Title: Forever
Rating: NC-17 Slash
Author: Me! Trina!
Summary: Matt and Jeff AU vamp fic, AU as they're not brothers in this story.
Notes: This is the fic I am most proud of, I think it shows just how much my writing has improved.
Jeff lay raped, beaten and bloody in a dark ally way. His shirt ripped skirt pushed up to his stomach. The life slowly slipping from his body yet a smile played across his face. He welcomed death, if it was a release for the hell he called life he'd run towards it. Sexually abused from a young age by his father. Then thrown out on the street when he finally spoke up cause his mother called him a liar and believed his father over him. He was 16 and homeless, forced to prostitute himself just to make enough money for food and hotel rooms. He'd done this for years now, man after man, fuck after fuck. Been raped countless times, at 25 he was tired of life.
The men laughed looking down at him. They had both had their turn with him but it seemed they wanted more even as his breathing slowly ceased. One man held him up while the other pushed his cock in Jeff's face, yelling at him to open his mouth and take it. Suddenly Jeff dropped to the ground he saw the men go flying against the wall as if thrown by an invisible force.
Then he blacked out, when he came to he was in someone's arms. A man, dark lonely eyes he thought he was drowning in and thick curly dark chocolate hair. The man nuzzled his neck softly whispering. "I know you think you wanna die Jeffrey....but I can give you a life...one you never imagined....no more pain....no man will ever have power over you again...."
Jeff whimpered softly, his mind a haze slipping between life and death. "I..." Jeff whispered trying to speak. Matt held Jeff closer and whispered in his ear. "Do you want to live...yes or no.....your dying Jeffrey you must answer before it's too late...." Jeff clung to him and looked up in to his eyes, his voice barely a whisper."No more pain...." Matt nuzzled his neck softly stroking his hair. "No more pain Jeffrey..no more..." Then slowly sunk his teeth in to Jeff's neck. Jeff's body arched against his pleasure ripping through it as his blood poured in to Matt's mouth. Matt growled softly and raised his head slowly, reluctantly. This man was the sweetest he had ever tasted.
He quickly bit deeply in to his wrist and pressed it to Jeff's mouth. "Drink...take all that you need from me...." Jeff licked at the blood softly, then his hunger grew and he gripped Matt's wrist tightly, drinking deeply. "Mmmm ahhhh yesss uhhh drink pretty mmmm take all that you need..." Jeff growled softly and drank till he had his fill. Then his eyes slowly drifted shut his voice came out in a soft whimper...."Your name?.." Matt smiled kissing his cheeks. "Matthew...now rest pretty...your safe now..."
Jeff lay in bed freshly bathed, silk sheets wrapped about his body. The warmth of the fire place giving him and almost angelic glow. Matt sat beside him in a chair. He hadn't been able to pull himself from Jeff's side for two days now. His maid offered to tend to the new guest. But she soon learned his answer when he growled at her warning anyone off who even thought of touching Jeff.
He hadn't waken up yet. With the trauma his body had endured and the change that was taking place it was to be expected. Matt smiled as he reached out softly running his hand along Jeff's face. "So beautiful and in my bed....where you belong....where you've always belonged." Matt bit his lip shocked by his own words and thoughts. He was so possessive of this man he barely knew. Sometimes his need to be near him or to touch him was so great he scared him.
Matt had heard the old stories passed down. How some of their kind had these soul mates. Once they were found and looked upon you could never imagine your life without them. But those stories couldn't be true...and even if they were this man wasn't even one of our kind... He sighed leaning forward his lips softly brushing against Jeff's. "But here you are....and I can't imagine a day, let alone the rest of my life with out you." He nuzzled Jeff's neck softly his lips dragging over the silky flesh. The smell and rhythm of Jeff's sweet essence pulsing through his veins fueling his building desire."Mine.." Matt growled low in his throat before using all his self-control and pulling back from Jeff. "God help anyone that ever tries to hurt you again pretty..." Matt said gazing down at him.
Then suddenly Jeff began to awaken. Slowly his senses seemed to come back to him. Sensations flooded his body even as he lay still. His every nerve felt raw, more alive. The silk against his skin felt so soft....the colors in the room seems so much more vivid and deeper then anything he ever remembered seeing...almost alive...as if they breathed. Then he looked in to Matt's eyes. Those dark lonely eyes he remembered drowning in, his eyes...the last he'd seen.
"Matthew..." he said in the lowest whisper. "Yes pretty, it's me. You'er safe don't be frightened. Just relax, your body has changed give yourself time to adjust." Jeff's mind was a haze of confusing memories, feeling and sensations. "Changed....but I...I don't understand..." He reached out clinging to Matt as everything flooded back in to his body. It was as if he was being reborn. "Shhh....just let it happen....let everything come to you..."
Then with a jolt that felt like electricity the haze cleared. His breathing slowed, his grip on Matt lessened. "You....in the ally....those men....you saved my life.." Matt smiled "Yes I did...what else do you remember..." Jeff slowly pulled away from Matt sitting up and back against the pillows. He closed his eyes, "You holding me....asking me if I wanted to live....." He held his head. "I didn't want to live...but when I looked in your eyes you made me want life....." Jeff opened his eyes looking at Matt. "That's all I remember..."
"Well there's a bit more. I'm afraid you won't believe me unless I show you." Matt lowered his head.
"Show me what..."
"This...." He lifted his head looking back in to Jeff's eyes. Only this time his eyes were glowing red, his fangs glistened. Jeff gasped "Ahh oh my god.....You’re...a vampire.."
"Yes.." In a flash his face was a back to normal. "And so are you now....it was the only way to save you...I brang you across..."
"No...no...You're lying....you're just some sick gothic freak that gets off on this kinda shit!" Jeff was frantic trying to find any reasoning for all this besides what Matt was saying "No Jeff...look just calm down..." Matt hated seeing the frightened look on Jeff's face. "No...I'm getting out of here! You can't make me stay and play this sick game! I'm a whore but I don't do shit like this.....straight up fucking....that's all..." Jeff jumped up from the bed then looked down realizing he wasn't wearing anything. "My clothes, what did you do with them?"
Matt sighed getting up moving towards Jeff. "I burned them, they were filthy and bloody." Matt looked in to his eyes, suddenly Jeff felt powerless. As if he was stuck to the floor. Matt smiled slowly and wrapped his arm around Jeff's waist pulling Jeff against him. "I'm sorry...I'm afraid I can't let you go...I need you...your my mate....my only love..." Jeff shuddered his whole body seemed to melt at the silky tone of Matt's voice. "But I'm not....I can't be...." Matt pulled back a bit slowly unbuttoning his shirt. "But you are..." he said then slowly drug a nail across his chest. He sliced deeply the blood welling up almost instantly. "It's been two days since you've fed...feel it pretty....feel the hunger...feel what you are, what you can't deny..."
"Mmm..." Jeff moaned licking his lips. The scent of Matt's blood calling to the hunger building inside of him. Matt was still, just letting it happen naturally. He knew Jeff would have to choose this himself if he was ever to believe him. Jeff moved closer growling, his eyes glowing red with hunger and desire. Then suddenly he lunged forward, pinning Matt to the bed and straddling his waist. He lowered his head breathing in the scent of of his blood. He growled softly looking up at Matt, then slowly licked at his blood.
"Mmm ahhh yess pretty...take what I've offered you....take all that you need..." Matt shuddered, the feel of Jeff's mouth against him was causing a hunger he hadn't felt in ages. Jeff growled louder his grip on Matt tightening as he began feeding more deeply. Sucking now his lips locked on the wound. Then he bit down and in to Matt's tender flesh, a gush of blood flooding in to his mouth. Pleasure rippled and rushed over him as a wave would in the ocean.
He was lost in the hunger, the erotic rush of feeding. So was Matt, he lay benieth Jeff wishing it would never end. The feel of Jeff's body against his, the beauty of his naked form and the raging demands it was causing on his own body were nearly too much for him. He longed to truly take Jeff, to claim him forever. Just when he thought he could no longer resist that temptation, Jeff stopped. He lay against Matt panting."It's true...what we are..vampires....." Jeff spoke softly. "Yes, that and more...I could never lie to you..." Matt said softly running a hand through his hair and trying desperately to calm the needs of his body.
"Fine....I'm a vampire....I can deal with that.." Jeff got up looking around the room. "Do you have any clothes here for me to wear?" Matt laid on his side watching him. "There's a closet full of them, I sent Bonnie my maid around to buy you some clothes, I wasn't sure what to buy since you were wearing women's clothes when I found you. So I had her buy a bit of both, to fit whatever your taste might be.."
