''If you could hear me"
2003
If You could hear me.
Wondering if You really
"know".....Just how much You mean to me.
Exactly what i feel for
You...
All the times You are constantly
in my mind...What it does to me when You speak my name...or when
You call me "little one".....and
when i read Your words as You type to me across icq,
yahoo or to me in Email...
How i feel inside when You
look at me, and how i feel inside when my eyes looked upon You..
The impression You have made
on my Soul...
How my heart pounded when
You entered the room...
How my heart races with
every touch and warm embrace You give me..
How it pounds for You now...the
"hunger" i feel in wanting/needing You..
The times i have secretly
cried because i am not with You...
How i long to please You
in everything You may ask me to do.
To be able to endure even
the things i don't understand.
Some of the emotions i keep
bottled within myself....
i admit i'm afraid that
one day i will awaken and You'll go away..
If you could hear me through
the stars right now...
Then You would hear my words
rushing from my mouth
flowing a river down a mountain..
With words and feelings,
Nothing ends my thoughts
of You, it starts simple with a runaway thought
and i'm thinking of You....
and all day long, minute after minute
daydreams flood my head
and nothing ends my thoughts of You.
When i am down...feeling
low sometimes...You never leave me alone..You are there
beside me...holding me...lifting
me up... and i'm thinking of You.
You my Master...are the
light that shines so bright in my mind..and nothing ends my thoughts of
You.
All night long, hour after
hour...my dreams follow You...and nothing....NO...nothing...ends my thoughts
of You...
You are the owner of all
my rivers and my rain, all my thoughts...dreams..hopes..fantasies..and
wishes..
And all the words i write..i
only write them for You..
You know my Master....way
before our eyes looked into each other....before Your lips found mine...before
Your arms held me close
to You...Your words and voice....filled my heart...invading my thoughts...and
it
shined through my eyes...just
like the sun that makes a beautiful day....
Love You Master Len
Your spunky