Rating: NC-17 Slash
Author: Me! Trina!
Summary: Jeff and Shannon sort things out.
It was late nearly 1 am. Shan would be back any minute Jeff thought as he coolly lied to the hotel clerk and got the key to Shan's room.
"Yeah were bunking together, it's just my plane was late coming so he went ahead and got us a room."
He gave his sweetest southern smile as he thanked the lady for her help and headed up to Shan's room. This was it he thought, Shan wouldn't deny him any longer. What the hell was he thinking marrying that little whore?! He knows he still loves me, he'll always love me....
He sighed fighting back tears as he rested against the door. This is not the time to break down he told himself, this is your last chance to get him back, make him see what a fucking stupid mistake he's made.
Jeff walked in to the bathroom, splashed some cold water on his face and looked himself over in the mirror. He sighed remembering the way Shan always said he was so beautiful. He started slowly undressing, letting his hands slowly move over each inch of flesh he revealed. Moaning softly as he thought of the way him and Shan would make love...so slowly....so lost in each other....just touching and kissing for hours before they actually had sex.
How could he deny that....how could he marry her....cause he's stupid, with stupid dreams...dreams he had before me that should have been forgotten once we fell in love. He frowned and undressed completely. Walking over to his bag he pulled out a pair of purple silk boxers and laughed to himself. I remember the day Shan bought me these he thought, I had always worn thongs, I was more comfy in them. But Shan said he liked me in boxers, said it made me look more manly. He laughed again, me manly? And slipped them on.
He was nervous and really didn't know what he was going to say to Shannon once he got there. His only plan was to corner him so he couldn't run from him any longer. He sat on the bed waiting when he heard the door click, he moved quickly behind the door. Shannon shut the door and Jeff was there instantly pinning him against the door.
"Hey Shan...how's it going...."
"Jeff...wwwhat are you doing here...." he said shivering from being that close to Jeff again.
"Mmmm I missed you Shan...." he said grinding softly against him. His pulse was racing his desire evident by his hard cock pressing into Shannon. He calmed himself he had to stay with it so he could get what he wanted.
"Though you probably haven't missed me with that slutty bitch warming your bed." He pulled away from Shannon and moved on to the bed eyeing him.
"Jeff, don't talk about her like that...she's my wife....I love her..." he said, his words seeming all too forced.
"You don't love her, you love what she can give you. Took me a while to figure it out, our love was so strong, we were each others everything. You always said I was everything you ever wanted and needed. But I wasn't was I Shan? I couldn't give you a child could I? The family you've always dreamt of?"
He frowned watching Shannon move towards him.
"Jeff..." he sighed.
"Yes...I wanted a family....you know I always have. I love you....I love you more then anyone else in my life. But I felt I had to sacrifice us for this....I want a baby Jeff....I need one....I feel incomplete without one....and Crystal is a nice girl, I do love her....I know I can make this work."
"Oh well just fuck me then huh?" He started crying.
"I can't give you want you want so just push me aside and move on? I loved you Shan, I love you now...even with you putting me through this, hurting me this way."
Shannon reached out to touch Jeff's arm.
"Jeff...it's not like that.....I..I think of you all the time....I ache for you...I..I'm so sorry Jeff.."
Jeff snapped, grabbed Shannon's wrist quickly as he reached out for him and pulled him closer pinning him to the bed.
"You ache for me Shan? Do you baby?" He ground his cock roughly against him.
"Mmmm Jeff...don't...."
Jeff laughed darkly, "Oooh no.....you can't run this time...."
He slowly licked around Shannon's ear whispering hotly "Know why you ache for me Shan? Cause I have her beat in some things don't I?....Is she as tight as me Shan.....so tight around your throbbing cock you nearly black out from the pleasure?"
"Jeff...stop...please...." Shannon panted, his cock so hard he thought he might cum in his pants.
Jeff just ignored his pleas "Mmmm but I know what you miss the most Shan...my cock....she can't fuck you can she baby? Mmmm she can't thrust so deep inside of you it takes your breath away....."
Shannon was crying now, tears running down his cheeks, soft sobs slipping past his lips.
