I run outside
Tears streaming down my face
No one knows me.
No one sees the hate.
People assume too much.
And think all I need is a hug or a touch.
I need more.
I need love, joy, comfort.
But wait
That’s not for me
No one will love me
No one. Just wait and see.
I fall, the snow is around me
Cold and freezing.
I fall on my knees.
It takes over my body
I lie there. What’s the use?
No one needs me.
I’m so confused.
Peace, love, harmony
Yeah-right.
I tried to have that with all my might.
I dig into my pocket and find my pocketknife
Open it and then think twice.
What if there is someone out there for me? I wonder who it would be?
Reality steps in again.
No one is out there,
No one will ever care.
I slit my wrists
Knowing I will never be missed.
***No matter how bad you feel, taking yourself out of this world will and does have an effect on people. Please think about the people or person who do love you and think twice. Peace.