"Thanks..." he said slipping on some jeans and as T-shirt. "But I won't be needing all these...I'm not staying." He slipped some shoes on looking over at Matt for any signs of him protesting. Matt just smiled walking over to him. "Yes you are...we need each other..."
"I don't need anyone, so I'm a vamp, I've seen movies, read books. I know what to do, I'm not gonna stay here and play house with you. I'm a whore Matt, I have sex for money. I'll survive by myself like always. So thanks for the offer but no thanks." He's serious, he wants to just walk out and leave me..
"You'er not a whore Jeff....you where forced to do that. I know you didn't want to. I know everything about you pretty..." Matt leaned forward softly brushing his lips against Jeff's neck. Jeff pulled away trying to put some distance between him and Matt. Hoping that would lessen the desire to give in to him, to let his guard down and finally trust someone. "You don't know anything. Look thanks for saving my life and all but I just can't do this...I stay to myself and that's how it is..."
Matt frowned, he knew Jeff felt it too, he had to. But all the abuse he's gone through made it impossible for him to trust anyone. "So um...bye ok..." Jeff looked at him and eased his way over to the door. "No!" Panic set in he just couldn't let Jeff walk out. But he didn't wanna force him to stay either. "Look...You say your a whore...so I'll pay you....$500 a week." Jeff stared at him. "$500?..." "Yeah...all you have to do is stay here with me...." Jeff bit his lip, he wanted to stay. God did he ever want to stay.....and with this offer it was almost impossible to say no. Matt walked over to pulling $500 out of his pocket and stuffing it in Jeff's.
"Ok....I'll stay..." Matt let out a sigh "Good..." Jeff moved closer pressing his body against Matt's. "Mmm.....so when do you want me to start earning this money.." Matt smiled and stepped back gently pushing Jeff away. "You already are, I'm not paying you for sex pretty, just to stay here with me....keep me company...until you realize your place is with me...." Jeff gasped softly. "You really don't want sex...." Matt grinned "I didn't say that pretty, I said that's not what I'm paying you for. If we have sex it will because you want it, not cause you have to." Matt growled softly pulling Jeff against him and whispered hotly in his ear. "Never doubt my desire and hunger for you..." Jeff shivered.
Matt grinned pulling away. "This has been a long day for you pretty and..." Jeff cut him off "My name is Jeff, not pretty I wish you'd call me that."
"Fine...It's been a long day for you Jeff, so why don't I leave you to get more comfortable. I have some business to take care of. You may wonder through out the house all you like. But you are not to leave..."
"Ok..." Jeff said, he would have agreed to anything that would put some space between them. He was finding it hard to breath or concentrate when Matt was near. Matt laughed softly walking towards the door, he looked back at Jeff smirking before stepping out "Those aren't the only things your finding hard when I'm around, are they pretty? " With a laugh he left the room.
"Damn how does he do that to me!" Jeff grumbled and flopped down on to the bed. God what have I gotten myself in to? A vampire....I'm a vampire....He sighed closing his eyes trying to let it all sink in. I have to drink blood.....god ewwww! I don't even think I can do that. I mean with Matt... He shuddered remembering the way it felt to drink from him. Feed, that's what he had called it...
Jeff bit his lip moaning softly. It was so erotic....the need....craving....lust and hunger. But Matt is so intense.....he acts as if he owns me....like he has some right to me..no one controls my mind.. no one can force themselves in to my heart.... Jeff fought back tears, memories of all the men that had forced themselves on him flashing through his mind. Sex is nothing...my body nothing....but I'm not letting anyone in to my heart....no ones ever gonna hurt me as bad as daddy did!
Jeff wiped his tears and looked around the room. It was dark, but beautiful. Like Matt.. he thought. "Damn why can't I stop thinking of him?" Carved wood walls, plush dark brown carpet covered the floor and a beautiful fire place giving the room a romantic glow. Somehow he knew this was Matt's room. It felt like him, smelled of him.
He sighed trying to think of anything but Matt. A bath...a nice hot bath...that's normal... He moved from the bed finding the master bath was connected to the room. His face lit up when he saw it. A huge marble tub, all kinds of scented baths oils and bubble baths. He started the water pouring in some lavender bubble bath and oil. If only there were...."Candles!", he squealed with delight finding some in a basket by the sink. He turned the lights down, placed them all around the tub and lit them. Then quickly stripping he stepped in to the bath and sank down in to the sweet steaming water. "Mmmm..." A soft moan escaped his lips. He let his eyes slip shut drifting in to the bliss of his bath.
Matt made his way down stairs leaving word with his maid that anything Jeff wished for, he was to be given him. With that he was off to seek counsel. He wanted to speak with an elder, someone who knew more about the old ways. Surely they would know how one was to handle mates. But who? he thought as he paced the grounds of his estate. The moon tonight is bright and beautiful, like my pretty.... He shook his head needing to think clearly, thoughts of Jeff sure weren't helping.
Adam! he would know, he himself believes he has found his mate. It was at least 10 years since he first he first told Matt about his mate, Jay. Matt laughed it off, thought Adam was becoming soft in his old age. But now, he knew what a immature fool he had been to doubt someone as old and wise as Adam. With that he took to the air, soaring as a raven in to the mountains where he knew Adam lived.
Adam stepped from the shower drying himself. "Baby....come to bed, I need you....." Jay purred. He laid in bed, curled up on his side the silk sheets scantly covering his naked body. Adam shivered at his words. "Mmm I'm coming angel..." He said making his way to the bed and crawling in next to Jay. "Mmm...I hunger for you so badly tonight Adam..." Jay said moving against him. His body like warm silk as he straddled Adams waist and nuzzled his neck. "Mmmm I always hunger for you angel...your touch....taste...desire.."
Just then Matt came knocking at the door. "Mmm angel....stop the door...." Jay growled softly "No...let it go baby...I need you...." he lifted his head whispering hotly in Adam's ear. "I haven't fed ....I've only hungered for you this evening...feed me..." Adam shuddered slipping from under him. "Mmm god you make it so hard to leave you, even if only for a few minutes...but I must it could be important. I'll hurry angel." Jay sighed laying back against the pillows. "Fine, but be quick....I need it so bad..." He said grinning seductively. Adam laughed softly, slipping on a robe."You'er so evil tempting me, I must re-think the angel nick name..." He winked at Jay, then made his way down stairs to the door.
"Matthew, to what do I owe the pleasure of you interrupting me and my mate?" Matt grinned "Sorry to come at inconvenience to you and Jay" Adam laughed stepping back so Matt could enter. " Honestly, there wouldn't have been a good time. Seems my angel hungers for me constantly. I swear we never leave our room unless it's to feed."Matt smiled, "Lucky you...." Adam eyed him "Indeed, but you do not believe in mates. Or should I say didn't? I sense that's changed..." Matt blushed a bit embarrassed at how naive he was at one time. "Yes it has, I believe I've found mine....his name is Jeff....I don't want to keep you from Jay for too long, But I have questions. I hoped that you would forgive me for doubting you and help me...."
Adam grinned slowly. "Jeff huh?" Matt looked down blushing "Yeah..he's...god there's just no words to describe him...."
"Uh huh...." Adam said smirking. "Melts you like butter? You'd do anything to keep him happy and safe? Can't imagine your life with out him in it?" He looked up in to Adam's eyes. "All that and more...I'm so lost and I don't know what to do." Matt sighed "See he's had such a rough life, he's been hurt so many times. Jeff just doesn't trust, not even me and I know he feels the electric between us. He's fighting it he's afraid to let me in."Adam smiled reaching out softly touching his arm. "He won't be able to fight it for long Matthew. No one is that strong it's elemental, in our blood. There will come a time when the hunger and need will grow so strong he can't deny you, or what you mean to each other. Is that what you wanted to know?"
"Yes.." He smiled "But there is one other thing...when I found him he wasn't one of our kind...Can he still be my true mate?" Adam shook his head laughing. "A human, gods are you going to have your hands full. Yes a human can be your mate. My angel was a human when I found him. Though I must warn you, they can be rather....um...stubborn and hard headed...believe me I know."
"Hey!" Jay said a slight grin across his face as he floated over his arms snaking around Adam's waist. "I come down here to see what's keeping my mate from our bed and I find you bad mouthing me." Matt did is best not to laugh as Adam tried to talk his way out of what he said. "You know I meant nothing by that angel. You must admit it did take me a bit to...win your heart." Jay nuzzled his neck. "Mmmm I was worth the fight though, wasn't I?" He shivered "Mmm gods yes....er ah...angel...company..."
