would be.. 3yrs n a month. DaAaANG.. I can't even imagine being with someone for that long. haha I talked to Michael today in Calculus and he was telling me what they did on Roger's birthday. hahahaha They are hilarious. OmG.. even if I told you, you wouldn't believe it. hehe uMm -- I'll write more later. UMmM... Went to Ben's today after going to the English tutorial and the library to find more books. His new room is coooool. hehe I met his brother and his girlfriend. They seem niice. TheN... Ben drove my car and we all went to drop off his bro @ Ford or something.. -- BOoO.. Ben can be soooo mean at times. =/ I finished Hamlet!!~ GO ME! =D Now I gotta study for Spanish. Shit Sunday ~ December 8, 2002
| Went out to eat.. Went to North Park.. Got Mai a present. Walked ForEvER! Didn't find any boots.. boo!!~ I tried on some boots @ Nine West.. but I looked like a duck. They were like.. flat toed, which reminds me of ducks. My mom was cracking up because she asked why I didn't want them, I said cuz I feel like a duck. =P
| UMmM... came home and slept.. Woke up and ate, then did some calculus. It was hard. BOO to calculus. Um.. then Ben came over to eat because his mommy burned their dinner or something. hehe I put glitter on his hand. LoL! so cute. =) Oh yeaah... I asked Ben how come he hasn't asked me out yet.. He said it was because I scare him. hahah =X Today was a good day. Linda and Doan are sooo cool!!~ hehe LoVEya! My Adidas and Me: you rock I had to put that in there for future reference of when he's mad at me. hehe Saturday ~ December 7, 2002
| Happy Birthday RogeR!!! =D *MWaH!!~*
| Yesterday was an okie day. =P School still sucked, what a waste of a day. English kids that missed, don't forget to get the notes and there's a tutorial Tuesday morning in Bissett's room. She's gonna go over all the quotes that are gonna be on the test. uUmMm... Worked... Cleaned.. Spackled! hehe Came home and chilllled... made my computer look pretty. =D hehe I called Ben, to see if we were doing something and he had just gone skating or something and was all out of breath and panting. hehe It was so cute. hehe =X aNd then Ben came over! He does not want to see ANY of the movies I wanna see. And didn't even -want- to go to the movies, even though it was suppose to be my choice of what to do and he said he didn't care (at first). BoYS!!~ PSh!!~ hehe We went and rented a movie and got some food. wooohOoo. We got Murder By Numbers. It was okie... that one dude in there is freaky looking. I don't like Sandra Bullock in serious movies, she's cooler in goofy, lovey, fun movies. Like 28 Days and Miss Congeniality and While You Were Sleeping (my mom's fav movie). Ben left.. a lil after one? And I fell right asleep. hehe TODaY -- Chill... lunch with DJ... Work... shopping... something with BeN!? hehe It's not even 11 yet. I need to give KC back his shirt. I think I still have his swim trunks somewhere, but he's not in dire need of them at this point. =P Oh well, that's what they get for pushing me into the pool. haha Do you ever get that funny feeling in your tummy when you're with the person you like/love? *sigH* I wanted to go shopping tonight to get some Xmas presents, maybe I'll start now. So far.. my list of people to get stuff for consists of --- mommy, daddy, Kevin, Bessie, KC, Hubert (if we start talking, ever), Shannon, Mai, Linda, Peggy, Natasha, Doan, Alex, Ai, and Teddy. Oh yeah, and Ben. hehe =X I don't know if I'm gettin all those people stuff. But for sure my family and Shannon. I still love all of em tho!! =D
~*~*~*~ You know what rocks super hardcore? The friendship I still have with Roger. Yeah, he has some weird problems, but I love him~!! hehe Since it's his birthday, I just called him. This is how the convo went -- R - Hello? I just thought that was cool. =P *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Tonight.. I went out with Trevor and KC to Collin Creek! Then we went to watch Empire with Cuong. Saw Mindy and Tim up at the theaters. OMG they had some GHETTO cars up in the front. Thinking they fly and cool, but ehh.. nassTy!~ HahAHA Trevor and KC are soo funny!!~ Man.. I was laughin soo much tonight, it was great. They look so cute trying to find presents for chicks by themselves. hehe I didn't get to hang out with Ben today!!~ How sad.... It's 2aM.. so it's Sunday morning -- goodmorning!!~
Thursday ~ December 5, 2002
| Today sucked pretty hardcore too.
| Wednesday ~ December 4, 2002
| Yesterday sucked. =( Just an all around bad day. BLaH.
| Today was okie. When I came home, Quyen, Tommy, and Don were playing football. haha Quyen looks diff!!! Don was all dressed up for nooooothing lol DorK! Tommy always looks the same. =P Whenever he sees me, he's like.. heeey gurl *supa gay* or HEY BABY CAN I HAVE UR NUMBER?! lol He's fuuuunny! Danny called me a slut today!! Just cuz I stick out my tongue at Thomas. PsSH.. Thomas got him back though, he knocked his shit offa his desk. LoL Thomas got my back. hehehe Spanish sucks major boooty. BLAH! uMMmm.. nOt much homework to do tonight. WOoOohoOo! What I want for Christmas pt. 1 --- Kelly Style Polo Jeans ($49) and Tommy boots *read previous entry* ($69)
oOOh I was bored last night, and not really tired, so I was shopping on BEBE. I found this hella gorgeous dress.. omg sooo pretty!! hella sexy. hehe But it's not formal enough for Winter Ball.. And I know me, I don't go to any semiformal events. So buying it would be pointless. Having it for the sake of having it. =P And it wasn't all that expensive, considering it was BEBE, only $129, I think. Christina Aguilera CD = Goooood.
Ben <3 Tracy .. sometimes.. always.. maybe... never? hehe *shrugS* Monday ~ December 2, 2002
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEN!!
| I doubt he reads this, but it's the thought that counts right?~! hehe School was okie I guess... I'm failling Physics.. Shocker. hehe uMm.. Ben came over last night =D I went to Ben's house tonight. =D Saturday ~ November 30, 2002
| uMm! Woke up and did lotsa stuff!! Finally went out to eat @ Maxim's and then went to CompUSA/Marshalls =P Dropped off my daddy and brother at home and then me and my mom went to NorthPark Mall. Oh man. This break I got three shirts and a new bra. I wanted these Tommy boots, but they didn't have my size. They were sexy. Too bad. haha =P UmMm... Then came home and ate and started Christmas decorating. I suck at it.. So I quit. Well Ben came and helped me untangle the lights, but how I wanted to decorate was apparently wrong! boo.. So I super quit. hehe. We went in and watched TV and then decided to go get movies. Got.. Insomnia and Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels (or something like that..) Insomnia was goood! The other one was okie, but I liked Snatch better. They're by the same director. Anywho, Ben's great. =) OOOh!! I forgot, we got drinks @ Starbucks. YuMmMmmMy!!!!! Those expresso shots are whoa. =P
| Ben's birthday is Monday!!!! =D He's gonna be 17! What a BABY! hehe Did you know that Blockbuster is open on Thanksgiving and Christmas? WowIe! Friday ~ November 29, 2002
| To my daddy -- "Fine, if I blow up in my car, it's your fault."
