And I don’t understand You
And I can’t forgive You
I want to live for You
Wish to adore You
But damn, inside I’m numb

Your life
makes me proud
in a kind of humble way
Your grace
makes me feel awkward
but compels me to pray

Trying to understand You
Trying to forgive You
Trying to live for You
Only wish to adore You
But damn, inside I'm cold

And every time I reach out
I can only trust You're there
But I don't feel a thing sometimes
And it's hard to believe You care
But please believe that I’m

Going to understand You
Going to forgive You
Striving to live for You
And somewhere inside I adore You
And in that place, I'm alive.

© Jennifer Hill 2005