"No, no I was just leaving. Thanks for your help I won't keep you both any longer" Matt said looking them both over. He couldn't help but hope one day him and Jeff could share something like this. Adam smiled holding Jay close. "No problem, Matthew....once you get things settled with Jeff you should both come for a visit." Jay smiled "Oh that would be wonderful! We don't have much company up here, and going out isn't really my baby's thing." He smiled "We'll be sure to pop in, and thanks again." With that Matt was gone.
"Now..." Adam said grinning, scooping Jay in to his arms and carrying him up stairs.. "Time to satisfy my insatiable angel of a mate" Jay giggled clinging to him. "Mmmm about time...."
Home...back to Jeff.... Joy filled him at the thought of seeing Jeff again as he flew home. Damn....I need to feed first...Jeff's taken so much....He sighed and went about finding someone suitable.
Jeff stepped out of the tub then grabbed a towel wrapping it around himself. He smiled walking over to the closet looking for something to sleep in. I'm smiling...I feel...happy...safe.. He was shocked at the way he was thinking and feeling. "So many clothes...he shouldn't have bought this many...I've never had so many clothes in all my life." He picked out a light blue, lace mid thigh length camise. He sighed slipping it on. He had always loved the way he felt when he wore women's clothes. They seemed so much softer, as if they caressed his skin. Somehow he felt more safe and beautiful in them. It probably seemed strange to some people. But with all the pain Jeff had gone through he didn't question anything that gave him a little joy.
He grabbed a brush and moved in front of the full length mirror. Brushing his hair slowly his mind began to wonder. Matt....I wonder where's gone too...when he'll be back...
"Aw missing me? Don't worry pretty, I'm on my way back to you.." Matt smiled as he spoke in Jeff's mind. Jeff gasped looking around for Matt. "How are you doing that....talking in my head?"
"Were vampire's Jeff...remember...we have gifts such as this. I'll teach them all to you if you'll let me..."
"I'd like that...." he smiled once again running the brush through his hair.
"I must feed pretty then I'll be home."
"Feed...." Jeff bit his lip a tinge of jealousy running through him at the thought of Matt touching someone else.
Matt smirked. "Yes pretty, but don't worry. No one nearly as breathtaking as you."
"Like I care, bite whoever you like." Matt let a faint hint of laughter in Jeff's mind then withdrew spotting his prey.
Jeff growled. "Why does he have to come off to cocky all the time?" He placed the brush on the night stand and looked himself over in the mirror. No bruises.....the scratches and cuts are gone too...I really do look..."Pretty, you are absolutely breathtaking.." Matt sighed looking him over as he walked in the room. Jeff blushed deeply. "Thanks..." Matt smiled standing behind him, his arm wrapping around Jeff's waist. "Mmm...No thanks needed...I only speak the truth..." Jeff shivered as Matt placed soft kisses along his neck. Matt smiled pulling away.
"Sorry about that, I seem to forget myself when I'm around you. I've been told that's the way it is with mates..."
"It's fine....your are paying.."
"Ah...but not for sex..remember pretty. No sex, or touching unless you want it." Matt raised an eyebrow. "You don't want it do you?" Jeff looked away. "No of course not....I told you I don't buy in to this whole mate thing like you. I don't need or want anyone..."
"Hmm...that must be a lonely life...I know I lived it myself for years until you."
"I'm used to it, it's safe you don't get attached. No chance of getting hurt." Jeff said not really knowing if he was trying to convince Matt or himself.
Matt smiled and slowly began to undress. "Whatever you say pretty...." Jeff bit his lip nervously watching Matt undress. "Um....I was wondering...I know this must be your room. So where am I gonna sleep?" Matt slid his boxers off, his cock hardened as it was freed. "You are to sleep here with me.." Jeff looked over at Matt "But you said..." He trailed off seeing Matt's arousal. "Oh god..." Matt smirked.."Sorry, I fear it can't be helped when your near me....just as yours can't..." He licked his lips eyeing Jeff's now hardening cock. Jeff blushed looking away, then cleared his throat. "But you said no sex...."
"Yes I did, that does not me I don't want you with me. You belong with me, in my bed pretty. Weather you choose to belive that or not is up to you. But I won't have you sleeping in a separate bed."
"I see..." Jeff said coldly
"Jeff I need you near me..." He moved closer looking deep in to Jeff's eyes. "Don't you need me too? Don't you ache for the closeness of my body?" Jeff pulled away climbing in to bed. "I'm tired..." Matt sighed and climbed in beside him. "That's cause it's nearly dawn. We must sleep when the sun rises." He pulled Jeff close his head resting on Matt's chest. Jeff thought to protest but it felt good. So warm and safe he didn't fight it. Matt smiled at this small victory, softly stroking Jeff's hair and spoke.
"Jeff, you know I didn't believe this at first. I didn't trust in my feelings for you. But I sat by your side unable to pull myself from you for two days. I thought of what it would be like to never look upon your face again. Jeff that thought scared me more then anything ever has. I know we've only just met and it doesn't seem to make sense. But I know in my heart and I can't deny it, you are my only love...my mate.."
Jeff lay silent, he wanted so badly to believe Matt's sweet words. "Matt I..." his voice faltered, tears rolled down his cheeks. "I can't love like that...I just can't....if you want sex I can do that. I'll even admit I'm attracted to you. But the love you want from me, just isn't going to happen." Matt wanted to kill all the people that had ever hurt Jeff. All the people that made him fear love and trust. He softly wiped Jeff's tears away. "It will if you just let it happen. I'm not settling for anything less then your complete love. I'll never stop trying to earn that even if takes the rest of our lives. I know you've been hurt time and time again. But I swear to you, I'd die before I ever hurt you..."
Jeff held Matt tightly, this was all too much. These feelings, this intense love that Matt insisted they shared. He felt as if he was falling in to darkness, the ground beneath his very feet disappearing. "Please Matt...don't say any more....I just can't deal with this...I..." Matt kissed the top of his head. "I'm sorry pretty. I'm rushing you, I know. It's just so hard when I feel so strongly. We'll rest now....we have plenty of time for talking." Jeff sighed relaxing against him. "Thank you..."
"Yes..." He said rubbing Jeff's back softly. His voice dropping to a mesmerizing tone. "Sleep now pretty....sleep well and deeply." He said pushing them both in to the deep sleep of the vampire.
Jeff stirred, slowly waking and pulling away from Matt. He rolled to his side curling in to a ball. His mind seem clearer now, while Matt slept he didn't need to fight his growing need for him. I'm not letting this happen...he wants too much from me...I mean Yeah I'm attracted to him...who wouldn't be? He's darkly sexual, his body is beyond perfection and he's so handsome it's even hard to look away...but...love... He sighed, then he felt it. The hunger was coming back, gnawing at him. It scared him the thought of actually drinking someone's blood.
He rolled to his side facing Matt and tapped him softly. "Matt...Matt....please wake up...." Matt moaned softly his eyes opening, he smiled looking up in to Jeff's eyes. "Mmm...what is it pretty..." Jeff bit his lip then whispered his voice trembling. "I'm hungry....and it hurts..." Matt sat up looking in to Jeff's eyes. "You must feed then Jeff...it's the only way to stop the pain..." Jeff looked away "Matt...I don't know if I can. The thought of biting someone, drinking their blood...:" He shivered. Matt frowned, the thought of Jeff drinking from anyone but him made jealousy well up with in him.
He turned Jeff to face him looking in to his eyes. "You will feed only from me, no other. I alone will see to your needs" Jeff smiled softly. The thought of drinking from Matt seemed so much more natural, less animal-like. Matt's heart felt so full at the sight of Jeff's smile over this, at his thoughts of this being natural. He smiled leaning in softy kissing Jeff, then speaking in a whisper against his lips. "It is my right and privalge to give you all that you need and desire. I trust it will be easier for us both this way?"