| STUBBORN! FINalLy convinced him to bring my car to the shop so I can replace the ignition which is apparently causing fires! UmMm.. The car guy was super nice. They have this cool HONDA keychain in the shop, I was like.. Ooh it's only 2.99! hehe *hint hint* CHRIStMAS! hehe Then me and my daddy went around EVeRYwHerE!!~! We finally went to my aunt's house because our friend from Louisiana was there!!!~ OMG!! I love her!! She was there when I was born!! She's known me my whooooole life. Anywho, my parents, Karin, Irene, and her two friends and myself went to TODAI! OMG =D YaY!! YummY!! Me and Ben went to watch Solaris after we went to Collin Creek. Ben is a fun shopper. LoL. =P umm.. We were early for the movie so we went to Starbucks! =D yUmMY! hehe Solaris was weird. Don't go watch it. heeh That's my opinion. I wasn't pay much attention cuz Ben kept bugging me. LoL =P Thursday ~ November 28, 2002
| Happy Thanksgiving to all!!!!!!! =D
| Turkey Trot this morning. Had to wake up at 5:00aM! SheeSHeRs! Got there.. Got on the DART! WOoHOO! I was excited!! hehe Volunteered. Me, Ryan, Ben, and Lorraine (sp?) had to tell people were to get their timer thingys.. *shrugs* Some people were standing RIGHT in front of the tent to get them, and they still asked us where to get them. Hubert didn't go to the thing with us at the same time, I was worried he wouldn't find his way there. But he did!! Even though he's mad at me.. *sigh* Anywho, the people that I was with wanted to leave early, because it IS Thanksgiving and it was pretty boring for a while. But I couldn't leave!! So I was going back and Ben came after me! So swwwweeeeeeeeetttttt of him =D Um.. me and him just hung out for a couple of hours. Ah man he's soo great. =P He keeps me warm too. hehe My mom was asking if it was cold this morning and I said no.. ThaNKs to Ben! hehe I got lotsa yogurt!! GO ME! LoL Ben's friend got a 40lb thing of bananas. I keep calling them donuts, but they're not.. =P And a bunch of people from Key Club gave these two homeless guys their food. I'm proud!! I took a bunch of bananas from Hindigger (gosh, I'm so sure that I'm not spelling his name right) and gave it to the guys. go Us! hehe Um.. fell asleep on the bus, took Ben home, came home took a shower, headed to my mom's friend's house, ate, chilled with lotsa lil kids and Joseph!! (YaY!!!!! VERY awesome surprise, getting to see Joseph is awesome!), watched a Chinese movie, then went home, slept, woke up and went to dinner @ Caravelle. Dinner was an adventure in and of itself. This Vietnamese couple was having their wedding dinner, and people were singing. OMFG, the most AWFUL singing in the WHOLE world. I wanted to shoot myself in the head. But I ate a LOT! =D Now my cousins are chilling here and we're watching Faith Hill's concert. AnyWHo, I got a voice mail from Derrick. LOL.. WiERdOs! Roger and Derrick = StRanGe Wednesday ~ November 27, 2002
| Yesterday night was FUN! =D I went to the mall with Richarson Square with Roger. Then.. we came back to my house and chilled and watched Tv and went thru my new pictures! =P Just like old times. hehe And then he left to go to Ginger's. Then Ben came over and hung out =D It was 11, but he came over!!! What an awesome dude. =D hehe (He just came over to find out with Roger said about him.. LoL) Ben's sooo =) *shrugs* Iono.. Nevermind.. I know what I mean. hehe I didn't get to see Ben today!! Or talk to him =/ But I'll see him tomorrow @ Turkey Trot!! =D
| Today I went and did errands in the morning.. Then went to work.. sorta.. Got 4 little kids and brought them to watch Treasure Planet. Roger came!! =) He smelled like smoke.. blech.. Then.. Came home and changed.. went to airport. We were early so we went to Sams and Kohls and then ended up just talking to my mom in the car for an hour (me and Kevin). It was very interesting. Strange conversation.. sorta. My brother is hella funny. hehe Anywho, my daddy's home!!!!!!!!! =D x10243523!! We went to Canton to eat and at the end of dinner, I sorta threw a fortune cookie at my mom. LoL! I so did not mean to! She was like, give me one.. and loking at me, so I threw it at her (opposite sides of table) LoL! It was hilarious!!~! But I felt bad. GNitE! SweEtDreAMs!!~ Tuesday ~ November 26, 2002
| I was super bitchy this morning. =(
| Ben is totally oblivious to my presence.. anywhere.. It's weird.. and quite annoying. I met Sarah's boyfriend. He's a cool guy!! All we talked about at work was how boys are .. difficult. hehe "AND IIIII WILL ALWAYS LOOOOVE YOOOOOOOU!" hehehe I'm listening to that song but by A-Mei! =P Maybe I'll go to RSM or Clothstime now.. byebyeee Monday ~ November 25, 2002
| Good day! =P
| Outlines weren't due in English. In Physics, we didn't take much notes. It's fun talking to Keri and Jenny about craaaap. LoL Soo fuNny!! And then Mr. Lines starts eaves dropping, hilarious. hehe Then in Spanish we graded papers and played with a huge beach ball. It was great.. fricking hilarious!! hahah "What does she need to concentrate on? Standing there?" LoL!! Maybe you had to be there. =P Then went to work. I'm soo sick of Christmas already!! All we did today was write up Xmas cards and address them and do all that good stuff. The only radio station that would work (not be all static-y) was 103.7, which is playing Xmas songs day AND night until Christmas Day. AHH!!~! Came home.. ate.. went to school.. went to Ben's.. watched Erin Brokovich (sp?)... came home.. Ben likes IBC rootbeer.. I like Barqs rootbeer because IBC is yuckie tasting. Oh yeah, me and Ben have nothing in common.. At all! hehe =P SwEeTDrEAMs! Sunday ~ November 24, 2002
| Today was a good day all in all, but I was in a bad mood half the time. *sigh*
| Went to Maxims with my mom, brother, and Kyle. Then we all went to Collin Creek! I got another hood from AERO! I LoVE U, jENniE!!~ Oh yeah, Ben didn't go shopping with me today. NeRD. But he had hockey practice. pssh.. =P hehe Then came home and sleeeepT! Woke up and ate and went to Ben's =) He told me to drive over there and get him a drink from his kitchen. And it worked, sorta! *gasp* Cept I stayed there for three hours and never got him a drink. I did meet his daddy though, and his mommy's neat. Anyways -- Ben's sooo cute! And so funny and soo cool and Yay =P hehe We watched the Man Show. Those chicks on there must have no self respect. I mean... blech. whatever. Anyways, watched some Adult Swim and parts of Runaway Bride! hehe Ben's couch is sooo comfy! You just wanna fall asleeep and be happy! hehe Yep, so I saw Ben a lot this weekend. But we probably won't hang out much this coming week. My daddy's coming home Wednesday night!!!!!! SO EXcItED! =D YAY!!!! hehe He's staying for 5 days!! COUNT 'EM, FIVE WHOLE DAYS!! woOoOOhOO!!~ Finished my English HW!! This assignment wouldn't be a pain in the butt if we have read the whole play.. gR Anywho, Ben got offline, so did Thomas.. at the same time! And Hubert's away cooking eggrolls or something.. And Marjo's on the phone with Thomas.. Not the same Thomas. oOH my Thomas tried to steal my keys the other day. haha He did once.. then I figured I could jump on his back and get them back.. cuz he's a lot bigger than me.. Like everyone else. hehe That was interesting. LoL Thomas is FuN! UM... that's all folks!! GNITE! *MWAH!* Saturday ~ November 23, 2002
| yO!! Today was AWESOME! =D
| Me and Ai were a team to get canned foods. I think Alex's plan was to go to his neighboorhood and get cans, but eh.. me and Ai didn't want to do that. So we went to our friends house, drove a LOT, and got cans from them =P Thanks to Don, Bessie, Teddy, Ai's piano teacher, my mom, her dad, and Don's aunt. NO THANKS to Quyen, Ben, and Trevor. hehe =P Alone, me and Ai got 75 cans!!~ Go uS!! hehe Total, all the volunteers collected 260! yaY!!~! GO KEYCLUB!! I miss hanging out with Ai! She's a cooooooooooooooool lil chica. Anywho, Ai had to leave early because she was going to the DMA with FNHS so I brought her to the DART station. =P Then I went home and worked on stuff, and headed to worK! OMG, work was great today. Me and Sarah just ate and talked to each other about everything and talked to the customers about everything else. =P hehe It was soo AwEsoMe!~ I love talking to Sarah! She's hilarious! Then.. came home and brought my brother to Blockbuster and Taco Bell. I sat in my car and waited for him and fixed my radio stations on FM2 because there was country on there. *shrugs* So now I have.. other weird stations on there. =P FM1 consists of 102.9, 103.7, 106.1, 100.3, 97.9, and 102.1. FM2 has 93.9, 97.1, 106.7, 87.6 (I think), 104.5, and something else... AM has the Disney Channel! hehe (Because I drive Carmen and Calvin around a lot...) Just so you know =P uMmM... Then came home and worked on this calendar for work.. I wanted to go shopping, but NOOO =( Ben came over.. and STILL wouldn't go shopping with me. gR. So we went to Wendy's and Blockbuster. FinALLy got American History X! YaY! =P Such an awesome movie. MAN! Edward Norton RocKS the HOusE!~ hahaha Best actor ever. Anywho, after like.. all night of bugging him to go shopping with me, he finally says he'd go with me on Sunday! Cuz I kept pouting. haha =P So if you want something from Ben, pout? hehe Only took like 6hrs of complaining.. SheESsH! Ben likes chrysanthemum tea! Wow!!~ That's amazing. Most of my friends don't like it. LOVE YOU! ByE!!~ Friday ~ November 22, 2002
