spunkys unexpected adventure
part three
Once again spunky didn't know
when her Master had parked His car a
distance away from the house,
walks up to door, listens for any noise
within, unlocks door and notices
spunky is not on the couch as before.
He quietly searches the rooms
downstairs not finding her, head slowly
and quietly up the stairs finding
her in the larger bedroom layed out on
the bed, sleeping soundly her
foot once again sticking out from the blankets,
lucky for Him is the one He
needs that has the sock on it...slipping it slowly
off her foot....smiles..and
tucks blankets around her and covers foot,
walking around the bed, bends
over silently kisses her forehead...walks
to door...looks back and grins...heads
down the stairs...leaving her jar
of peanut butter, half loaf
of bread, and one match...exits door locking
it behind Him.
The chill of the room wakes me,
even with the sun shining through the
windows the room is still chilly,
the dog blankets Master had left weren't
large enough to cover my complete
body at once, I have to use them
as half and half...the smell
of them was sicking, it didn't do me any good
to take a cold bath, I smelled
like a dog anyway after using the blankets.
My clothes smelled like a dog.
I shivered as I got off the
bed, touching
the floor I noticed my sock
was now missing, I looked around the room,
then heading downstairs notice
a jar of peanut butter, half loaf of bread
and one match, tears started
forming in my eyes knowing Master had came
once again just leaving food
and one match.
I started nervously pacing
the floor, walking room to room, talking to myself,
yet asking why Master...it has
been 2 nights in this place, I knew I was in trouble, when I heard Master
locking the door and leaving.
So many times I have disobeyed
Him, I never thought He would leave me
like He has by myself...If this
is punishment for the times I have disobeyed
I fear what Master's plans will
be. He has surely tire of me disobeying this I know now by Him leaving
me like this. I I love Him so and would do anything He asked of me at least
try to the best of my ability too.
I wanted nothing
but to serve Him, to bring Him pleasure yet there is a naughty streak inside
of me that I seem not able to control. I am so grateful Master had
patiences but I also know now it could wear thin.
I reach over and get my meds
for the day, heading for the kitchen I reach
into the refrigerator and get
the bottle of water i put in there last night before
heading upstairs...swallowing
pills, putting water back in frig.
Looking at the peanut butter
and bread, my stomach lurched at the thought
of food...all i smelled was
dog...in my clothes.
Spotting a chair, i pull it
to one of the windows, looking outside seeing nothing
but farm land...tears fall freely
as I felt the guilt wash over me at of all my transgressions and immediately
turned my head looking around me
then drawing my legs up resting
my forehead on top of my knees.
Time passed in a daze, sitting
by the window looking out, listening for the
least little noise that would
let me know that Master was coming, I stood
up realizing the day was gone...night
was almost upon it and no sign of Master.
I looked at the match as i walked
over to get it...stopping at
the bathroom using it looking
at the tub, whats the use clothes smells like
dog..i smell like dog....walking
up the stairs entering the bedroom i notice
a dresser with a mirror, looking
at it i slowly walk up to it seeing myself,
hair disarranged...clothes wrinkled...tears
forming in eyes...saying outloud
"I even look like a stray."
Not bothering to lite the candle
i put match in my jean pocket, walks over
to bed, looks at blankets with
disgust reaches for them tossing them over
mirror on dresser laids upon
the bed curls up falling asleep thinking of when
will her Master let her see
Him and talk to Him.