Jeff licked his lips slowly "Yes...I..enjoyed drinking from you." Matt grinned "I enjoyed it too, in fact nothing has ever brung me more pleasure as of yet.." he said simply, hinting at their undiscovered pleasures. Jeff leaned in softly nuzzling his neck, licking and sucking softly. His hands slid over Matt's chest nails lightly scraping. "Mmmm....me either...I've never felt anything like this..." A wave of pleasure rushed through Matt at the first touch of Jeff's mouth to his heated flesh. "Yes...Jeff mmm...let go just let the hunger over take you...." Jeff shuddered a soft growl coming from his throat. He slid over Matt's body straddling his waist. Matt cried out as he felt Jeff's cock harden against his own throbbing flesh. He ached to lose himself completely in Jeff. To pin him to the bed and take what he thought was his by right. Jeff growled the smell of blood and their desire was too much. Jeff sank his teeth deep in to tender flesh of Matt's neck. "Ahhh godd Jeffffffffffff!!!!" Matt's body arched against Jeff's as he fed., wave after wave of pleasure over taking the both of them. "Don't stop...never stop..." Matt panted barely able to form words.
Jeff didn't stop, his hunger was sated yet he couldn't bring himself to stop. The pure erotic rush of pleasure called to him, urged him on. Matt felt himself growing weak even as the pleasure grew. He knew they must stop, his voice was a weakened whisper. "Stop pretty.....you must stop..." Jeff slowed, sucking softly then slowly licking over the wound on his neck to close it. The haze of desire cleared in his mind as he looked down at Matt. He looked so pale and weak it scared Jeff. "Did I hurt you....I'm sorry .."
"No, no...don't be sorry. I'm fine, just a little weak." Matt smiled softly touching Jeff's face. "We both let the feeding go on too long. I'm afraid we couldn't help ourselves. We've been denying our need of each other. You see our bodies, cry out for one another. Though you choose not to believe it, it's true none the less. We are meant to be joined as one. To find pleasure in each others bodies. But you refuse to let go and feel our love. And I refuse to take you without that love. So we want for this connection and when you feed, it partly satisfies it. But not nearly enough, that's why we had trouble stopping."
Jeff pulled away, moving to his side of the bed. "It's only because I'm new at this. That's all, not everything has some great meaning like you always seem to think." Matt let out a heavy sigh and moved from the bed. "Fine Jeff, believe what you like. There will come a time when you won't be able to deny us any longer. I must shower, to cool the fire you've set to my body and so I can dress to hunt."
"Hunt...you mean for someone to feed on?"
"Yes, I'm very weak I must feed soon."
"Oh..." Jeff said frowning a bit at the thought of Matt with someone else. feeding...like what we've done...with another... Matt smiled at Jeff's unnecessary jealously moving to sit beside him on the bed. He took his hand and looked in to his eyes. "It is never like that with anyone else but you..." He leaned in kissing his cheek then made his way to the bathroom.
Jeff sat back against the pillows. Why hasn't he fed from me then....he had to at least once when he saved me......I wonder if he felt as I do when I feed from him...And what would it feel like to have someone drink from you....He rubbed his neck slowly. To have Matt drink from me... He shuddered at the thought. His body seem to burn for it, his instincts as a mate taking over him. It is my right....he can't deny me...
He made is way to the bathroom, slipping out of this camise on the way. He watched Matt through the steamy glass of the shower. A sense of pride that someone so perfect and purely sexual was his over came him. My mate...... Sliding the door open he stepped in to the shower moving against Matt. He shuddered looking at Jeff in shock. "I will satisfy your hunger......" Jeff wrapped his arms around Matt's waist."Why haven't you fed from me?" There was hurt in his voice and eyes. "Oh Jeff.." Matt exhaled loudly, pulling Jeff tighter against him and burying his head in Jeff's shoulder. "I was only waiting for you to offer....I hunger for you above all others...but I will take nothing you don't offer freely." Matt kissed softly along his neck, teeth lightly scraping. Jeff shuddered against him, the feel of Matt's mouth against his skin was pure magic. He growled softly the words coming from somewhere deep inside of him. "Take what you need from me, take what only I can offer you..."
Matt shivered, crying out his name. "Oh God Jefff...." Then sank his teeth in deeply. "ahh yess.....mmm uhhhh Matt...." Jeff gasped and moaned the erotic, electric rush Matt's mouth was causing took his breath and all sane thoughts away. Matt shuddered again and again. No one had ever tasted as sweet as this, no one ever made him hunger this way. It was as if his very soul hungered for Jeff's and he knew he'd never get enough. But he held back forced himself to only take what he needed. Slowly he stopped, he licked over the wound closing.
"More...." Jeff said panting looking in to his eyes. He was in a lust filled haze, his mind filled with nothing but desire. Matt shivered. "No pretty....I've taken enough....." Jeff licked his lips and ground against him whimpering in his ear."More Matty...more......" It took every bit of strength he had in him not to give in to Jeff. "No Jeff....look at me....." Jeff looked up in to his eyes. "I've taken all that I need, you've satisfied my hunger pretty....." Jeff let out a sigh and clung to him. Matt held him softly rubbing his back.
"I'm sorry...I...I don't know what came over me..."
"There's no need for you to be sorry. Your instincts took over. I was very weak, that brang about your desire to care for me as only a true mate could. It is your right and privilege to fulfill and satisfy all my needs. You do it in a way no other ever could. Thank you...."
Jeff was silent his mind spinning, all this seemed so strange and confusing. "I know it's alot to take in Jeff..." He lowered his head kissing Jeff softly. "Come on lets get dressed, I'll show you around the house and introduce you to Bonnie my maid."
Jeff was silent as he dressed, picking out a white fitted-t and jean hip huggers. Matt easily slipping on his normal black slacks and white button up shirt as he watched Jeff. "Can I ask you something?"Matt said, Jeff walked over grabbing a brush then moving in front of the mirror. "Sure, I don't have any secrets. Besides you said you already know everything about me anyways." Matt grinned, "Well maybe I should take that back. I know most things about you. But I am intrigued by why you choose to dress in women's clothes. Not that you don't look lovely in them. I'd say could look amazing in only a plastic bag."
Jeff pulled his hair back in to a loose ponytail and looked over his shoulder giving Matt a smile that nearly took his breath away. "Thanks....and the women's clothes, well I just feel more comfortable in them sometimes. It really all depends, I don't wear them every day. Well except to sleep in. I find women's night clothes way more comfy to sleep in." Matt quickly ran a brush through his hair.
"Ah I see, it's a comfort thing that makes sense. You ready for your tour?"
"Yeah, but I have a question for you, two really." Jeff said following Matt out the room and down the hall. "Ask away....."
"Why did you buy me so many clothes? I don't need all of them." Matt smiled taking Jeff's hand. "I wanted to. I want to give you everything, not just what you need." He leaned in whispering softly. "Won't you let me spoil you, it gives me such pleasure....." Jeff shivered looking down. "I wasn't complaining, I'm sorry I guess I'm not used to having things. I barely got what I needed before let alone anything extra." Matt smiled lifting his head up to look in to Jeff's eyes. "You never need worry again pretty, I'll be here to see to all your wants and needs. Come on I'm showing you around remember?" Matt said as they started walking again.
"There's two floors to this place. This second floor is where all the guest rooms are. There's five guest rooms and a room for Bonnie my maid." Jeff was quiet only nodding his head and giving one word answers when necessary. Matt frowned, he had hoped Jeff was opening up more to him. But it seemed every time they got a little closer Jeff would pull away. "Come on I want to show you down stairs, that's where all the good stuff his at." He said smiling over at Jeff as they made their way down stairs. "Hey I thought you had two questions for me? You only asked me one."
"Oh yeah, I just thought since you question my taste in clothes, I'd do the same to you. What's with all the formal wear? You always dress like your going to some fancy party or something." Matt laughed. "You know I never thought of it. I guess I've just grown used to it. I was raised to dress in this way. I could dress in jeans and t-shirts if you'd find me more attractive that way. Or perhaps women's clothes, you seem fond of those." Jeff giggled "I so couldn't see you in women's clothes." He stopped at the bottom step looking Matt over. "And I don't think it's possible to find you any more attractive then I already do..."
Matt grinned slowly "Why I believe that was a compliment..." and a laugh...a sign of happiness.... Jeff's laughter was like music, it meant more to him then any compliment ever could. "Yeah, so what? I've already admitted I'm attracted to you." Jeff grinned darkly then leaned in whispering hotly in Matt's ear. "Your so very sexy Matty, so much the dominant male, it really turns me on, I never denied that..." Matt moaned softly, Jeff's small attempted at seduction working far better then he planned. "Mmm...so your a tease huh? That's another thing I didn't know." Matt grinned walking past him. "Come on I want you to meet Bonnie she's probably in the living room." Jeff smiled devilishly following him in Just One of the many things....
