I'm too alone to care.
I used to wish for happiness,
But now that wish is rare.
I used to wish to stop the coldness,
But now I'm too alone to care.
I sit in my lonely room
And debate if it's too soon
For life to end-
For all the pain to be dead.
A cold knife in my hand
And the never-ending tears
Only convinces me I can-
Where are my fears?
Please come rescue me before I fall.
Don't you see?
My life is nothing at all?
I've lost too much,
And gained too less..
I must lay down to rest.
Is that your hand reaching out?
I'm sorry- I can't touch.
The pain would end,
My bleeding heart would mend-
Where it stops?
There's no end. 
