Wet eyelashes
Stomach really tight
It’s hard to breathe
Lying on my bed
Heart Burning
Hands cold
Trying not to be sick
It’s not pleasant
But it’s better than what my heart feels
My head
My soul.
To say how I feel would seem...
It’s weird
Say you’re in pain and people think
That they know what it’s like
They know how it feels
Though they don’t.
They can’t understand
They will never understand
They will never know
How it feels to have nothing
How it feels to live for nothing
How it feels to cry day and night
It feels worse when I talk about it
It feels even worse if I dont
How it feels to have everyone but no one
How it feels to love someone who gave you this pain
How it feels to not being able to say what you want
How it feels trying not to cry
How it feels to smile when all you want to do is shed tears
How it feels to want someone's shoulder to cry
Only to know that shoulder you want belongs to the one
who gave you these tears
How i feel ..you will never know ..and i wish and pray
you wont ..
