Take a step Back... ?
I am really trying to do what ash wishes and take a few steps back from our relationshiop and not annoy her in the process. This is proving to be very hard. In attempting not to be clingy i repeat myself many many times on the phone when we talk. Which ends up with her being mad at me and me trying to figure out why. I hope i can get this

goodnight

Bored
Well, today I've been to the store, and read part of a book, and talked to Randy. Now i'm sitting around trying to figure out what to do for a few hours. oh well, i'll find something.
bye

Happy Happy Happy ^_^
*smiles* this morning, i was woken up by a phone ringing. It was ash, and we talked for a while. Eventually we got to the subject of making each other jealous, and she brought up this guy Randy. (someone she's been talking to from northland, the college she will attend in the fall) Last night he said he was attracted to her. So yeah, she got the lovely silence, which ment i didn't know what to say, and she laughed and said. "well not anymore". And i asked why and she said she had told him about us, at first i didn't believe her, because she doesn't tell many people, but i guess she did this time because Randy said the last few girls he liked were like that! *cringes* ouch! but i had to laugh, because man that's some bad luck. Anyway, i should go and take a shower, i'm going to the mall of america today with my sister and one of her friends from her old job *crosses fingers* i hope i don't get bored.
bye

New Journal *shimmers*
I have kept a journal or diary for many years off and on, and would like to make it more on. heh, but for some reason i tend to forget. So, maybe if my journal is on the computer, i will write more often? Well that's at least what i'm hoping. Anyway, today wasn't too exciting, except i got to talk to ash online.. and am doing so currently so i'm going to cut this short.
g'night