Another Ending
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Eminem - Mocking Brid
Topic: Leaving College
It seems like forever since I started College, but yet it has barley been two years. The emotional rollercoaster has seen me all over the place doing all kinds of crazy things and loving some very odd people. I am dying to leave, and yet I am holding on so hard to my security blanket of the educational system. Tomorrow at 4 o'clock I will be free, the fairie I always dreamed of being I shall become, I wont have to get up in the morning but I will have to find a job - I'm scared, excited and I'm desperate to go shopping with my first pay-check!!

I love all my friends and while writing in their leaving books I write my usuall 'Hey! We've had a wicked two years see you soon FRIENDS FOREVER! love kylie' But the reality of FRIENDS FOREVER has never existed by itself for me, there is only one person I have made an effort to speak to, going out of my way in the past two years apart from that I doubt I will hold on to many of my friendships to be honest, I will start anew and take those I truly love along with me. BUT, I will cry for some of my loves and friends - to think I will never speak to Frankie again like I did last year breaks my heart but HE doesn't deserve my friendship infact it is he who hurt me. I shall explain again!!

Must be off now to watch mindless garbage on the rectanglular box as is the Tele.

Speak again soon, Kylie xxx