This poem is called "Drift". I wrote it on 1/1/01. I kind of felt like I needed to write something on the first day of the new year. It's about the universe. I was inspired by a song called "Planet Caravan" that was originally done by Black Sabbath and covered by Pantera. It's a great song. If you haven't heard it yet you should check it out.
>This poem has no title. It's a very sad poem. I myself am not sure exactly what it's about, I don't even know why I wrote it. I consider it part of three poems I wrote that to me seem to be on the same wavelength. It was written on 5/2/98.
This poem is called "Breathe". I don't remember when I wrote it.I don't know what was going through my mind when I wrote it. Maybe I was feeling lonely, I'm not sure. I consider it to be a part of the first untitled poem in the poem section though. For some reason they seem to go together in some way.
This poem is untitled. For some odd reason I consider this a part of "Breathe" and the first untitled poem in the poems section. I don't remember when I wrote it. I do however remember that it was very cold when I did. I assume the motivation was loneliness but I have mixed feelings about this poem so I can't be certain.
I wrote this at a bar topic on the GameFAQs FF7 social board on 2/06/01. I don't know if it's any good but I decided to put it up anyway.
This poem is basically about being emotionally chained to someone or something. I was really sad when I wrote it. I don't remember why. It was written on 1/1/96 so maybe it was new years blues. I don't know.....
I don't know what to say about this one. I wrote it on 5/6/01. It's kind of a sad, lonely poem. I guess that's the best I can say about it.
I wrote this on 9/2/96. It's called "Sorceress". Thinking back, I can't believe it's that old. It seems like I wrote it only yesterday. I just came accross it again. I'm not really sure I can explain what it's about. It seems to reflect unity with night, with nature. Perhaps it explains itself.
I don't know why I wrote this, it just came to me out of nowhere all of the sudden. I really like this one. I couldn't think of a title so I just labled it untitled poem no.4. If I ever think of a name I'll change it. I wrote it on 7/1/01.
This was written one night while I was very bored and feeling creative. The date of it's creation is 7/28/01.
This is a poems about the stars. There is a touch of loneliness in it. I wrote it on 9/30/01. That was the last night I spent in my old house before moving. I wrote it while sitting on the attic roof. I couldn't see alot of stars because of the city lights but I knew they were there.
This one is a bit hard to explain. Perhaps at fist glance some might think it's about Sephiroth. It isn't really. Sephiroth's eyes are green not blue. It's more about how something that seems so perfect on the outside can still be flawed and broken on the inside. Like I said, it's a bit hard to explain. You'll have to read it for yourself to understand.
Written 10/17/01. It's very dark. I can't really say much else. It can be hard to explain poetry sometimes. Perhaps it illustrates hatred? I'm just not sure.
I wrote this over AIM on 10/14/01 to show someone how quickly I can compose a poem. Seems to deal with the death of love if you read it carefully. But I don't think I was thinking of anything in particular at the time. Words just pour forth inexplicably sometimes.
Written at the GameFAQs FF7 social board on 12/23/01.
It reads like it's vampiric in nature. Which is what it is about. However I wrote it while I was very upset so it also reflects the feelings I had at that time. It, like many other poems I've written is very dark.
This is about Hilda from Outlaw Star.I wrote it on 4/29/02. Be warned, it does contain a major spoiler.
Written 7/10/02. It's a prayer to nature. Perhaps one an elf might recite. It reflects some of my spiritual beliefs.
I wrote this on 8/30/02. It's about lonliness and feeling forlorn, as if something is missing from the soul.
Written on 7/18/02. It's of a dark, apocolyptic nature. That's the best way I can describe it. The inevitability of the end.
Written on 10/7/02. I had just finished listening to L.A. Woman (the whole album) by The Doors. I felt poetic afterwards so I wrote this. Alot of things can be read into it, namely sadness and hiding from a reality that you cannot escape. But there is some feeling of freedom in there too. It's overshadowed by the sadness though.
Written on 12/10/02. Maybe this is about reincarnation... It seems that way. Distant memories of someone from another life... Of someone you may never meet in this life.
Written on 12/31/02. Something I wrote right before dawn. I was a bit lonely.
Written on 1/1/03. I had the window open and it was cold. But I was enjoying the air. I remember the night sky was beautiful, inspiring me to write this.
I wrote this on 2/2/03. What can I say here... Sadness and despair is in these words. It's quite obvious. Writing this helped make me feel better though.
Also from 2/2/03. I felt so cold inside. I have a fixation with pressing my cheek against cold stone. I was reminded of that when I wrote this.
Written on 2/3/03. One by one I started writing words. And this is what came from it. It's hard to explain. You could say it focuses on ignorance. But there's more to it as well.
Written on 6/29/03. It concerns a certain nightmare that I keep having...
Written on 7/3/03. Just some dark musing of being lost I guess... I'm not sure.
Written on 7/27/03. I was listening to The Cure at the time. I felt very.... Deep. I felt as if part of me had really changed. Or maybe it had always been that way. It's hard to explain. I think the poem does a much better job with expressing the feeling than I can right now.
Also from 7/27/03. Written right after "This Time". Same basic sentiment...
From 9/7/03. The title is a metaphor for death. I could have written this one better but the words flew out of my head faster than I could get them down on the page.
Written on 12/19/03. It seems to be... About change?
Written on 1/10/04. I was just thinking about the sky... On nights when you can't see the moon. I started thinking of deeper things and this is what emerged. It's a bit dark.
Written on 2/10/04. Sometimes... I just want to run...
Written on 2/22/04. Sometimes the moon looks a little lonely. And it's light is like a mirror of the soul.
Written on 5/19/04. No matter what season, I find myself thinking of the autumn. Lately it's been stronger. Like a magnetic pull. So I wrote this.
Also written on 5/19/04. I don't know how to interperate this... It's short..
Written on 7/29/04. A feeling of being... Detatched? Incomplete? I don't know...
Written on 2/22/05 after a rather interesting conversation with Rei. This poem is about futility in a way... It's hard to explain. Figure it out for yourself.