Bonnie sat reading quitely as they walked in. "Bonnie, I want you to meet my mate Jeff." Jeff held back a laugh as questioned in Matt's mind. " Don't you mean your whore?" Matt quickly looked over at him "Mate." said sternly in Jeff's mind was his only reply. She smiled getting up to greet Jeff. Then looked over at Matt grinning. "Is it safe to shake his hand? I mean I don't want to get growled at or bitten." Jeff looked confused. "I'm not an animal, I won't growl or bite." Matt blushed a bit. "She was referring to me. When I first brought you home I was...rather possessive. She tried to undress you and I growled warning her off." He looked darkly over at her. "Though I have apologized." She laughed. "You know I must tease you Matthew, no one else will."
She reached out shaking Jeff's hand. "It's nice to meet you son. Your so handsome too, I can see why he warned me off. I may have fallen for you myself." Jeff laughed softly blushing. "Thanks, it's nice to meet you too." She eyed Matt grinning as she spoke to him. "I like this one, you better not mess this up." Then turned back to Jeff before making her way out of the room. "I have to go in to town, but you let me know when I get back if he gives you any trouble" She said with a wink.
Jeff laughed softly. "I like her."
"You would." Matt said with a grin. "You want to see the game room? It's my favorite room in the house."
"Sure....but what did Bonnie mean when she said, I like this one, you better not mess this up? Just how many other so called mates have you had?"
Matt laughed looking over at Jeff as they made their way to the game room. He was so obviously jealous that it amused him. "I've had no other mate, there is only one, you. However I have had other lovers, I believe she has confused the two things." Matt couldn't stop grinning he knew he was teasing Jeff and he loved it. Jeff tried his best to act and sound unaffected. "Oh so there's a difference, I'm sure you told them all that." Jeff couldn't help being a little hurt that he was just one of many. He had hoped somewhere deep down that what Matt had been telling him was the truth, that he was special to Matt. But as with everyone else in his life it was sex, always sex.
"Jeff, those people meant nothing to me. I was young and carefree. Just out for the pleasure of the moment. I tired of that so very quickly." He lead Jeff in to the game room. "Do you know how long it's been since I've had a lover? How long it's been since I even had the urge for someone's touch besides the need to feed?" Jeff walked in hopping up on the pool table."No..." He said softly not even trying to hide the hurt note in his voice.
Matt walked over moving between his legs, his face only inches from Jeff's. "Thirty years pretty, the last thirty years I've felt nothing. Even when I indulged in things of a sexual nature, I've never felt more pleasure then I do simply holding you in my arms...." He leaned in brushing his lips against Jeff's "Or kissing you. God when I think of sex with you...." He grinned seductively as he kissed softly along Jeff's neck, letting the erotic images of him and Jeff together flow from his in to Jeff's mind. Taking Jeff on the pool table, against the pinball machine and up against the wall. "I can hardly control myself, my need for you is stronger then anything I've ever felt." Jeff shuddered his body felt on fire with need, need for Matt. "Mmm....we can do that....." Jeff said whispering in Matt's ear, his hand slowly smoothing over the pool table. "Mmm Matty, we can fuck right now, right here on this pool table"
Matt nearly came in his pants at Jeff's words. Jeff was just so amazingly sexy and beautiful it took his breath away. Matt moaned softly pushing Jeff back on to the table, covering his body. His lips sucking and nipping at Jeff's as he ground against him. "You don't know what your doing to me pretty, how badly I want that, how badly I want you Jeff." Jeff smirked grinding up against him. "Yes I do....everyone wants to fuck Jeffy...." Matt froze at his words. He still thought all Matt wanted was a whore, just a sex toy. "Not me Jeff...." He looked down in to Jeff's eyes. "I want so much more then sex from you. Can't you see that? You'er worth more then a quick fuck to me." Jeff closed his eyes tightly tears threatening to spill from them. "Jeff..." Matt sighed his name and moved to stand on the floor. "I love you.....I'm not like everyone else in your life. I don't just want your body, more then anything I want your love and trust...."
Jeff got up looking in to Matt's eyes. "I can't give you that.." his lips trembled. "I don't have those things to give...not to anyone....please understand..." Matt held Jeff close. "I do understand, but you only think you don't. I know you have so much love in your heart. I can feel it so strongly. Let me show you how to love..." Before Jeff could answer they were back in Matt's room. Jeff dressed in a purple lace and silk negligee, Matt in black satin Pajama bottoms and candles lit all around. Jeff gasped softly. "How did you do that..." Matt smiled...."Just a small trick pretty. Dance with me?" Just as he asked soft music started playing. "Matt....I can't..." Matt pulled him close his lips brushing past Jeff's "Shh....just a dance....please pretty.."
Jeff sighed melting against Matt's body as they slowly danced around the room. "I love you so much Jeff, can't you feel it? Won't you let yourself feel it? It's real not some trick." He tenderly kissed along Jeff's neck. "Mmmm Matt....I wish I could be what you needed...but I can't give that part of myself away.." Matt smiled gliding with Jeff in his arms over to the bed. "Mmm I don't want you to give it away. Just share it with me pretty..." He lifted Jeff on to the bed, his body covering Jeff's. "Matt.....please...I can't...." Jeff whimpered, his body seeming to have a mind of it's own reacting to Matt's touch. Matt growled softly nuzzling his neck. "Yes you can, and you want to. That's what's scaring you so much. Feel our love Jeff. Just love me, want me as I do you, only you forever." Jeff was scared, he was feeling so much, too much. More then he had allowed himself to feel in years. He couldn't do this, couldn't believe anyone loved him.
Jeff went completely still his voice cold and emotionless. "Go on Matt take it. Take it like everyone else has, weather I wanted it or not." Matt jumped off if as if struck my some invisible force. He looked down at Jeff, tears forming in his eyes. The hurt and pain he felt was indescribable. "Rape you?! I'd rather die. You'er so strong Jeff, so brave for living through the things you have. Yet you'er so afraid of love you'll hurt me beyond words by accusing me of rape just so you won't have to feel. You'll go back to a life you hate, selling your body. Just so you can have the safety of no feelings."
Jeff looked up at him unable to move, he wanted to run so badly. From Matt's words and his feelings for Matt. He needed out he could hardly breathe. "I tried Jeff, I tried so hard to show you how much I loved and needed you. But it wasn't enough, I wasn't enough! Run! I know you want to! Go Jeff! Get out!" Matt growled at him tears running down his face. He couldn't do it any more. It hurt to even look at Jeff knowing he didn't want him, didn't want their love.. "Leave me..." He said as he sank to the floor sobbing.
Jeff jumped up running out the room. He didn't care that he was only dressed in flimsy night clothes he need out and away from Matt. He made his way down the stairs, this overwhelming sorrow coming over him. The further away he got from Matt the worse he was. By the time he was out the door he couldn't stop the sobs ripping through his body. He stepped out the door and on to the front steps. Matt.... His name echoed in Jeff's mind over and over, his body was crying out for Matt's touch. He was so alone now, back out on the street with no one to care about him. No one to want him for anything more then sex. Matt.... Never seeing Matt again, not hearing his voice, feeling his touch and the warmth of his body. Jeff fell to his knees on the front step. Matt.... "God what have I done?"
Matt pulled himself in to bed. "Jeff...why Jeff? I loved you so, I still love you so." He was never leaving his room again. He'd starve himself to death, there was no way he could go on without Jeff in his life. His life could never be the same now that he had seen Jeff smile, heard his laugh, felt the pleasure of his touch. Jeff... His name echoed through Matt's mind his soul cried at the loss of Jeff, it's other half. Then there was knocking at the door. "Go away Bonnie I'm fine." She had probably heard the yelling and come to check on him. But the knocking didn't stop.
Matt got up walking over to the door opening it. "I said I'm...." Jeff stood there, tears in his eyes as he stared trembling at Matt, his voice a whispered plea. "Love me..." Matt pulled him close holding him tightly. "Oh god Jeff, I have since the minute I laid eyes on you. I love you so much." He pulled back looking in Jeff's eyes. "There aren't words enough to fully express it....." Jeff moved against him, his arms wrapping around Matt's waist. He looked up in to Matt's eyes and whispered softly against his lips. "Then show me Matt, show me what love is."
