::: 10 Dec 2001 Monday 3:30pm Alert :::
I am damn scare now....but it's over. Just now I heard people screaming in the neighbourhood and I smell something burns. At first I thought my PC was overheaten. Then I checked the pc and didn't see any sign. So I ran out of the room and checked other places. I discovered that smokes rising from window and roof top from the house on my left. Shizzz! Me informed my brother at once. I rushed back to my room to turn off the pc. I was numbed. Some uncles smashed the doors and managed to put off the fire before it spread. According to my brother, the whole wooden wall was in flame. Luckily no one is injured. Coz no one was in the house when it occured.

end ~~ dunno ~~Never trust ur fren no matter how close u r wif them..??


::: Monday, 10 Dec 01 1:20am ||Peace||:::
My Papa told us that our neighbour likes to trap cats. He puts some salted fish in a cage to trap the cats. And Papa asked him have he ever trapped a Mix Siamese before. He admit it. Yes he did. Arghhhhhhh .. . Then he will leave all the cats in Kg Sg Ara near the Perkampungan Org Indonesia. Shit ! My White Fang has gone. It's all because of him.

I went to PC Fair with Joanne and her fren. Three of us. This is the last day of the fair that isn't really fair.The conclution is as below:

PC FAIR VS LOW YAT = PRICE IS THE SAME!!
PC FAIR VS LOW YAT = LOW YAT > PC FAIR (usually their service sucks after PC FAIR)
so LOW YAT : PCFAIR = 2-1

quote BB-Chai

Okie ??

It has been a long long times since I last went out with Joanne. She is in luv now. Ho ho ho ... She looks sweet and adorable! She told me she is going for her Master degree. Wow so many people wanna do Master.

end dunno ~~ (^_^)/ # Gan Bah Teh Kudasai #


:::Friday, 7 Dec 01, 11:17am Komuter Train:::
I showed my Photoshop book to Soo yesterday. She returned the book to me immediately after she flipped over a few pages. Me doubtful. Maybe she shame shame looking at the naked figure as shown in the samples. I should know she has a very conservative mind. Okie I won't show her next time. Bear in MIND !

I have applied a cash card yesterday. I like the card's design. Simple & nice.

Red spotsssss.Terrible! Uncoutable pimples on my face. Maybe quite stressful lately. During the fasting month, my college's cafetaria is opens from 4:30pm to 3:00 in the morning. I only have two slices of fruit cake or a packet of soya bean milk or milo for breakfast after my kokocrunch, cornflakes and honey star finish.Nothing is left for me. I don't take lunch. Sometimes I buy myself spring rolls for tea time after the cafe opens. And for dinner, bi-Hun plus egg will do. I am so thrifty.....
After arrived at Sentral, me dropped by Mcdonald to get Iced Lemon Juice that don't have ice nor lemon inside. That was my first meal of the day.

end dunno ~~ My Diet ~~


::: Thursday, 6 Dec 01, 8:23pm Nice Day :::
I am in a lecture hall called DAM - Dewan Anuwar Mahmud. Quite nosiy here. I am here for Tamadun Islam & Kenegaraaan. First year students from faculty of Economics combined with those from falculty of Education in a hall that sustain around 450++ people.

Today I am very panai. I showed the statistic solutions on the board during tutorial class. Ha ha ha ! Actually I copied the answers from fren before class started. Last night, I was toiling at statistic question till 2:30am. Couldn't figure out what the questions requires. Feel wanna quit. Wondering whether should I drop this subject in this semester. Opps Here comes the lecturer.

end 8:31pm *sigh*


::: Monday 3 Dec 01, 5:38pm Rainy-Stormy :::
Banana has to look for another job now. Coz his company gonna close down due to financial problem. He is working in ICT related field. And I think he will search for job similiar to his previous one. There are so many IT graduates couldn't get a proper job. Maybe due to downturn in ICT sector. Hopefully all my frens that ngam ngam graduate can get jobs they always wanted and improve themselves & try to be competitive & as skillful as they could so they will have more added-value and their potential employer will consider and hire them.Gan Bah Teh ! Ho ho ho !

end 5:45pm - Ha!


::: Monday 3 Dec 01 5:23pm Rainy :::
Benjamin is dead.
I saw the yellow-stripe kitten lying beside the drain. The rain pour on its body. ~~WET~~
Dead becoz of starvation and sickness ... and lack of care & love from its Mama Meow.
I know my Benjamin is dead too. Disappeared and that is the end of his life.
- D E A D -

end 5:29 pm ~~ In the loving memory of Benjamin... I will miss U ~~


Friday, 30 Nov 01, 7:50pm
Alien : Are you lonely ?
Ah Dok: Yup I m independent and yet I m lonely.
Alien : Independent & lonely ????????
        What's the connection ?
Ah Dok: Dunno
Alien : I can make ur dreams come true.
        Tell me ur first wish.
Ah Dok: I wanna see Leonids.
        Can or not ?
Alien : Huh ??
        I can't help u lah ...
Ah Dok: Fine.
        This conversation is over.
Big Head Alien Clock for sale ... RM 5 only.E-mail me if u r interested.
end 7:52pm ~~~Boring~~~


::: Friday 30 Nov 2001 7:20am "STAND" ~Feel Cold~ :::
They have forgotten thier mom is a woman too. After the stand, they dare to discuss openly at the mamak stall.

