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How Does It Feel



Rating: NC-17 Slash
Author: Me! Trina!
Summary: Shannon turns the tables on Matt.
Notes: This was inspired Orgy's song Blue Monday


How does it feel to treat me like you do
When you've laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me
How do I feel tell me now
How do I feel

How does it feel?
How should I feel?
Tell me how does it feel?
To treat me like you do

Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They'll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today

I see ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortunes
I'd be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me now
How should I feel
Now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
While I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
when your heart grows cold

How does it feel?
How should I feel?
Tell me how does it feel?
To treat me like you do


Shannon sat in his and Matt's locker room watching Matt's match on the monitor. He held a ice pack on his arm trying to soothe the pain caused by Matt's fist. Why didn't I remember to pack his favorite boots? He sighed.

People always asked him why he took so much shit from Matt. Truth be told he loved him, he'd have done anything to be near him even play the role of his bitch on and off screen. There was only two problems with that. One, Matt was as straight as can be and Two, he thought of Shannon as nothing more then a little pest. He had done everything he could think to try to make Matt like him in some way, to win him over but nothing worked. Shannon was getting pretty tired of being his whipping post.

If Matt lost a match, Shannon got blamed for it and beat. If Matt thought he wasn't showing him proper respect he got beat. What the hell am I gonna do, I can't take this any more....but I just can't leave Matt... Shannon sighed slipping on his headphones and starting his CD player. The drums of Blue Monday pounded in his ears. He listened finding meaning in the words, connecting with them. Something deep inside of him very slowly changed.

All I've ever done is love Matt and look how he treats me. He's all I've ever wanted, the only one I ever wanted to make happy, I give him all I have and look how he fucking treats me! He growled grinding his teeth, snatched the headphones off his head and threw the CD player against the wall smashing it to bits.

"No More...." Were the only words he uttered. He saw Matt's match end on the monitor and quickly hid behind the door. When Matt walked in he was silent. "Shannon where the fuck are you?!" Matt growled. Shannon said nothing as he watched Matt slowly strip and head towards the shower. A slow evil grin played across Shannon face....Oooh I'm cumming Matty....

He reached into his bag and pulled out his pocket knife. Then quitely stripped his clothes and walked into the shower. "Hello Matthew...." he said grining darkly and twirling the knife in his hand. "What the fuck Shan, where were you earlier?!" Shannon laughed and slowly stalked towards him. "Shut the fuck up Matt..."

Matt stood there in shock, he couldn't believe Shannon had talked back to him like that. Shannon moved closer backing Matt up against the wall and slowly ran the tip of the knife down his arm. Matt went to raise his hand to Shannon and Shannon quickly caught it pinning his arms at his side.

"No no no Matt.....see that's just not gonna fly any longer....." Shannon said smirking evily.

"You little fucking bitch, you've lost your mind!"

"Ooh no Matty....see I'm not gonna be your bitch any more...I'm gonna start doing what I want..." Shannon slid his hand down, cupped Matt's cock and whispered hotly in his ear. "I'm gonna start taking what I want..."

Matt jumped his cock slowly hardening in Shannon's hand. "Fuck you, you little fucking faggot! Get off of me!" He said trying to push Shannon off of him. Shannon grinned and brung the the knife up pressing it to Matt's throat. "You just don't get it do you, things are changing....you're the bitch now Matthew...now turn around and spread your fucking legs or I'm gonna slit your motherfucking throat and leave you here to bleed to death."

Matt shuddered his cock throbbing in Shannons hand at his words. "No Shan...come on man...you know I'm not gay....man don't do this ok?" Shannon tightened his grip on Matt's cock. "Mmm you don't feel straight to me...just the fucking thought of me taking you has your cock rock hard....now face the wall and spread your fucking legs bitch." Matt whimpered and slowly turned facing the wall and spreading his legs. "God please don't do this Shan..." Shannon laughed darkly and slid is hand around Matt's waist gripping his cock again.

"Mmmm but you want it so bad Matthew....your lips say one thing but your cock says another..." Matt shuddered as Shannon ground his cock against his ass. "Mmm and besides I wanted you for so long....I'm finally gonna get what I want Matt.....it's what I want now....and I want you for my pretty little bitch....." Shannon quickly thrust deeply inside of Matt with no warning, giving him no time to adjust, he started pounding his ass harder and harder.

"Uuuuuh fuccckkkkk!" Matt cried out sobbing loudly as Shannon savagely took him. "Mmm yeah mmmm take my cock you fucking bitch!" Shannon growled moving into him over and over. Matt's body shook from the pain ripping through him, tears rolled down his cheeks yet his cock still thobbed and twitched in Shannon's hand.

"Stop fighting it. Mmmm you know you love it.... uhhh yess mmm I feel your cock in my hand...You wanna cum for me don't you bitch..." Shannon tightened his grip on Matt's cock stroking it frantically as he slammed his cock into Matt's ass over and over. "Uuhhh yess mmmm Shan mmmm please I need it...ahhh..." He grinned squeezing tightlty around the base of Matt's cock stopping him from cumming. "Mmm I know you do...but you gotta say it first......say you're my bitch Matthew....say it and I'll let you cum....." Matt panted heavily, he didn't wanna say, didn't want to admit that Shannon had made him his bitch, infact made him enjoy it. But he needed to cum more then he ever had in his whole life.

"Mmmm I'm your bitch Shan....god now please let me cum!" Shannon loosened his gripped his, stroked Matt hard and fast matching his movements into him. "Cum bitch, shoot all over this fucking shower wall for me!" Matt let out a scream and came hard splattering the wall with this cum. "Yeah Mmm fuck yesssss!!!!" Shannon came hard feeling Matt's ass clench tightly around him.

Matt rested againt the wall panting, hardly believeing what just happened. Shannon slowly smiled and slipped out of him. "Clean yourself up and then hurry and get dressed. I'm ready to head back to the hotel....and don't keep me waiting..." Shannon walked out of the shower smirking. Matt quickly cleaned himself and dressed as Shannon sat on the bench watching him. "You ready yet bitch...." Matt kept his head down and nodded. "Then lets go, and you keep your fucking head down like a good bitch, if I catch you making eye contact with anyone but me you'll get it when we get back to our room."

"Yes Shannon..."

"And grab our bags..." Shannon got up walking out the door Matt closely following, his eyes on the floor like he was told. Shannon smiles evily somewhere deep inside, a couple lines from the song playing through his mind....

How does it feel...How should I feel...Tell me how does it feel
To treat me like you do...




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