''Needs''
I’m not the same person I
was a two years ago.
I have found as a sub/slave
to my Master at times ones Needs
changes as they grow and
learn....yet i have also found that a lot of
my needs stays the same....so
I have put my needs that I have already
on this page also...for
they haven't changed...I still need them also.
Below is my needs updated
as Jan. 2003
I need You to know that my
Love for You is more then any physical
experience, we might have,
it is a emotional connection with You
that contains my Heart and
Soul.
I need to be owned by You,
I need to know that Your
word is law.
I need to feel, to act,
to react-to just be.
I need/want my limits established
for me and to have complete freedom
within those limits. I don't want to worry about what the limits are
or should be. I don't want
to stop myself from feeling pleasure or pain or joy or sorrow.
I need to know that you
will not let me leave, that you will not
run from me or let me run from you.
I need You to know that I
know by giving my Total submission to You,
there is changes being made.
I need You to know, that
I am working on adapting to the changes.
I need Your understanding,
while I adapt to the changes.
I need to know You will
not back off, but instead encouraging
me onward, as we explore the depths of myself.
I need your unconditional
love and support to feel safe, to go where
only You can take me.
I need the free time, when
we both take time out from M/s.
I need the humor at times.
I need You to understand
that I need/want to overcome my
resistance as much as You.
I need You to know that
there is times I am afraid of the intensity
of my sexual energy and
the emotions that comes from it.
I need You to know that
when I submit to You completely, that I am
also giving You the freedom
to explore the depths of my sexuality and passion,
to take me places I have never been before and cannot go alone.
I need You to know, that
there may be somethings I cannot ask for,
and will be depending on
You, as my Master to give me the push.
And still the most important NEED of all...
I need to know You will be
my Master, but also be my life, friend,
lover, partner.mentor, teacher...etc...
I need to know that You will
expand my knowledge and challenge me
at times in order that I may
grow and that You also will grow.
I will need for You to be
patient, understanding, loving and gentle.
I also need You to be firm
yet sensitive at times of my failures.
I need to know You will use
my submission to You to bring
us both excitement and fulfillment.
I need to know that I will
be able to come to You with a problem
and that we can sit down and
try to face it head on.
I need to know I would be
able to contribute...to express myself openly whether
it be on paper, poetry, stories
or to
others....Just know that my
main concern would be You and I's relationship,
but know also as a mother
and a individual I am
also a person....Who needs
some space at times by myself.
Being submissive and would
not be wanting to disappoint You...I know I will
at times because no matter
there is no perfect
sub, just know that may be
the times when I want to speak out at You..
When I am angry or upset....I
will need You to help
guide me...to be able to express
myself freely with You, without hurting us both.
I know upon this journey there
will be mistakes I will make, and I
will try to face them, but
I will need Your help, guidance, and
teaching from my mistakes.
I need to know why it happened,
and need to know What I can do to
keep it from happening again?
If punishment is due, I need
to know Your comfort will be there also for me...
Yet give me time to collect
my feelings.
I need to know that You can
eccept me for who I am.
I
I need to know when I give
my hand and look into Your eyes...I will not be afraid.
I guess in summary .....I need
also to know You will care about who I am...
not just as Your sub/slave,
but as a person..who is
willing to give her whole
self...Heart, Body, Soul and Mind.
I need to know You yourself
will give also...will share with me...love with me..
.learn with me..grow with
me..laugh with me...cry
with me...teach me to fly...and
then fly with me...as I share with You..
I need to know You will also
open Your heart and soul and allow me passage.
I need to know I will be comumed
by You and be only Yours.
I need to know You will show
me what truly lies within my Heart.
I need to know You will exist
within me.