They said women are sexually attracted to men. They are the main cause. Cannot blame the guys. Not thier fault.... They take advantages and "Stand" with those girls that admired them or thier so-called net frens. One after one. Stupid act ! In Islamic perspective, people who do this is irresposible at all ...to release thier desire on woman and low moral value and have no respect for opposite sex. They threat it as a norm and trend in today lifestyle. No big deal nor a serious manner by fooling the gals out there.

You said you must follow and obey laws of ur religion .... too bad ... you've already broken the rules though you never experianced it before coz you keep talking about it and want it so badly ... peer pressure ??? The worst is you know that girl has bumped into you and you tend to play with her heart. Such an insult! Well never mind as long as you enjoy practising it. Keep up the good work!

end 7:33am ~~"U r not worth of my respect"~~


::: Friday, 23 Nov 2001, 8:00pm :::
sob sob sob sobI suppossed to be on the peak of the genting and having fun now. I m so damn happy coz Harlem is waving at me. I supposed to be there ... ... I wont cry lah !!

end 11:30pm ~~~


::: Monday, 19-11-01, 5:13pm Rainy :::
Huh !
{{{{---- T E N S i O N ----}}}}

When I close my eyes I must scroll down and up to view the images in my mind. Something has conquered my mind.

After attending Intro to Eco Dev tutorial class, I feel tension tension tension nothing but tension. I think me have to be expertise in the field of politics,social study, geography, culture, common issues and blah blah to meet his demand. Tiring ! Me need big big self-improvement.

5:32pm ~~~ Mighty Joe Young and Kemboja Itik ~~~


:: Friday, 12:01am 16 Nov, 01 Cloudy::
Now is 12:01am I heard someone is singing my fav song A Puro Dolor by Son by 4 in mandarine version. she is Coco Lee. Damn nice the song. I called Judy just now. She share lots of her thoughts and 'experiances' with me. Feel comfortable chating with her. Both of us need someone to discuss with. We are the victim! ;(

Lee really make me mad. He was tooooooo over!!! So rude and offensive. I have decided not to speak with him in one week times. Huh !

end 12:13am


:: Wednesday, 7:06pm Deepavali 14-11-01 ::
I'm stuck in the middle of no where. Ah Geok took my Macro reference. How am I going to prepare for tomolo lecture? It makes me puke. That is the one and only Macro book I had. She is going to do two set of photocopies. I bough tthat book for RM50. And she wants to photocopy the whole book. This is in contrast to my principles. But why I lend her my book? I shouldn't do that. The worst is she left my book in Seremban. Unhappy about that. Huh! I can't reach for my Macro book for 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 days ..... sob sob sob sob I miss my book.

My roomate, Soo, went to Sungai Wang today with friends from her hometown. she always go shopping. She always left me alone and go upstairs chit-chating with others. Ho ho ho !

Chat with net fren this morning. His nick is Banana Wong. He has a homepage comprises of his true life journal and links to other useful sites. 'A very simply guy looking for simple frens .... ', he said. Eakkkkkk ...anyway I like to chat with him after Luke dump me.

end 7:36pm ~~~


::Tuesday Nov 6 ,2001 9:47pm::
Today the first lecture started.

I attended my first lecture in the morning. But what is relly mesmerising me is a lecturer namely M. Nasir ~nick~ who teaches me Introduction to Economic Developement and Macroeconomic. I have to attend three lecture on Tuesday. There are Statistic II from 8 to 10, Maths I from 10 to 12 and Intro to Eco Developement from 12 to 2. M.Nasir can recall so many names of his students. Certainly these students used to take some course under his conduction. He's got a really good sense of humour. Ha ha ha... :) with a goofy smile. I think he is a very popular lecturer as there are so many people hang around in his room all the time. He was chit-chating with his studens when I entered his room to get his signature and register some courses.

My life is full of anxieties. Maths and Statistic' tutorial fall on Thursday. This means that I only have one day to complete the homework if tutorial papers were given out on Tuesday or Wednesday. Lack of time to study questions properly. Perhaps it would end up that I have to copy answers from others ... {{{{ Meow Meow ... and I dislike it and hopefully it won't happen to me. Bless me, Buddy !

After attending lecture, I went to post office to send away the cassette. Then back to my room, clean up and unpack my things. Feel bored and tiring. Huh !***Life is suck !!!I like my room very much -- furnised with new desk, cabinet, cupboard and bed. Ha ha ha...looks better than the one at home... I will show you the pic soon.

And my roomate brought me Anson Choo Cheong Fun. Emmm .. yam yam .. there are some vege wrap in the thick thick layer of Fun Cheong ..dunno what is that .. brown in colour and fried 'udang kering' as topping... very special...totally different from the Fun Cheong here. Taste sweet and salty. RM2.00 only cheap leh ???

end 10:30pm ~ What take you so long ?~