"Yes, yes." Matt held him close his lips moving over Jeff's, down along his neck. Jeff moaned softly, for the first time just letting himself enjoy Matt's touch. He was feeling things he had no words to describe. He could only let his body react. His hands slid over Matt's back. He wanted to touch Matt everywhere lose himself in him. "Love me pretty....." Matt whispered against Jeff's skin as he slid the silk material from his body. "Your so beautiful, so perfect." Matt said sliding his PJs off and standing before Jeff nude. "Merge your mind with mine Jeff, see yourself the way I do. That is love..." Jeff looked in to Matt's eyes. "But I don't know how...." Matt smiled softly caressing his face. "Yes you do, just let it happen, feel me...."
Jeff slid his arms around Matt's waist, his head resting against Matt's chest. They came together, one heart beat, one mind. Jeff saw and felt it all. Matt's overwhelming need of him. How breathtakingly beautiful he was to Matt.. The way Matt's body burned only for his touch. The need to protect Jeff from any hurt or pain. Jeff gasped the intensity of Matt's feelings. This is love. This need, this hunger, this warmth. He knew in that instant he felt all these things for Matt. Jeff smiled tears streaming down his cheeks as he looked up in to Matt's eyes. "I love you Matt, I love you!" He held him tighly as if he thought Matt might somehow slip away. Matt smiled tears wetting his own eyes. He lowered his head and whispering softly against Jeff's lips before taking them in a passionet kiss. "I know pretty, I've always known."
Never breaking the kiss Matt scooped Jeff in to his arms moving them on to the bed. They lay on the bed tangled in each other, Jeff gently beneath Matt's body. He reached out softly touching Matt's face. "You're so beautiful, so completely perfect." Matt blushed slightly, Jeff leaned up whispering in his ear. "My mate, my only love...." Matt shuddered at his words, Jeff loved him, and wanted his love. His body burned and ached for Jeff's. He wanted to touch him everywhere, to love him completely. "My mate, my only love...." Matt whispered placing soft kissing all over his face, then teasing licking along Jeff's neck. "Let me make love to you, let me love you the way you always should be loved. The way I always will."
Jeff's body arched against his, Matt was touching him, holding him, tasting the sweetness of his skin but he wanted more. To somehow crawl in to Jeff's soul and live there forever. "Yes, please Matty love me. I need you so badly, only you." Jeff ached so intensely for Matt's touch he nearly sobbed with need. Matt softly began kissing down Jeff's chest, leaving a trail of fire worshipping his body. "I love you, I love you." Matt said after every kiss, the only words close to expressing what he felt.
Jeff couldn't form words, this feeling, this love was over taking him. Soft whimpers and moans pouring from his mouth. "Matt, Matt." He chanted over and over again. Matt smiled sliding down his body, kissing softly along his inner thigh. "Spread your legs for me pretty." Slowly he did "Please Matty...hurry...." Matt grinned he wanted to take his time, making sure of Jeff's pleasure before his own. He lifted Jeff's hips, then lowering his head softly tongued Jeff's sweet entrance. "Oh Matty!" Jeff cried out as Matt pushed his tongue more deeply inside of him, working it in against his spot and then out again, over and over. Jeff had never felt anything like this. No one had ever thought of his pleasure, to please him.
Matt throbbed listening to Jeff's mewling little cries of pleasure. He loved that he could make Jeff feel this way, react to his mouth and touch so strongly. "Please Matty....need you now...." Matt growled he couldn't ignore the need in Jeff's voice. He moved back up Jeff's body looking in to his eyes. "I love you Jeff." Matt said panting against Jeff's lips before pushing deeply inside of him. Jeff cried out as Matt filled him, pleasure seeming to to radiate from his every nerve. "Love you too." He panted moving with Matt as he slowly surged in to Jeff again and again. Matt was lost, being inside of Jeff was heaven. So hot and tight the pure bliss of it took his breath away. Matt licked and nipped at Jeff's neck, his teeth lightly scraping as he buried himself in Jeff's velvet grip over and over. The need to taste him, the hunger building to a degree he had never felt before.
Jeff whimpered softly, he purred Matt's name over and over. He was drowning in the pleasure, the pure erotic bliss of Matt's body joining with his. More then that, was the sense of completion, belonging and love that wrapped around his very soul. He felt fevered heat of Matt's mouth on his neck, his tongue caressing and stroking the pulse there. Jeff's body and soul cried out for Matt to sink his teeth in, to take him completely. Jeff clung to him, his nails lightly digging in to Matt's back, his own mouth finding the sweetness of Matt's pulse. "Do it pretty take me, take me as your mate, as I take you as mine." They rocked together, simultaneously piercing deeply, each others sweetness flooded in to them.. Sensuous ecstasy took them beyond the very stars. They were one, one mind, one body, one soul together on a endless tidle wave of pleasure, erotic bliss. Slowly they licked over each others wounds. Matt whispered hotly in Jeff's ear "I love you pretty, you are my life, the keeper of my soul" Jeff purred softly his hands caressing the satin softness of Matt's back. "Just as I love you, my mate, my only love"
They lay in each other arms, trying to recover from storm of their passion. Jeff rested against Matt's chest, placing soft little kisses. "I'm so sorry for what I said Matty. I didn't mean it, I was just so scared..." Matt smiled softly running his fingers to Jeff's hair. "I know Jeff. We are one now. That's the past pretty. Only happiness... " he whispered hotly in Jeff's ear. "...and pleasure lie ahead for us.." Jeff giggled, "God Matty your so incredibly sexy...." Matt grinned sliding his hand over Jeff's hip, his lips brushing against Jeff's neck. "Mmm glad you think so, because you pretty are the most sensual person I've ever laid eyes on. Your every move tempts and teases. Your every breath sets me on fire with a need and hunger you, only you can satisfy." Jeff smiled devilishly and whispered against Matt's chest. "I know..."
Matt laugh hugging him close. "God were gonna kill each other."
"Yeah but what a way to go:" Jeff giggled snuggling closer. "There's still so much I don't know about you Matt...."
"You can easilly search my memories and learn all if you like. Or ask me anything, I have nothing to hide from you Jeff."
"Hmm....well to start how old are you? I mean you look in your 20's but who can tell with vamps."
Matt laughed softly. "I'm very young to our kind, only 60. Though we stop aging somewhere in our mid 20's The elders such as my friend Adam are centuries old. He's who I went to see the other night when I left you." Jeff stared at him arching his eyebrow. "Your friend? Just how good of friends are you?" Matt bit his lip. "Well honestly, we were lovers at one time. He was my first, but you have nothing to worry about pretty. That was years ago, and he found his mate about ten years ago." Jeff growled softly. "I still don't like it, why did you go to see him then?"
Matt couldn't hide his smile at Jeff's jealousy and possessiveness. "Jeff you know you have nothing to worry about. You are the only person I need and want. Adam is my friend, a very good and close friend nothing more. Besides I went there to ask for his help and advice about you..." Jeff's arms tightened about Matt. "Are you sure that's the only reason you went there? I mean you still don't have feelings for him, not even just a little?"
"I'm sure pretty, there's only you for me. That and his mate would kill me and him both if either of us thought of one another that way again" Matt laughed "His mate, Jay is a handful just like you pretty. They invited us to come visit sometime by the way."
Jeff faked pouted. "I am not a handful and I don't know if I trust myself around your ex. If he looks at you I might attack...." Matt slid his hand down over Jeff's ass giving it a squeeze and whispered. "Mmm...You are too a handful and I love it..." He laughed "Besides once you see Adam and Jay together you'll see you have nothing to worry about pretty"
Jeff moaned soft yawning "Maybe, I'm tired Matty."
Matt kissed Jeff softly. "It is nearly dawn, we should sleep."
"Yeah, plus your gonna need your strength for tomorrow old man." Jeff winked giggling.
Matt grinned "Oh yeah, think you can wear me out pretty? "
Jeff purred nuzzling his neck. "I'm sure gonna try...."
"Mmm.....I can't wait. But we must sleep now pretty." He held Jeff close, Jeff resting against him. "Mmm yeah, night Matty.." Jeff's eyes slowly drifted shut. Matt softly caressed his cheek. "Night Jeff, my love, my mate....." Matt sighed a smile crossing his face as he slipped in to a deep sleep.
Matt woke to the steady patter of rain against the windows, claps of thunder ringing out and streaks of lighting filling the sky. He gazed at Jeff softly caressing his body. Jeff looked so beautiful and in such peace Matt didn't want to wake him. He moved from the bed hardly wanting to move from Jeff's side but the wildness of the storm and the night called to him. Matt slipped on robe and made his way out on to the balcony. He closed his eyes inhaling deeply, mist from the rain hitting his skin.