"She can't complete you....all...she...can...do...is give you a baby Shan.....a baby.....you'll throw all this away, all our love for one thing?"
Jeff eased his hold, softly brushing his lips over Shannon's. His own tears mixing with Shannon's.
"Please don't do this to us baby...I love you....we love each other....please Shan....I need you..."
"I'm so sorry Jeff...I thought...I don't know what I thought." he sobbed.
"You're all I need Jeff...all I'll ever needed..I'm so sorry baby..." he wrapped his arms around Jeff clinging tightly, sobs ripping through his body.
Jeff lowered his mouth to Shannon's softly sucking "Shh baby...no more tears....."
Shannon sighed his lips trembling "Mmm Jeff...I know I don't deserve it...but please make love to me....I've missed you, us so much..."
"Mmm you deserve it...you're my only love Shan....we all make mistakes....but I believed in you and our love..I knew you'd come back to me..."
He moved back off the bed pulling Shannon with him. Their bodies inches apart he slid his boxers down, Shannon's eyes roamed his body.
"Mmm you're so beautiful baby..." he said slipping out of his own clothes and moving against Jeff.
"Mmm not nearly as breathtaking as you..."
They held each other kissing softly, nuzzling each other necks, then slowly moving on to the bed. They lay on their sides, legs tangled together softly sucking and nipping at each other lips. Jeff slid his hands along Shannon's side, mouth moving to his neck.
"Mmm so perfect baby..mmm love you so much..." Shannon sighed melting in to Jeff's touch, his hand sliding over Jeff's cock slowly stroking.
"Mmm Shan mmm it's been so long...mmm not gonna last if you keep doing that..." Jeff panted working his cock against Shannon's hands.
Shannon smiled softly and whispered "Then don't Jeff...take me now....I need it so bad baby..mmm it's been so long..I'm aching for your cock....need you filling me...."
"Mmm fuck baby...yesss I need you too...." he said moving over Shannon. He kissed him deeply lifting his leg and grinding against him.
"Mmmm hurry Jeff baby...mmm I can't wait any longer" he said lifting his hips offer himself to Jeff.
Jeff pushed inside of Shannon inch by inch. He moved, slow deep thrusts, loving the feel of being in Shannon, being one...this was heaven....and Shan was his angel...
"Ooh god Shan...mmmm sooo good baby..love you...Ooh god I love you..."
Shannon moved with him, tears running down his cheeks. It was too much, this feeling of being complete and whole...it had been so long since he felt this way....this was....home...he was where he belonged.
Jeff gripped Shannon's cock stroking it in time with their movements and whispered hotly in his ear.
"Cum for me angel...mmm cum for us....."
Shannon gasps softly, it had been so long since Jeff has called him angel...
"Mmm yess Jeff...baby...Ooooh god mmm I'm cumming mmmmm just for you baby mmm for usssssss!!!!"
He came hard spilling into Jeff's hand, his body shuddering and tightening around Jeff's cock. The feel of Shannon tightening around him, cumming for him was too much. Jeff came hard shooting deep inside of him.
They lay panting snuggling together, Shannon's head resting on Jeff's chest.
"Mmm I'm so sorry Jeff...I..I was dumb..." Shannon said sighing and holding him tightly.
"I know you're sorry angel..." he kissed the top of his head, the slowly ran his fingers through Shannon's hair.
"I understand why you did it....but we can have a family too Shan, there's always adoption. Or getting someone to be a surrogate mother for us.."
Jeff smiled, "I'd love to have child with you, one with beautiful golden blond hair and green eyes, just like it's daddies."
Shannon sighed "Ooh Jeff....I want that too...so much..but what about Crystal? I'd hate to hurt her..."
"Shh we'll think about that tomorrow..tonight is just for us..." he dipped his head capturing Shannon's lips in a passionate kiss.
"Mmmm our needs....wants..desires....just us angel....here in this room." He said as he softly sucked and Shannon's lips.
"Mmm yess.....just us..." Shannon whimpered softly.
Jeff smiled and slid over Shannon's body.
"Just us..."
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