| BPA field trip!! Mai, Rony, Eugene, and Hubert didn't want to leave their cars in the student parking lot @ NGHS so they came here and my mommy all brought us. =P The field trip was okie. I won a trophy! =D hehe For attaining the highest total score for testing in Business Law, Proofing and Editting, and Business Knowledge. GO ME! =) So my mommy was happy. hehe Since she was happy, I asked if I could go to Ben's house. =P
| We watched... Harvey Birdman, Attorney at Law... I must say, it was funny. Awfully weird though. Fred Flinstone is a MOB boss!!! EeP hehe Then we chilled and listened to .. his.. awesome.. music =P hehe I downloaded 4 Strings - Take Me Away onto his computer.. but the thinks he already has it. He has.. GiGi D'Agostino's I'll Fly With You too.. His ONLY good song. LoL =P Then we finally got up and came to my house to eat and then went to rent American History X, cept they were OUT! =( So we got Death to Smoochie. hehe Robin Williams and Edward Norton = awesome. =) It's weird though. I had to drive him home cuz he was a lazy butt and didn't wanna drive to my house. DoRK! =) Came home and craaashed. It was only 11!! I think I go to bed earlier on weekends -- whyyy! Jennifer gave me a 30% discount card for Family and Friends to AEROPASTLE!!~ JENNY ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!! hehe Ben won't go shopping with me tomorrow night though. Thursday ~ November 21, 2002
| Second time me and KC didn't have lunch together. It's weird... Feels like.. a hole in my Thursdays. hehe =P
| Today was okie... Had to go to school for early tutorial for Bissett because I failed two quizes in a row. BOO But I made a 97 on this last one. WoOohOO! Go me. =) Plans for tomorrow -- Field tripped out all day! Go to work.. Then... I think Ben's coming over and we're gonna watch American History X. *shrugs* I know the field trip and work are for sure! I had Wendy's for lunch, damn good food. yuMmMy!!~ Almost Thanksgiving!!~ Lots of things to be thankful for. Where da hell is Roger?? It used to be soo damn easy to get a hold of him. I think it's about time for our 2343hr talk to catch up with one another. hehe It's fun. We don't talk for like a month or more and then we talk one night forever. And it's like we never stopped talking. We're just that.. close? *shrugs* We know each other too well. He knows when I'm lying and I totally know when he's lying. That's one of the most important things needed in any relationship. LoL =X Should I get a new cell phone? Like a little one.. So I can get a new purse.. So that it can fit in it.... =P Good logic eh? =) Wednesday ~ November 20, 2002
| Ok, for all of you that just love talking about shit that has to do with me, when you don't even know the story, get the story straight first and THEN talk shit. AND have the guts to say whatever your dumb ass wants to say about me, to my FACE! I always find out. I have friends everywhere, get a clue.
| Yes, me and Don broke up. We didn't see each other for a week because our schedules are all screwy and we're both just busy people. So we decided it was a good idea to break up and just stay friends. Yes, I did bring it up and I did "officially" end the relationship, but he told me that that's what he was thinking too. SO it was a perfectly mutual break up. Yes, I did go out to watch a movie with Ben on Saturday. And I had lots of fun. So what? Don goes clubbing, drinking, partying ALL the time. In fact, he was at a party while I was out with Ben. *gasp* SOOO for all you people that just LOOOOVE talking shit when you don't even know what's going on, GET A FUCKING LIFE. Oh, and if you do continue to talk shit, DON'T talk about me when MY friends are around. If you have questions, ASK. Don't assume. One more thing, why is it so bad if Ben likes me? I didn't force him into liking me. That would be his own decision, whether you think it's a good idea or not. Don't blame me for that. Yeah, Ben is a great guy. Sweet and funny!! Not like he's going to stop that if he likes me. I can say so much about everyone that talks shit about me, but do I? NO. Grow up. ANYWAY, now that that's out of the way, I saw Roger this morning!! =D That was pretty cool =) I saw him at the donut shop. Classes weren't too bad. I sat with Bessie at lunch today! She doesn't talk much.... I have to do recycling and tutoring today after school. BOO. I don't really like NHS. It's not.. fun. I know it's like... a serious club. But they could put a lil... anything into it. lol =P I watched Goodfellas with Ben last night because we both didn't have homework (well, he did, but he wasn't gonna do it). That movie is very long. Next time me and Ben watch a movie, I'm totally picking it. hehe American History X this Friday!! =) That is an awesome movie. Monday ~ November 18, 2002
| haha It's only 7:30aM! I went to bed last night at a little past midnight.. Staying online talking to Ben. =X
| I went to the ComPScI room to talk to Ben, but he wasn't there.. So I asked Alex if he knew where Ben was. Alex asked me if I liked Ben, and I told him. Then he asked if I had a pencil, so I let him borrow one. I just stood there talking to Horvath and Alex asked me if I was just going to stay in there and wait, I told him no and I was just in there now because he had my pencil. =P hehe Alex is so cooL!~ hehe I miss having class with him and Ben. They are cool guys! =P *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Holy cow!!~ I didn't fall asleep at school today and I didn't have coffee this morning!! gO TRaCY!~ AnD Ben's in my lunch on both days!! So did not know that. =X I'm hungry. oH The cheerleaders make MUCH better cookies than the baseball players did, by FaR! =P AnyWho, I really don't want to talk to you anymore. I should've listened to Linda a long time ago. You're just a meanie. Poo on you. Stop lying, stop frontin, stop being a JeRK!~ Saturday ~ November 17, 2002
| BOO!!!~! CRapPy WeEK!!!
| I got toothpaste and new pajama pants just now. LoL.. If I continue to be sad, I will be forever broke. =P mMm Tonight I'm going out. WOoOhoO. haha I'm gonna be all comfy dressed though. No more.. ExpReSs, for tonight at least. hehe I've been wearing all my Express stuff this week. It makes me feel better. LoL.. *shrugs* I'm just going crazy. Don't worry. Good luck to the Owls tonight!!!!!!!!!!! DoWN with the LoBOS!~.. WTF is a Lobo...?*~*~*~*~~*~*~~~~*~***~*~~*~ MmM.. Ben came over at six and we watched part of Shrek. hehe Then we went to watch The Ring! OMG.. ScARY! Apparently only to me because Ben was like just laughing and when Rony and Mai went to see it *earlier today* they were both laughing and making fun of the movie too. I'm a dork.. I was grabbing onto Ben's arm and covering my eyes and stuff. booo to being scared. I was holding onto Ben's arm so hard he made me let go because he said it started to hurt. LoL.. sorry!!~ After the movie, we went to Sonic! LaDEdA, went to Blockbuster and got Pulp Fiction, but they didn't have it in DVD so we couldn't watch it in Spanish (Ben's weird...) Pulp Fiction is long. And if you blink, you miss something somewhat important. hehe Ben and I just chilled till like.. 1:45. It was fun. He kept laughing cuz the Owls lost. Ben's a punk. hehe Thanks for dinner and a movie~!! I was soooooo tired after Ben left, so I just went to bed in whatever I was wearing from earlier. Summary of this past week The OWLS had a good run!!~ If you didn't know, we lost 45-0 .. but still got pride -- GO OWLS~!!!!! hehe Monday ~ November 11, 2002
| Today.. BleCh... SIck... voiceless =(
| Work.. blech.. wrote a looooong letter to Ben. =P ThEN... I did my calculus homework... Then.. I vacuumed. WOOHOO. =P Anywho, came home ate gumbo and worked on my propaganda thingy. Made Ben wake up and go with me to Staples. =P theN.. we went to Whataburger. Then he told me what stupid ass shit Roger's been up to. UGH. =( English test wasn't too bad.. I don't think I failed. So that's always a plus. I got the poetry portfolio back, got an 80! whooDy! LoVeYaZ! Saturday ~ November 9, 2002
| Ben is cooL! hehe I made him a bracelet! =P It says Ben <3 Tracy hehe It's going to be his new good luck charm. So maybe his hockey team won't suck. Wouldn't that be awesome if he won his game on Thursday when he gets the bracelet!! Man, he would have to love me forever. LoL! I talk to him on AiM now. He's soo awesome. I made him laugh! I thought I never made him laugh, so I was all excited, but then he told me that I made him laugh last year in Gallo's class. So that's super cool! Ben is coool man.