Jeff woke finding Matt gone, instantly his mind called out to him. "Matty...." Matt smiled at the touch of Jeff's mind. "I'm here pretty, out on the balcony come join me." Jeff slipped from the bed, pulling on a robe then padding out to the balcony. He moved to Matt wrapping an arm around his waist. "Mmm good evening mate." Jeff said smiling as he nuzzled Matt's neck. "How could it be anything but good with you next to me?" Matt placed a hand under Jeff's chin, lifting his head and placing a soft kiss on his lips.
"Mmm....Lets go in Matty. Were getting wet and I'm hungry." He brushed his mouth over Matt's pulse whispering. "Feed me mate, I hunger so badly...." Matt shuddered, desire and need flowing like molten lava through his veins. He wanted Jeff right there in the middle of the storm. "Jeff, god what you do to me. I want you here, now!" He growled picking Jeff up crushing Jeff's body and lips to his own. "Wrap your legs around my waist pretty." Jeff only whimpered in reply doing as Matt said. Matt's need for him blocking out all sane thought. Matt moved forward pressing Jeff's back to the balcony door. "Matt uh god your crazy, it's thundering and lightening out." Jeff said pushing the robe from Matt's body, his lips already finding Matt's pulse, his tongue stroking it.
Matt grinned ripping the robe from Jeff's body, working his throbbing cock against Jeff's entrance. "Mmm I know, feel it pretty.... Mmm feel the storm, the wind, the thunder, the rain pelting us. It calls to us raging like our passion." Matt held Jeff's hips and thrust deeply up in to him. They both cried out at the intensity of the pleasure brought by their bodies joining. "Mmm feed me...." Jeff moaned making soft cries of pleasure against Matt's neck as Matt took him again and again. "Yes pretty feed, take us both beyond the heavens with your hunger for me." Jeff growled his teeth piercing deeply, the sweetness of Matt's blood pouring in to his mouth. Matt cried out in ecstasy, wave after wave of pleasure rushing through him as he spilled his seed deep inside of Jeff.
Jeff shuddered feeling Matt's hot creamy essence inside of him, lifting his head and growling as he came splashing against Matt's stomach. "Mmm you're insane."Jeff panted grinning as he licked over the wound on Matt's neck. Matt laughed softly slipping from Jeff's body, letting his feet touch the floor once more. "Mmm Yes, because you make me that way Jeff." He nibbled softly on Jeff's ear, whispering hotly. "Insane with love, need and hunger for only you, my beautiful mate." Jeff sighed just holding Matt tightly, he couldn't believe he could effect some one this way, inspire such love and desire.
Matt nuzzled his neck, almost tearing up when he read Jeff's thoughts. "Believe it pretty, Jeff you are perfection, everything I ever hoped for and more." Jeff started crying softly "Matt...." he choked out between sobs. "Shhh don't cry pretty..." Matt scooped Jeff in to his arms, making his way out of the storm and back in to ther warmth of their room. "I'm sorry, it's just no ones ever said such wonderful things about me...." Matt kissed Jeff's cheeks softly as he moved them on to the bed. Matt wiped his tears holding Jeff close gently rocking him, his voice whisper. "Anyone who couldn't see how wonderful you are is a fool."
Jeff clung to Matt his lip trembling. "There was one person that used to say nice things to me. Daddy. "Oh your so pretty Jeffy, daddy just loves touching his little baby boy." Then he'd touch me...make me do awful things Matty.... " Matt wanted to kill Jeff's father. How could someone hurt an innocent child? Why hadn't he found Jeff sooner? "He was a monster Jeff, no one should have done that to you. God I could kill him for what he's done!" Jeff looked in to Matt's eyes tears clouding his vision. "It was my fault I should have stopped him, told some body. I told him no Matt, I swear when I was old enough to know what was going on I started to fight back. But he said I was wicked tempting him the way I did, said it was my fault and if I told Ma'ma I'd be the one in trouble So I just kept quiet and did what he said. When I did tell they both called me a liar and kicked me out."
Matt held him tighter "Oh Jeff it wasn't your fault, never blame yourself. He was a sick bastard. I'm so sorry you had to live through that. So sorry I didn't find you sooner. But your safe now, I'm gonna take care of you and love you the way you deserved to be loved." Jeff smiled looking in to Matt's eyes and softly caressing his face. "I know you will, I feel so safe and loved with you, in your arms. It's a feeling I've never known before. I'll love you and only you always, above all others." Matt brushed his lips past Jeff's whispering. "Forever, all eternity...." Then captured Jeff's lips in passionate kiss, stealing his breath away.
"Mmm...forever huh?" Jeff purred nuzzling Matt's neck and sensually moving his body against him. "Why don't you start by taking a bath with me Matty?" Matt moaned softly, his hands sliding over Jeff's back. "So pretty and full of great ideas too, how lucky am I?" Jeff giggled "I'd say I'm the lucky one. My mate is so handsome, so sexy and satisfies me like no other." Matt growled moving from the bed towards the bathroom carrying Jeff in his arms. "Mmm you my perfectly sweet mate, set me on fire." He said setting Jeff down before the tub. Jeff winked at him. "I'll start the bath you get out some candles and light them." Jeff started the water pouring vanilla scented bubble bath and oil in.
Matt couldn't help himself watching Jeff's perfect little bottom as he bent over the tub. Shaking his head he went over grabbing the candles, placing them around and lighting them. Jeff turned the light off, swaying his hips as he walked over to Matt wrapping his arms around matt's neck. "Mmm all ready." Matt smiled "Perfect just like my mate..come on." He picked Jeff up softly placing him in the tub, steaming water surrounding him. "Matty, me in first....but I thought..." Matt stepped in slipping on to Jeff's lap.
"You thought what pretty?" He said placing soft kisses along Jeff's neck and shoulders. "Well I just....I've never..." He whispered softly. "I've never topped or been inside of anyone.I just thought that was kinda my place, you know...the bitch..." Matt smiled softly caressing Jeff's face. "Were equals in this relationship Jeff. I can't wait to have you inside of me, feel you filling me perfectly." Jeff leaned forward kissing Matt softly. "You're so wonderful Matty, so good to me."
Matt raised up slowly sinking down on to Jeff's cock, whispering against his lips. "Always pretty, I'll be nothing but good to you. Oh god, you feel so good Jeff." Jeff gasped, Matt was so tight, so hot, fevered velvet. "Matty oh god Matty, you...you...." He cried out in pleasure as Matt started moving on him. slowly bouncing up and down. Matt smirked, his lips brushing Jeff's ear. "I what pretty? I feel so good? So tight it takes your breath away?"
"Yes, oh yes!" Jeff moaned panting, his hands coming up to tangle in Matt's hair. He looked deeply in to Matt's eyes "God I love you so much Matt, so deeply I feel as if I'm drowning in it." "Oh Jeff....." Jeff's name was a aching desire filled plea. Matt's heart swelled with love for him as they slowly rocked together. Even tho it hadn't seemed possible. His love for Jeff was growing stronger, every second they were locked together in this embrace, every hour, minute, second they spent together. Matt looked deeply in to Jeff's eyes, his lips scant inches from Jeff's, his voice a a velvet whisper of seduction. " Mmmm let go Jeff, feel our love lap around you, cling to me as we drench ourselves in it..." He started rocking harder on to Jeff, taking him deeper, trying to take Jeff in to his very soul.
Jeff gasped softly burying his head in the hollow of Matt's neck, his voice horce cry. "Oh Matty....Oh god I'm cumming!" Matt shivered feeling Jeff's shudder with realease, then taking himself in hand he stroked himself, still slowly moving on Jeff's already hardening cock. "Mmm....god pretty....your so hard again.." Jeff purred softly sucking at Matt's neck. "I know, because you, my insanely hot mate, haven't found realease yet.." Matt's whole body tensed at Jeff's purely erotic tone. "Mmmm I haven't, what do you think you can do about that?" Jeff smiled devilishly and brushed Matt's hand away gripping his cock, his tongue found Matt's raging pulse, rhythmically he stroked them both. His tongue working Matt's pulse as his hand reeking havoc on Matt's cock.
