Long Distance Control

There is so many emotions that goes through your mind as a long distance sub/slave,
but i also believe you have to over come them if you believe in your Master.
Long distance control you have to remember is not only hard for you but also hard for your Master as well.
He has to believe and trust that you are doing everything He has commanded you to do.
Whether it be a assignment or a punishment...He has to trust that His commands has been done.
When you both are not able to be together.

my Master at times has surprised me in showing up....and believe me i was surprised when He
did after Him being sick for so long....He was the last one i expected to be sitting there, and i
even by passed Him a couple of times not knowing.

I believe a Master can tell by just asking His sub/slave about things that He can tell if she has done what He has ask..so i think it is safe to say never underestimate your Master..He is experienced at issuing punishment, discipline and believe He would know whether it has done it or not...by the respond and feelings you tell.
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And that is where honor bound also comes in...and trust.
It will not be easy at times to do what your Master commands for you to do...but if your heart is true to submission to your Master then you will erase some of your doubts.
You can't erase all...it takes time to grow..

There will be times when you will feel lonely, wanting..needing to feel His hands and the strenght of His mind...but you have to remember again...His needs are not the same as yours but He would like nothing better then to be able to get His hands on you...until the time comes when you both can, then you have to have faith.

There is so many things you can do together online and some are fun..doing together, talking about.
Learning more about each other...express openly to your Master about any doubts, fears, emotions you are feeling...He doesn't know unless you tell Him what you are feeling...i think a lot of us subs/slaves are at times afraid to express or true feelings afraid that our Masters will think less of us...my thougths on that as i have express to my sisters in submission is that if my Master ask me some of my dark desires i may hold back.. let me describe dark desires better (things you have fantasized about but would never dream of letting another person know) then i would tell Him or maybe easlier for me sometimes to express in a story.

A journal online is a good way to express your feelings and emotions to your Master..
some of my sisters in submission saids they have trouble expressing theirselves there because they know their Masters can read it...and this subject just came up last night again in a email from a sister...
And i was told this same thing...and found it worked for me...
even though i write all the time, i found that it was a lot harder to express myself in a journal i knew someone would read.
 

My trick is:  Pretend like you're talking to the book. Not someone,  and don't think
about the possibility that your Master may read it sometime.  Just write.  No matter if it's about your back hurting, being upset because your car is acting up, how happy something your Master said made you, or getting the jitters about meeting Him.  Just write.  It gets easier.   On the positive side, i've learned that writing in a dariy or journal helps me gather my thoughts about certain things then i know i will be able to express it more open...It is very easy not to write in Journal, and I for one know that...sometimes I think I will just go back to it...but You have to remember, even if your Master does not live but 20 miles from you...this is His way of seeing what you are feeling...and what you have been doing...is His way of keeping tabs on your emotions...thoughts......  Just remember....Don't worry about how to express your doubts and fears to your Master, just write your feelings & thoughts.
 When and if He reads your journal then, He will know what
to do if He is any kind of Master. And yes, Masters are human too, they have
failings and frailties just like the rest of us, so don't expect Him to be
perfect any more than He can expect YOU to be perfect.
Just know you are embarking on a wondrous journey. Yes, it will have its ups and
downs, its fears, worries and doubts -- that is normal, that is human, that
is life. Take it, embrace it, and trust that the two of you, if you have
love, respect and honor will get through the rough spots and hopefully
discover the relationship that you both will want and work on.
your journal is yours to express...if your afraid of being punished for what you put in it...then ask your Master about this..
and last....again my best advise is..
keep your communication always open with your Master
Just know that He is there in spirit for you.
until He can get His hands on You in R/T.