| UmM the game versus North was last night. It was hella fun!! Alex, Natasha, Nina, Brit, Mai, Peggy, Jamie, Hubert, Jessie, and of course LINDA!!~ FunGiRLs!~! Ok, minus Hubert. LoL =P I'm gonna miss my sophie girls. =( Peggy was like, you can never graduate!!~! *sniff sniff* hehe Oh well, as of now I'm probably not going to graduate, eep ... World Topics.. eeP!! Before me and my mom went to the game, she had on this raincoat trench coat thingy and this boaters hat to match. I came down stairs and I told her she looked like Inspector Gadget and begged her not to look like a dork! LoL She was laughing major. AnYWAy, I lost my voice!! =/ John's middle name is Lowell.. Not Leroy or L'Quisha. Just so you know. Justin came over on Thursday night.. at like midnight!!~ He's cooool! I hope he doesn't fail, so he can get ungrounded so we can go hang out!!~ Kelly Rowland's new song, Stole, is very good. Very sad. Good message. Someone egged Bessie's car. We're gonna find out who and hunt them down. GRR!! All the Key Clubbers that went to the Arboretum today saw Don. hehe NeATSnEss! LoL I have so much homework this weekend. That kind of sucks majorly. I hate school. I really really hate school. I've always hated school, I think. Just in denial. hehe But now it just plain SUCKS ASS. I was some... chicken fried steak.. yummy!! I hate.. Italian food and Mexican food. I love cookies and ice cream and donuts and and and Mountain Dew and chicken. Linda is awesome!! *MWaH!* LovEyoU gUrLIe!!~!!~! I want to talk to Gus on the phone!! But noooo I have nooo voice! I talked to him last night for an hour.. after I came home from the game. He said it sounded like the cell phone was cutting in and out cuz my voice was all screwy. Ah MAN I miss Gus! ~*~**~*~**~~*~*~*~*~~~*~~~~~***~*~ So I gave Ben his bracelet, he broke it.. so I fixed it.. He broke it again. Is this some twisted sign?~! hehe But he wants me to make him another one. =P Thursday ~ November 7, 2002
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| What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla I stayed home from school today. Don brought me lunch! He's soo great =D Talking to Long is always interesting and sweet (sometimes..). LoL I'm trying to lure him into going to the GHS side of the football game tomorrow against his school! =P
Tuesday ~ November 5, 2002
| I got a 1300 on my SATs!! =)
| I got an IB certificate thingy today for making a 6 on my Math Studies SL exam. NeaT Long was up at GHS today... weird.... =/ Weirded me out the whole day. *sigh* I don't know.. after not talking to him and not seeing him for 2-3 weeks, and *poof* Linda tells me that Long's up at my school, WtF... *shRuGs* Maybe he just has this stupid affect on me! AHH!!~ NOO And his little "apology" to me in his journal.. What the crap? Was it sincere? Was it just to get me back hooked onto him? Just a game.. =/ ARG!!!!! Note to self, stay outta cafeteria next Monday because Long's going to be there =X *sniff sniff* Worked.. Went out to dinner with Don =) *~*~*~**~~*~*~*~**~*~~*~ I'm not gonna fall for it this time. You tell me what you thinK I want to hear. It hurts!!!!! Don't play me like that! gRR Lost my number? You talk to a handful of my friends that have my number. AND we live in the same neighborhood. It's not like I'm that hard to get in contact with. STOP! =( Sunday ~ November 3, 2002
| HoWDY! Aw MAN! Yesterday was lotsa fuN!!~ Okie, so I wake up talk to Ai and then go get Donuts. Get to work.. Booo, still flooding. =/ Work work work talk to plumber guy.. he's Cool. work wOrK, fix Don's jacket. Call him 135426 times, but he doesn't answer so I just figure he's dead or something =P
| ThEN Gena calls me at like 3:30 and tells me she's up @ Holford, but they won't let her in.. So I get offa work early and head up over there. Cept by the time I get there, it's already 4! SorrY!!! Inductionw as fuN! We had a bunChA pizza! and OOOOOOh lots of foood =D Playing and dancing and running away from George and chillin with Mrs. G is fun! LOL Teddy put me on his shoulder. PuNk! So I smacked his booty lots. hahaa EVeryone came over to my house to chill cuz I live down the street and then we went to watch The Ring, minus Karen and Peggy. =/ Lets see.. Thuy (Alex), Peggy, Natasha, Jamie, Ben, KC, Teddy, Hubert, Eugene, Gena, Karen, Mai, Kathy, Jessie, Monica, Linda, and Steven were all here! It was fuuuun!! Mai and Monica helped me clean my room, sorta. Just threw everything in the closet. lol =) We went to one theater, but the tickets sold out before the whole group got tiKs, so we left and went to Legacy, hella faR! But those shows didn't start tilll.. 10? And it was only 8:30! So we all leave.. Mai calls me up and tells me to go to Starbucks. WOOOHOO!! hehe All 16 of us rolled up into sTarbUcKs!! I got a Caffe Latte, but I meant to say ICED caffe latte. So that tasted like shit. BOO. Then I went home and some ppl went to KC's house. Heard they didn't have fun. Well my homegirls didn't. SorRY! Don came over and we chilled... But I was hella tired so he left at 1. =) He thought he LOST his cell phone, but it was on his bed. Big dorkhead. Sleep and wake up at 11:30!! WOOHOO Friday ~ November 1, 2002
| WoOohOoo!! It's Friday!
| Things to do this weekend -- Work, Key Club Induction, watch The Ring, chill with my homegirls, Teddy, and Don, work on English poety portfolio, study for Calculus, learn Spanish, fill out college applications, clean room, AND go to mall and sleep =D ThinK I can get all those done? Pssh.. =P John Tapee is supa cool! hehe It's fun sitting in front of him, even though we drive each other crazy @ times. haha =P Spanish is StUPId!! GrRrNeSs!! I missed early decision/action Cuz. . it's today. =P I want a chicken sandwich.. yummmmmmmy =) Today I am.. going back up to school to retake my shit ass vocabulary quiz for Spanish, then go to Spring Creek to pick up Matthew (oops, NvM, his mommy just called me.. he played hoookie today! tSTsK), hit up Starbucks, and then go to work, then come home *maybe nap* then go out with my buuuuuuuuddies! Peggy, Teddy, Don.. one of them? *shrugS* hehe Nam, Eugene, and Steve are coool guys! Thursday ~ October 31, 2002
| Happy Halloween!!! =D
| Today was interesting!! Not much working going on! =P Don's been coming over every night =) Helping me study and doing his homework or just chilling. Cool stuff man =) So we're like.. bf/gf.. I think. haha =P Confusing, yes? He calls me "his girl" and stuff.. and we talked about all this already. Long story. But it's cool =) I told my aunt, who sorta hooked us up, and she told me to tell Don that he owes her one. haha Doing lots of homework = not fun at all!! Nelly -- Air Force Ones!! AWESOME song!! Nelly is one sexy man. *drool* AwMaN... I want some baby blue low Air Force Ones. Hella TytE yO!! haha =P I took a nap.. Don called my cell and woke me up! But then I fell asleep again, then my mom woke me up! sheesh. I'm happy. Me and Long don't talk to each other anymore. *sigh* I don't know!!! Whatever. He's moody. I'm moody. Two moody and easily aggitated people together never make a good pair. hehe I love cold weather! Only bad thing is that my car is SUPA dirty, but it's toooo damn cold to go out and wash it. Yang is a cool man!! I miss Gus! I wanna see him, too bad he lives all the way in Tulsa! BOO!!! (not the BOO, Halloween boo, but the BOO, boo hiss boo. hehe) I talked to my daddy today! But, he told me he's probably not going to be able to move back till at least next year. BAH! =( OOH! My homegirl in Houston got a new BF!! YOU gO GUrL!!~ Congrats =D Sunday ~ October 27, 2002
| Don't forget to set your clocks back!