"Please pretty...take me...please, I need to taste sweetness of your teeth against my flesh." His voice pleading and dispirit, he felt as though he had never needing anything more in his life. Jeff smiled slowly. "Whatever you wish and desire, I will fulfill mate...." Slowly Jeff's teeth peirced his skin and Matt's couldn't hold back any longer. He cried out convulsing against Jeff, his creamy essence spilling against Jeff's chest, his breath ragged "Jeff....Jeff...." His name passed Matt's lips again and again, in a breathless whisper. Jeff lovingly caressed Matt's face and pressed his lips to Matt's, kissing him softly. "I love you so much Matty, there aren't words enough to describe how you make me feel." Matt's smiled, his lips brushing against Jeff's ear. "Yes there is, one word, loved..." Jeff smiled holding Matt tightly. "Yes...loved...."
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Matt stood watching Jeff, his eyes erotically caressing every inch of Jeff's perfect body. He had already dressed and Jeff was still deciding what to wear. "You've gotten me so many clothes I just can't decide what to wear." Jeff said laughing softly, his back to Matt as he rooted through the closest full of clothes. "Mmm....take you time pretty I'm really enjoying the view...."
"Matty you'er so bad....." Jeff looked over his shoulder and slowly rolled his hips enticing and inflaming Matt's constant burning desire for him. "But I'm worse...."
Matt nearly lept the distance between them. His body molding against Jeff's, his hands finding Jeff's hips pulling Jeff's yummy little bottom against his hardening cock. Matt growled softly, his lips moving along the silky sweet skin of Jeff's neck. "You are worse pretty, so bad teasing me..... I should spank you...." Jeff wigged his hips, rubbing seductively against Matt. "I'd like that...." Jeff licked his lips, his voice soft, almost musical, pure seduction "...Spank me Matty....." Matt growled loudly and grounded against Jeff. "Mmm....god we'd never leave this room if I gave in every time you tempted me." He smiled slowly pulling back from Jeff, Jeff pouted abit in disappointment. "Are you saying that would be a bad thing? Stuck in here with me for nights on end, with nothing to do but find pleasure in each other's bodies?"
Matt grinned, "Jeff, you know I want nothing more then that for the rest of our lives. But I have many things to teach you. You know so little of our kind. I thought tonight we'd have our first lesson, I thought maybe shape shifting. Do you like animals?"
"Yeah, I love animals" Jeff said smiling. He picked out some khaki pants and a light sweater puling them on. "What do you mean by shape shifting though?"
"Well, basically you change shape, we can take the form of any animal we wish."
"Really?!" Jeff asked excitedly, his face nearly glowing at the thought of it. Matt smiled, "Yes pretty, we can do many things you will find amazing."
Jeff closed the distance between them his arms sliding around Matt's neck, his lips pressed lightly to Matt's neck. "I doubt anything will amaze me as much as the pleasure I get from us mating...." Matt laughed softly "Mmm...I am sure you are right about that pretty..." He held Jeff's head gently and softly kissed him. "...cause I have yet to feel anything more amazing then the touch of your lips to mine...."
"God Matty, you say the sweetest things. What am I supposed to say to that?" Matt looked in to his eyes. "Only that you love me, pretty."
"I do, I love you so much sometimes it's hard to breathe." Matt smiled, "See, I've never heard any words sweeter then those, come on, come run with me."
"Run with you, what do you mean?" Matt took his hand and lead him out of the room. "We'll change, run wild as animals in to the forest. It's very freeing pretty, so wild and elemental..." Jeff smiled walking out the door and out in to the back yard.
"I'd love to do that, Matt. But are you sure I can?"
"Completely sure, you only have to hold in your mind the image of the animal you wish to take the form of, choose your favorite animal and hold it in your mind, like this watch me..." Jeff bit his lip watching. Then suddenly right before his eyes Matt's became a wolf, a huge black wolf with glossy black fur. Jeff gasped nearly scared for a moment. But then Matt's voice was in his mind. "Don't be scared pretty, it is still me. I know you can do this think of your animal, hold the image in your mind."
Jeff calmed, it was still Matt, the wolf was so like him he mused. It dripped power, wildness, sex with a hint of danger and darkness. So like Matt, no wonder it was his favorite. He knew he could do this, Jeff held in his mind the image of a black panther, thick, silky black fur covered it's lean muscular body. Then suddenly, he was that panther, he could feel the wildness in him. "I did it Matty!" Matt smiled and softly caressing his mind. "I knew you could pretty, what a lovely choice you've made too. Fits you very well." It really did he thought, how well the sensual feline body seemed to perfectly embody Jeff's spirit.
Matt rubbed his muzzle against Jeff's neck, an animal sign of affection. "Come pretty run, follow me, I have a place I want to show you." Then the wolf took off in to the night, the pather quickly following as they raced in to and through the forest. Jeff felt incredible, free, moving with a fluid easiness he never imagined. Matt stopped shifting back in to his human form. He was in front of a hot spring in the middle of the forest. Tall trees surrounded it, the moon shining brightly over head was reflected in the water. The steaming mist rising off of the water gave it a magical look and feel.
Jeff came up beside him and shifted back in to his human state. "It's beautiful here Matty...." He moved closer, wrapping his arms around Matt and lovingly nuzzling his neck. "Thank you for bringing me here....and for teaching me....."
"Mmm....it's my pleasure Jeff...." He grinned and whispered softly "Will you come swim with me...." Matt pulled away stripping his clothes and slipping in to the steaming water. "I should have known you had some reason for wanting to bring me out here..." Jeff giggled stripping his clothes and moving in to the water with Matt.
Matt laughed softly wrapping his arms around Jeff. He brushed his lips past Jeff's ear. "Mmm....I always have a plan pretty..." Jeff giggled hooking his legs tightly around Matt's waist, his perfect little bottom brushing against Matt's cock. "I have a plan too...." Matt moaned loudly as Jeff's lips moved against his neck "I plan on having my incredibly sexy mate so deep inside of me I can hardly stand it." Jeff grinned devilishly, "You don't object to my plan do you Matty?"
Matt shuddered, panting. "God no pretty..." Jeff brushed his lips over Matt's then slowly licked at them as he spoke. "Mmm...then do it....get inside me....I'm aching so bad for you...please Matty..."
"Yes...Oh god yes..." Matt gripped his hips and pushed deeply inside of Jeff. Electric went through them as the joined. They were still, silent for a while just letting the feel of it wash over them. Hot waves of water lapping around their joined bodies. They stared deeply in to each others eyes, seeing all the fire and passion that burned there.
"Matty...." Jeff mewled pleading as clung tightly to Matt. 'Yes Jeff...oh god you feel so good pretty..." Matt started moving slowly into him. Deeply pushing hard against his spot again and again. Jeff cried out, the feel of Matt taking him over and over was the most amazing feeling in the word, he knew he'd never get enough of it. The love inside of him for Matt, his mate would grow and grow. Matt growled claiming Jeff's lips in a rough kiss, his intense love and pleasure over taking him. Being inside Jeff was pure heaven. He knew he'd never tire of Jeff, his need for him would and could only grow stronger as time went on.
"Matty....Matty...." Jeff chanted his name over and over, the pleasure building threatening to over take him. "Yes pretty...Oh god Jeff, I know...I know...let it go Jeff, let go...." Matt surged in to him harder and harder, burying himself in Jeff's velvet grip over and over. "Oh Matty yessssss love you...Oh GODDDDDD!" Jeff came in an explosion, colors and lights flashed in his mind as pleasure ripped through him. "Yesssss Oh JEFFFFF!!!!" Matt cried out feeling Jeff tighten around him again and again as he erupted deep inside of him.
They clung to each other, after shocks running through them like waves of electricity. "I love you so much Jeff, I could say it a thousands times and never fully express my love for you..."
"Oh Matty...." tears slowly rolled down Jeff's cheeks. "You amaze me, and the love you have for me, the love I feel when I look into you eyes takes my breath away. I never dreamt I could love someone as much as I love you right now..." Tears wetted Matt's eyes as he tenderly took Jeff's lips in a kiss.
Jeff sighed resting his head on Matt's shoulder. Matt held him close his hands softly rubbing Jeff's back. "Matty....we'll always be together right? You'll always be here to take care of me and make sure no one hurts me, won't you...." He pulled back a bit looking deep in to Matt's eyes. "..Cause I couldn't go back to living alone...without you...without our love...." Matt smiled, "Always pretty, I'll always be here to take care of you and keep you safe. I promise no one will ever hurt you again." He softly rubbed his lips against Jeff's. "We have an eternity together pretty, as long as we wish. Until we decided to go into the light together..."
Jeff purred softly against Matt's lips. "Forever Matty...." Matt deepened the kiss, tenderly sucking on his lips. "Mmm...Forever pretty, together for always..."
