For a second I knew completion
So full I thought I'd burst
But despite all the false contentions
I forgot to fear the worst
For an instant I found my place
For the first time I belonged,
But in my desperate search for solace
I forgot how things go wrong
For a moment I felt perfection
Climbed so high I saw it all
But despite all the rejections
I forgot how hard it was to fall
For a while I knew an angel's touch
So perfect was the warm caress
So right that I forgot how much
it hurt to face the loneliness
And for a time I knew elation
In the bliss I was so lost
that harder came the realization
That happiness always comes at a cost
And so I walk alone again
The memories as cold as ghosts
Because nothing can equal the pain
Of losing what you love the most