| I talked to Justin last night for an hour? haha He's weeeiirdd!!! Don text messaged me today at 5 frickin AM!!~ What the crap.. But he had just gotten back from where ever he went.. *shrugS* hehe and was right outside my house, freaky right! =) But then he came over at like.. 8:30 this morning! =D We watched movies and talked and ate oreos till.. 11 =) Then I started doing my poetry assignements! BLECH to the max. haha Today.. I need.. to do my Physics lab *if it's due*, Physics book problems, poetry cRAp, aannndd study for World Topics.. BOO!! Maybe I won't go shopping after all =( hehe Saturday ~ October 26, 2002
| hehe Justin found my SN through Alan!! Justin rocks!! Man, I miss having class with him. =/ He's soo fun!! hehe
| Work today, boooooooring. Me and Sarah worked for maybe like .. an hour or two total? haha =P But I did get my paychecK! HELLYEAH =D w00t! hehe Last night..... I went out with Bessie and Marjo! Well, I had a two hour detention after school though. I brought lotsa Oreos for all my buddies in two hour with me. Thomas, Nina, Chuckles, Marjo, Bobby, Cole.. IT was great. hahahaha DRAMA afterwards though. hahaha My homegirls know about it. Thomas is a funny ass dude, man!! hahaha AnywHo, me, Bessie, and Marjo went to Valley and then Party City. FUN stuff. lol =P I was planning to go to Stafford's party, but I fell asleep =P Don called me last night at like 11, but I was sleeeeping =( So he didn't come over. Oh well. Justin has a webcam! He's sooo cute!!! heheh He's single!! All you girls wanna holla!!! haha OMG, the new Wendys on Belt Line sucks. They took forever in the drive through and then didn't give me ketchup and their fries tasted like shit. BLECH. Thursday ~ October 23, 2002
| First of all, it's Asian girls, you idiot. Second of all, how can you possibly denounce a WHOLE race because YOU can't keep your "man" in check? Hating on all of us because he wants us and NOT you? Using you like a damn whore. You need a reality check because none of us girls wanted to get with him to HURT your goddamn feelings. You had NOTHING to do with it. STEP DA FUCK BACK OFF BITCH. YOU'RE ALLLLLL TALK. If you HATE someone, say WHO, not their RACE.
| Wednesday ~ October 23, 2002
| Don came over last night =)
| Went to school. blah de blah... But I got donuts and a frap! AW HELL YEAH =) Tanner's new haircut is hella cute!! Went out with Peg to MJDs and bought a helluva lotta stuff! Then went with Don to the mall. Saw Jenny working! haha =P Fun convos! =P Came home and did lotsa Physics. =( sUpA tired!! Long's a fartnugget. UGH! Messes everything up. =P hehe I love talking to PegGY! She's awesome!!!!! Gotta go to BPA stuff now =/ BLaHDE LuVYaZ Monday ~ October 21, 2002
| AW MaN -- I'm hella TIREd! Don came over like three times yesterday =) Once to give me back my creditcard, he's a ThIEF!!!! =P Thennn he came to look at the pictures I got developed, he -only- came over to see the pix, not ME!! NeRD!! hehe Then he left at like.. 9:15? to go down the street for his study group, so I read the Third Reich. BORING! I missed him!! I like it when he's here. =X Then he finally came back at... 11:15? YaY =X hehe stayed till 1? =D We just talked about weird random stuff. It was pretty cool!
| Today was looong and boooring and tiring!!!~ Work was boring cuz I was alone, so I had to close, and the music sucked and I had to price and input the inventory. Then I had to haul ass to the NHS meeting. Fun stuff, lemme tell ya. Now I'm going to bed. Ying Yang U: tell yo heart to stay outta it n let ur lips do the talkin ;-) LOL!!!~! NERD xaikoazn: ahhhhhhhh! Whoa, that was unexpected!! xaikoazn: hey tracy OMG -- no.. not fair... not again.. no... Sunday ~ October 20, 2002
| LoL I woke up and made my daddy help me get all the rubber bands outta my hair. He said I looked like a bulldog cuz my hair was all whack. lol =P
| Manda told me that I was on TV! From the football game on Friday night. WOOHOO!! haha Saturday ~ October 19, 2002
| Went to Linda's house to drop off my old dresses so her and Doan could choose or whatever. SuPA early, but I got cookies from her!! hehe
| Talked to Don about tonight!! I think Linda and Teddy are going with Don and I to eat at... Hoi Tin? *shrugs* Peggy and Doan might come, hopefully they come!! I'm gonna take lotsa PIctuREs!! woohoo!! I have a hair appt. @ 4 right, cept my mom took her car.. and my dad's car only seats two people. And my bro and his friends planned to go to Carrollton to rock climb and stuff today @ 4!! Soo if my dad is the driver, he'll probably take my car.. And I'm stuck with the STanDaRD!! Which I can't drive!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH ANyWHo, hung out with my daddy.. got his hair cut, went to SUPER Target, chilled at home.. wooohooo ********** OMG! Tonight was awesome. Beyond awesome!! *aHH!!* I got my hair and make up done and when my daddy came with my bro and his friend, they were cracking up laughing. I was like, about to cry because.. I figure they're laughing b/c I look like a freak. I never wear makeup, let alone do my hair. =P So finally I'm just like.. WTF. And they're just like.. We've never seen you like this, you look like KAREN. WTF x2!! AHh!!~ My daddy finally tells me I look ok. haha YaY... Go home and ATTEMP to do my nails. I have the pERfECT nail polish because it matches sooo well with my dress. BuT it's the Wet n Wild brand, and those take forever and a day to dry. I get my toes done, but my nails look hella ghetto, so I just take it off. BAH.. AnyWHo, I get done, and look for my cell phone and ID and tickets and blahb lah bhlahalha... Get online cuz Don's not here yet and talk to DJ and Bessie. DJ was like.. Tracy.. is that you? LOL.. I must REALLY not look like myself. Well I get super mad because I called my mom and she's like.. I'll be home at like.. 7:20! What the crap. Don comes and we just play on the computer and talk and stuff. =P Finally my mom gets home! YaY!! We all take pictures and what not. Fun times. =) Then me and Don walk across the street cuz he's a nerd that didn't put on his tie and is borrowing all his clothes from my neighbor, his homeboi. haha =P Go to the dance, hafta park in the back lot. Stinkiness. Saw a hella tyte yellow viper back there though. DAMN. Who's pimp enough to use THAT car?! ShIEt. Anyways, went in and OMG it was gorgeous. Found my homegurls and took hella lotta pictures cuz EVEYRONE and their mom had a camera. =P Poor boys, no one wanted to take pix of them. LoL Chill around the table while they do HC court or whatever, I don't know what the hell they were doing in the gym. UmmMm.. Finally started the dance! HELLYEAH. AW MAN, all us Asian girls got DOWN like WHoA!! It was sooo much fun!! DAMN A buncha people were just watching us. hehe =P The last song was.. Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like This. I was dancing with Don for a bit, then got him to dance with Peggy. So I was just dancing by myself, quite fun actually. hehe =D But Nina wanted me to dance with Curtis, so she could dance with Brandon, but then Britney didn't have anyoen to dance with, so I let her dance with Curtis. Then I was alone again, so Peggy let me finish the song with my hella hot date. =D OMG NO ONE could recognize me. It was crazy. Billy, Dzuy, Jennifer, Eugene, Laura, and a buncha other people that I can't remember right now. hehe They all took like a couple of seconds to figure out I was actually.. ME.. hehe =P It was funny!! But weird, cuz I didn't think I looked -that- different. *shrugs* Everyone met up in the front parking lot and headed to Hoi Tin. SO MUCH FOOD!! =P Linda, Teddy, Don, me, Peggy, Tasha, Jamie, and Hubert. Then all them had to leave but me and Peggy didn't want to go home. So Don took us to Slicks and we played a game and left. Don knows lotta ppl there. His uncle owns Slicks. FREE POOL. What else could you ask for? hehe Then we dropped off Peggy cuz it was midnight and she's a baby. lol =P And then Don came over to my house and we just talked. I don't know why were just standing at the pool table for like 20minutes talking and hugging though. =P Finally we went to the living room and watched some weird ass Chinese movie on Encore. =P I wouldn't let him leave. =P But he DiD.. to go see his homebois to DRINK. TsKTSK. He's only 19. DaMn.. haha He said he'd bring me to a haunted house next weekend. HMmM.. for reALz? hehe Anywayz, he finally left. PUNK!! But leaving was fun. =P Don is an awesome date! I had soo much fun!!! He's a goood dancer too!! HeCkYeaH! w00t! haha OMG -- it took me forever to get all the rubber bands and crap outta my hair. I finally gave up and just went to bed. Friday ~ October 18, 2002
| WhoDeee.. I haven't updateD in like.. three days! GO TRACY!!! I'm in updaters withdrawal. lol =P I'm a nerd. hUsH
| HOMECOMING!!! I GOT A MUM *from Peggy, Linda, and Teddy*!! I GOT A BABY MUM *from Gena*! I GOT A HUGE ASS BEAR, A SPIRIT STICK, LOTSA CANDY *from Bessie*!! AWWW HELL YEAH!!!! AWW MAN!! Yall made me sUPa happY! LIke BeyOnd belief!!!!!!!!!!!! Homecoming dance tomorrow night! Don's a loser that doesn't call back. LOSER!! Gus sent me mucho mail!! It's awesome!! Gus rocks to da MaX yO!! I miSS yOU!!!! If you don't want Hubert to find something out, definately don't tell Karen -- And vice versa. PUNKS!!!!! This week was pretty okie.. I was bummed out majorly in the beginning but it got supa good supa fast =D Don came over... on.. Wednesday night? at like.. 11?? hehe He just came over to make sure I lived.. where I lived? Lol.. sounds weird. But he called my cellie and I'm like.. half asleep already and SUPA crappy looking. But I went outside to meet him and we hugged for a while =P Ah so warm. hehe He's a supa cutie, dAMn.. =X I'm going to the HC game!! But it's raining like WhoA =/ My pants are wet... GR.. No, not cuz I peed in them cuz I've been in the rain!1 =P I've driven 100miles in the span of 24hrs.. That's nuts. ****** MAAN RaiNeD ouT!!~! Half time when they were doing HC court, it started thundering and lightening so everyone left. =/ GHS was kicking NFHS's aSS tho!!! 21-7!! Linh and Kevin were there! LoL Kevin was like.. STAND STILL FOR ONE SECOND!! haha =P Umm.. My head kinda hurts. I'm hungry. Sorry for whining so much. hehe =P Tuesday ~ October 15, 2002
| I woke up and it was super cold!!~ I shouldn't wear shorts to bed!!~ OMG... =/
| Monday ~ October 14, 2002
| Today was a total blah day. =/
| I did pass my English quiz and didn't have a Physics quiz and didn't turn in the Spanish homework, but I still felt like crap. *shruGs* I do love the weather, it feels great. I love driving with the windows down and music up in this kind of weather. It makes me happy. hehe =P I still feel.. *shrugs* dissatisfied? Is that even a worD? Anywayz.. on Friday.. I wasn't all WOOHOO!!~ in my classes, and people would come up to me and ask if anything was wrong. hehe I have to be WOOHOO to be normal? =P I guess that's neat though, people perceive me as being a happy person and when I'm apparently not, they ask because they care?! hehe AwEsoMenEss I just downloaded JLo's new song!!~ *boogeying down* Work was sOO boRiNg!!~ We got a new shipment of Christmas clothes, but OMG, they were all damaged in one way or another, but me and Sarah had to go through all of them to check them to see if we could fix it or anything. BaH.. that sucked. BuT I got home real fast =P Ok, so he told me last night that he called me yesterday, but he dailed the wrong number. I was just joking around saying that I couldn't believe he didn't know my number and all this, and he says that he DOES know it.. Yeah.. So why'd you dial the wrong number.. or not call the RIGHT number? Dork.. Now people are telling me that the second part of Pearl Harbor is better!!~ Crap.. hehe Holy cow, I think I've updated this stupid thing everyday for like.. a month! I'm such a loser. DaMn.. I guess it's cuz I don't have anyone to tell all this random stuff to! I used to tell Hubert but.. eh.. I don't anymore. So I tell my loyal readers.. All.. two of them? hah OOh Gus was like... Some people have their soap operas, I have your DailyDose. hehe =P Gus is awesome =D AnyWho, SNR meeting tonight. whoopty. Things that make me happy -- ice cream, cookies, hugs, a cool breeze, a nice ghetto song playing *lol*, having lunch with a good friend, coloring, having my cell phone ring and it NOT be one of my parents *hehe* -- I enjoy the simple things in life. haha .... ****** HoLeEe cow... shitty ending to a shitty day... Yeah.. we're still friends.. right? *shrugs* I guess.. Got played... ThaNKs Monica!! You're a sweetie! Sunday ~ October 13, 2002
| It took me forever to get outta bed to go pick up my brother. I was just soo comfy and happy where I was. ;o)
| Homecoming decorating today.. I don't know what was wrong with me... Maybe it was tiredness or.. confusedness or.. pissiness.. WhaTeVeR.. Gotta do HW soon. AHH Milk duds roCk! YuMMY yUmmY in my TuMmy! hehe I should've gone with Nina to tie ribbons around polls around Garland.. but dang, I was super tired. So I came home and just headed to my bed till 7 =P I took Kevin to Subways because they have Mountain Dew there and I've been craving MD all day!! =P But when we came home, I made my OWN sandwich. Ham sandwich.. a poor man's sandwich. I don't have cash for Subways! PSH =P ThaNKs Bessie for helping me on my hw!!~ I talked to Nina muChOs today! She's awesome and full of good advice. I hope her and her boy are doing GReAT! They're so in love! I'm happy for her hehe She's soo cute when she talks about him; she gets all giddy and gurlie. haha I want that feeling! =P haha But I'm glad Nina's happy! Spanish - not the language for a Chinese girl. hehe My mom's not home yet!!~ uH Oh... MaN I still have to take some physics notes. BaH! =P The Ketchup Song.. by Las Ketchup is COOL! hahaha I'm a nerd, I know.. bUt it's such a happy song. I HATE BWEEKS!!~! My hell weeks. BaH!!~ English, Physics, and Spanish! Sadness to the MAx!!~ Someone make my week good pleeeeeeeease?~! omg.. haha Saturday ~ October 12, 2002
| OmG! I'm soo tired.
| Today was pretty fun. I went to take my SATs this morning.. Went to Bessie's house and she drove there. WoOohooo! hehe I saw Patsy! hehe I see her everywhere!! I also saw Jordan Pitts!! Wow.. he looks the same. =P TheN... I went home and picked up my brother to go eat!! He threw away the tray @ Wendys hahahaha DoRK!! Craft Fair wasn't that busy this year. Last year was fuN!!~ Me, Peg, and KC bought Gena a bracelet! I got one too! Hers says OWLS.. mine says GIG EM hehe We complete each other. hehe TheN Bonnie, Peggy, and I went out!!~ We went to Willow BeNd looking everywhere for the perfect stuff for Bonnie's HC! hehe ThEN we went to eat cuz me and Bonnie were HuNgRY!!~ We went to McDonalds.. and talked about a LOT!! =D Then we tried to go to Collin Creek.. but somehow.. ended up in Carrollton? LoL... So I called Shannon's mom and found our way bacK!!~ =D I got stuff @ Aeropastle? And Victoria Secret!! WOOHOO hehe Then.. we drop by my house.. and Peg borrows my blk dress for HC... And then we head over to Linda's house. Me and Peggy try to teach Bonnie to dance... I think we failed. heheh LaDeDAaa... talked to Long.. uGH! Never letting people on my SN again. =/ I'm all talk.. Look at you.. psssh... MaAN... Things are crazy... And I'm broke... And Hungry... =P hehe Having a webcam is awesome! heheh FunTIMes!~ hehe Tanner told me to get a spoon.. to prove it was 'live'? haha.. Pearl Harbor is a LONG movie!! I feel asleep sooo many times. But DaMN, Josh Harnett and Ben Afflest are hELLa FiOnE! haha =P So are you!! Don't worry =P hehe "Can't get enough!" GniGht SwEetDreAMs! Friday ~ October 11, 2002
| THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!!!!
| For a short ass week, it took forever to end. School was blah... Nothing interesting. Thomas is awesome!!~ Nina had super cute spirit rings! Aww maan I wanted to show Tanner but he came late! =P UmMm... Went to work.. Closed the shop, I'm a big girl now. haha =P Came home... Hubie came over.. We went to McDonalds and then to Linda's house!! Chilled there till about 10:30!!~ I was dancing around in her old formal dresses. AW MAN.. if I grow like 3" by the time Winter Ball rolls around, I'm gonna hit Linda up to let me borrow her awesome dress!! IT's sooo gorgeous. I danced around in it for like half an hour. haha Linda's aweSoMe!!~ hahah She's soo sweet! We're gonna boogey together all night long. hehe Today.. was a good day =D HuGS are neeat. =P uMmMMm -- Me and Ann drive cars.. that go vroom. LoL... Sorry.. Guys @ lunch were talking all about cars and shit, and me and Ann were forced to sit and.. be quiet cuz we don't know anything. So finally I was like.. HEY!! Me and Ann have cars... And they're cool. =P Jenny's a cool gurL! Everyong should support the Lady Owls VbAll girls. hehe Thursday ~ October 10, 2002
| wooohooo.. my head hurts.
| My webcam is neato man! hehe Today was okie.. Went to school early and got help on my lab from Manda, she rocks!!~! She's like... super awesome and super smart and super sweet. She's just super MaNDa!~ hehe New seats in English!!~ I sit by Ann and Thomas and in front of John and behind Marjo!!~ It's awesome!! All my favorite people in that class. hehe Physics, it was fun actually. No quiz!! And I passed my take home test!!!! HOLY COW!!~! I was like freaking out when he passed it back, and I was like.. yelping!~ hahaha Mr. Lines was like.. whaaaat... And I just informed him that I passed. hehe He just smiled. haha Spanish.. wtf.. bAh.. whAteVeR!! hee Me and KC went to eat at Lollicup and went to Party City to pick up some stuff for the KEy CluB door for homecoming and what not. Me, Bessie, Bobbie, Karen, Hubert, Brian, and Peggy stayed till like 6 to work on the door. It looks awesome like OMG =D I'm soo happy about it. Hubert is the art master!! So much skill and talent! DaNG hehe Then we went out to Tony Romas to eat for my brother's bday. He's old. haha I ate lotsa onions. yUMmY!!~ =D Now I'm just waiting for Bessie to come over to study for SATs and maybe KC. Did I mention that my head hurts? Nothing spectacular happened today. KC was being mean to me and I almost made him walk home.. He lied to me, shocker. ANd I believed him, shocker! I'm too gullible. Nina is awesome!!~ I love you gUrL! I got a letter from GuS!!~! He's such a sweetie! Lotsa randomness in the letter though. haha =D My mom's gonna be gone this weekend!! *wink wink* hahaha ******** Bessie got here at like.. 8:40?? And we went thru a shit load of vocabulary and talked about randomness. Boys.. BaH.. hehe Then she left at.. 10? *shrugs* I just remember yawning a lot. hehe SupEr tired.. I don't know how that girl does it. AnYWhO, went to bed at like.. 10 -- that felt nice. hehe Ya know who I haven't talked to on the phone in a while? (a while meaning a week...) Long. We did talk for a while there.. *shrugs* WhaTEveR not gonna fret. I just wish I didn't like talking to him ya know? So then I wouldn't be missing it. =P *sigh* This is the first time, that I've liked someone for a while, and they haven't liked me or whatever. It's a weeeeeeeiiiiirrrdddd feeling. I don't like it. Everyone keeps telling me to move on and like someone "better". Long's a cool dude tho! hehe Yeah, I know you're thinking, why in the world would she write her feelings down about some guy that doesn't even like her back in the least bit... Who might actually read this.. PsH.... Do I have shame?? [no] Do I really care if he knows what I feel?? [definately not] Aren't I super blunt? [heckyeah] haha =D Isn't Tracy an idiot? [all the time] Ooh, I got a crush on you Wednesday ~ October 9, 2002
| HapPy BirTHdaY KeVin!~~All you pussies that write about me in your fricking journals or profiles, get the guts to say whatever you have to say to my face. Stupid asses. WhAtEvER. Came home, but I didn't have to work today, so I got online and talked to Don while doing my physics lab. =( He ordered pizza!! =D So I went over cuz I was hungry! BUT it had jalapenos on them, blech. We went to GHS and started decorating the door. He kept saying it's weird going back to HS. haha What an old fart =P ThaNkS for coming with me Don!! Dropped Don back home and saw Bessie cleaning her car? *shrugs* Her trunk was open and she was wiping the dash board. hehe Then when I was at the red light, Long pulls up next to me. ScAReD the CRaP outta me. DANg. baah, felt weird seeing him after trying to be mad at him all day. haha Felt like.. a shot thru the heart.. *shrugs* Yes, I'm weird. But ahh, I don't know.. Anywho, came home and ate cookies *made me feel better*! yuMmY!!~ Been thinking... Definately not good. I wrote Gus a letter! hehe It's pretty. I wrote the address and all that stuff upside down. haha I'm a LoSER... dAng. But it gives it that Tracy touch to it. hehe =P I just remembered, Long didn't keep his promise to me. Said he'd hang out with me this past weekend. Ah well, did I honestly think he'd spend time with me? ... That's something to ponder about. *shrugs* Why do I like him?~!?! haha I'm an idiot, that's all I can think of. Why do you tell people you miss me and want to talk to me? Why do you act like you care one minute and just totally ignore/avoid me the next? You're a PuNk. Did LoTsa homework. I hAte homework. Off to.. study possibly or sleep.. whichever =P Revelation of the Day -- Bessie is rubbing off on me.. hehe Tuesday ~ October 8, 2002
| If anyone sees my brother tomorrow, tell him HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN!! =P hehe
| Tanner's still here.. I gotta take him home soon. He pushed me off the couch. Haha BuM. My brother went to the State Fair with Justin and Kevin. oOoh He's skipping baaaaand. hehe OMG! LAst night, I fell asleep on the couch, but I heard all the guys talking so I woke up. It turns out that they tried the warm water test thingy on Kyle. haha Then they just ended up pouring water on him and tried to convince him that he pissed his pants. LoL! My brother's bday cake is yummy!! Work was okie, lots of organizing going on. hehe I'm soo tired! AHh... This weekend/holiday was awesome!! WoOOhoOOo!!~ hehehe Monday ~ October 7, 2002
| Bessie JUST told me that Long said that he missed me cuz I didn't call. He said it at like.. 11pm? and Now it's 2aM! haha
| Tanner is awesome!! He recorded the name game thing for me! haha I don't have a mic on my computer, so Tanner and Caleb were talking while I was just IMing them back. FuNTiMeS hehe Stop being mad at me. Even if you really aRen'T mad at me, don't act like it. =/ I'm not going to apologize to you anymore. Yeah, I like you. But.. BaH... ***** 8:40am! Bessie calls me and wakes me up. She comes to pick me up at 9:20? We go to Hobby Lobby and Michael's with Bonnie. Buy Homecoming stuff! hehe CooOl BeANs! Go home and talk to Long for a little bit... Then take my brother to Blockbuster. ladeda, go to KC's... Tanner goes into the dryer.. haha Go to work! Come home!! Lotsa lil white kids here... haha Drive to Rowlett, wonder when da hell I'm going to reach his house. FInaLlY! See some white guys standing and hope it's Tanner! hehe Bring him here and everyone plays hide n seek. Kevin, Kevin, Kyle, Kelly, Sarah, Jenny, and Amanda were here.. for my brother's bday thingy. Girls leave, we still play hide n seek. Me and Tanner watch... Monsters Inc and Training Day and... music videos. FuNtImEs!! And Conan.. hahahah I should watch that show more often. Sunday ~ October 6, 2002
| Today.. I am hanging out with Crystal! My AweSoMe Rowlett chica!! hehe
| I think.. I've decided to apply to -- SMU, UTD, TCU, UT, aandd MaYbE Tech? Depends what I decide I really want to do when I grow up, I suppose. Lady at the Lake, or something, in San Antonio sounds pretty interesting also. But definately gonna contemplate about that early acceptence/decision thing for SMU. Gus is going to move to Garland for me! hahaha =P **** Ok, so I go out with my mom and brother to Maxim's to eat some yummy dim sum! Julie hooks us up again, so we don't have to wait. Julie is awesome. lol Head to Fry's to buy all this crap for my mom.. uGH.. I hate going there.. so boring for me. I just... look at the markers. LoL Finally got home and then headed off to Crystal's and then went to Michael's where I saw Lindsey and Megan. Megan's such a sweety!! I saw all this Homecoming mum stuff and *sigh* I got all blah. I don't really care about the game or the dance.. I just want a mum. LoL When I finally got home tonight, I was talking to my brother about Homecoming. He keeps yelling @ me and tells me to go because it is my last one.. *shrugs* I said I didn't want to go because our dad's coming home that weekend, he was like, daddy will totally understand. But less girly. hehe BAH. I think he just wants me to stop whining. haha Anywho, we get stuff for BPA and other various cool stuff and call Bonnie. We go pick her up and call Bessie! Bonnie, Crystal, and I went to Michael's in Plano because Bessie said it wasn't closed. It's closed. BaH.. haha Oh well, we just ended up going to the mall. Bonnie got a Homecoming dress!! SUPER CUTE!!! Met up with Cuong, Hubert, and Bessie. Looked around in Victoria Secret. 5 pairs of underwear for 19.50!!~ Man... hehe AweSoMEnESs, I might just have to go back tomorrow. Bonnie can't say fragance, but I said, 5 underwears. So we're both dorks. =P We went to eat at Lollicup.. But it was just me, Crystal, and Bonnie for a while. So we were girl talking. Boys are stinky. haha But some guys, ahem, are super hot.. hahah (and I'm not talking about Long..) =P Bessie and Hubert finally came and then we decided to go watch Barbershop. But I had to bring Crystal home, IN ROWLETT. Super far. =P But I like driving around, so it's all good. =P It was a cool movie! =P Funny!!!! I've been watching too many movies. Hanging out with Bessie is awesome. I wish we didn't stop talking and hanging out for all those years in between. I honestly don't know what happened between us.. But I hope our last year in high school will be all good. =P She's an awesome gurlie! MAn, driving at night with the windows down and the radio up... Best time ever. =P *sigh* hehe Still didn't clean my room. bAh... My brother is having a "get together" for his birthday tomorrow night. Someone save me!! Buncha fish over here. lol... I wanna leave the house, but definately not go to another movie. haha OR have someone come over and watch movies with me in the other room. eh eh eh? Anyone??? haha Saturday ~ October 5, 2002
| UGH! Help you out for once? WTF are you talking about? My mom drives me nUtS!!! uGH!!!!~!! Tries to make me feel guilty cuz her ass ain't home to take care of my brother, who's fucking old enough to take god damn care of himself. WTF.. he's almost fucking 15 and can't do a damn thing for himself.
| I'm suppose to change my whole schedule because he's a fucking idiot? AW HELL NAH. fuCKThAt. For those of you that don't think me cussing is lady like, fuck you too. Plans for today -- Wash car! Go to work! FIND SOMEWHERE TO GO TONIGHT SO I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY MOM OR BROTHER. help!! =( Someone call my cellie and rescue me today okie?~! =P *********** Here's the recap of my day, without all the anger. hehe I woke up at 8 to wash my car. It's all pretty! yaY! Go TraCy! Then I took a niiice shower. I'm soo not caring about my hair anymore. I have no one to impress, so now I just wash it and go. I just hope that when it dries, it looks decent. hehe No one to impress because everyone knows what I -can- look like haha So ya know, I'm just gettin lazy. Speaking of lazy, holy shit, my room looks like a tornado ran through it. So before I go out with Crystal today, I'm going to clean it and do my laundry. woohoooo hehe ANYWAY! I went to work right, and blahdeblah, fun times. My aunt asked me what I was doing tonight, and I said, if I don't find anything, I'm going to fill our college apps. She just looked at me and ordered me to go out. LoL So if I don't get into college, it's her fault. haha OoH, YaNg is a cool man, he TRIED to come visit me. LoL But couldn't find it. You're awesome duDE~ I'm all driving home and singing to my radio *woohoo* And I see PLANO PKWY exit, I'm like.. HELL YEAH *EXiTS* I go to the mall.. Total impulse urge deal. I hit up Express and buy two shirts and leave. =)Go buy a duck... for my mom. haha I was in a hurry, sorta. Well, I just don't like buying duck. So I parked in this handicapped space because as everyone knows First BBQ's parking lot is super small. BUT I parked only HALF in the handicapped space and half on the lil ramp. LOL.. I suck. =P Go home, talk to my mommy, change, and talk to Bessie! We decide to go watch Red Dragon @ Loews!! NO BOYS. =D We should've brought boys. We got scared. We closed our eyes. haha We were all cringing and turning our heads and freaking out. LoL.. We're such girls. It was pretty good though. =) Anywho, I called Don and Long to get ideas of where to go eat. Don said IHOP! So that's where we go, I tried to get him to go with us, but he was in Addison, he wanted us to go up there. PSH screw that man. haha I finally get home @ 12am. I'm not in trouble! I walk through the back because I don't want to wake my mom since her room is above the garage. When I walk in, my brother looks at me and asks, YOU WEREN'T HOME ALREADY? hahah What an idiot. I hadn't been home all day, and he doesn't notice. I don't live in a mansion, my brother is just a dumbass. So Bessie kept her promise to me! SHE rocks, unlike that other boy. hahah =P Funniest thing today -- "What are you doing" "QTipping my car" hahahhahaah Long is a silly boy.
Friday ~ October 4, 2002
| IT'S FRIDAY. HECKYEAH!!!!!!!
| I went to bed last night at like.. 9:45!! I was soo tired. But Long called me at 10:20? Pleasant waker upper? hehe He proceeded to make fun of me, and then told me to go to sleep. LoL.. PuNk!! He calls me just so he can fall asleep, cuz I'm soo boring and all. PsH!! Oh well, I used to read his LJ to fall asleep cuz it was sOOO boring and all. =P hehe AnyWHo, goodluck on your ECOtest today swty!! Today's a BDAY =( I hAtE BDAYS!! Dana Carvey is HILARIOUS!! MAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA HEY everyone, visit me tomorrow @ work =) I'mma be SUPER borEd! Seven and a half hours tomorrow. SaVeME!! If I fall asleep, my aunt will let me go home early though. wooohoo! I'll try to go to the carwash Jessie!! I LOvE yOu! ******** Today sucked pretty bad. Cept for lunch, lunch was awesome. Thomas asked me when I got to Spanish if I wanted to go eat with him and Tanner. Today was one of the first days I actually had my keys!! woohoo!! hehe So I let Thomas drive to Wendys and Tanner drive back. AW MAN, those guys owe me mucho money cuz I keep letting them have money for food. Tanner needs to bring more than three dollas on BDAYS!! shiit. haha AND he didn't let me have his cool toy. BUM!! Tanner was driving back right, and we were LATE!! Me and Thomas were walking through the courtyard, and saw people COMING to lunch, we're like.. oh shit. So we run, but MR. Brown is there, so we just walk very fast. =P Then we go to class, and the doors open -- SHIT... but when we walk in, Ms. Swor isn't there. HECKYEAH!!! Everyone was like.. where have YOU TWO been?~! LoL.. SUPER GOOD LUCK. haha I went to talk to Ms. Sacco. Basically, she's telling me I have SHITTY options, and if I don't pass World Topics, I don't graduate. WTF.. Then why even TELL me in the first place that going to World Geography was an option. UGH!!! Soo pissed and sad. I just wanna cry. UGH FuCK. =/ aNYwHo, everyone's going to the game tonight. I might hang out with Bessie. *shrugs* I feel super shitty. Someone cheer me up! =P Thursday ~ October 3, 2002
| WOohOo
| It's only 8:13AM!! AHH!!!! I'm in BCIS and soon to be going to the counselors to get a drop form. Lucky me. =/ BPA meeting this morning. Fun stuff. Me and Crystal decided to meet on Sunday to girl talk and do BPA stuff. wooohoooo Note to self -- Long and Bessie promised they'd hang out with you. Kill them if they forget. =) hahaha Just kidding, I love you two too much to kill ya now. =P I updated Long's LJ last night. He finally gave me his PW.. But it's a mean password, I don't like it. Long's a hOmo. I went to his mailbox this morning to pick up a poster for the Key Club meeting today after school. He put a note on there for me and Bessie. Mine's sorta nice and sweet. Bessie's note says, KICK ME, I'M HOMO. LoL He's obsessed with Bessie being a homo. SheIt. I hope there isn't a timed writing today in World Topics. I hope the quiz in Calculus isn't hard. BAH... I have to work on the physics lab today during 4th period. whoopity. I hope the KC meeting goes good. =P I LoVE yOu Wednesday ~ October 2, 2002
| KiSS x2
| Survey was deleted because it was messing up my journal, I don't know why. It was gay. haha I went to the nursing home today. I was talking to the dude I was playing Bingo with. I asked him how his day was. He said that everyday for him is a good day because everyday you wake up, you are blessed. Wow, I wish everyone could have that attitude everyday. That man is an awesome man. My mom and dad are cool with me failing. WTF... I saw Don's PIMP car. hahah I got Gus' letter! But it was the second one.. where's the first?! The mailman stole it. Today was an okie day. Spanish was cool, no one was in there cept 7 people! So we ordered pizza. =) Tanner is a funny funny man. Him and bedhead. haha I told him to spike it on Friday, hopefully he will!! Long is nuts... Tuesday ~ October 1, 2002
| I LoVe My bUdDiES!!!
| Thanks for ...
MAn.. today actually sucked pretty hardcore, but I'm in such a good mood that my friends are such awesome people! =) I'd be soo lost without yall! hehe I don't think I can tell any single person how much I care about them and how much they mean to me, but I hope they know.. somehow. =P "Friends are like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they're there." *sniff sniff* I love you, Mai!!You know what's a kiCkiN song? Girl All the Bad Guys Want by Bowling for Soup. DaMN, I love song. **** BETA induction was... pretty damn boring. Finished all my homework! GO TRACY!! Boys are the epitome of confusing.. At least the one I like. Tanner's raps are AWESOME!!!! Him and JWoo are hilarious!! White boys rock maJor! hehe Brownies and milk.. YUM!!!
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