some times i want to write but i dont know what to say and than when i do i get the words all jumbled up i was just wondering how you are doing all of you hoping to keep some kind of kontakt (heheheeeeee) its lat kathy i bet your wonding just why im up so late and not in bed with you but alas i cannot sleep just some interesting facts i guess... 1. when you cant sleep you feel compelled to keep your mind occupied 2.sleep deprivation can lead to some interesting discoveries about your self (possibly due to gnosis possibly due to boredom... more on that later ... or not...) 3.when in a state of gnosis you must be prepared for odd things as you have not only a focused mind but honed senses... 4.jiggly puff is not my friend 5.the doktors tell me so... 6.piggly wiggly and a hey nonny nonny... 7.the psychic sensor will philter out things so i must get it all down... 8.who cares..9. 9.orange is a good colour so is 5 and 23 10.some might even add 42 11. itall up to you pu 12who is dennise austin. 13upsidedown its always fun 5.1 frop m,e up buddy!!! baby6 18,19 and20.sleep come to me... 21.lucidity is a good stuff.. 22.oops!! 23?"nothing is true every thing is permissable..." beLIEve and you will succeed dont believe the human eye in sunlight or in shade the puppet show of sight and sense is the devils masquerade we have to believe in our free will: we have no choice in the matter. as flies to wanton boys, are we to the gods: they kill us for their sport. nothing is nothing becomes nothing is not !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soliders ??????????????????????????????????????????????? hunchbacks ?....!....?...!...?..!..?.!.?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! "to rest at any point either in intuitive certainty or doubtful questioning ... is to stagnate. always seek a higher vision ... ask the next question. seek the higher vision that is the path that unites mysticism and rationalism, and trancends both of them. as the great poet has written: we place no reliance on virgin or pigeon our method is science our aim is religion ." a paradox, a paradox a most ingenious paradox Iod He Vau He "if god is all, how can I be evil?" -charles manson well if i bored you i have succeeded... -alternativly- well if i have entertained you i have succeeded -alternativly- if i have enlightened you i have succeeded -alternativly- if i have done nothing for you then i have succeeded -alternativly- kill bob! praise bob! hail eris! mu! -NIZ**There are direct quotes from the book Masks of the Illuminati by RAWilson and i make no cliam to the copyright thereof** Who IS "Bob"? bob is -noone bob becomes -noone bob is not -noone who is this man who has an insatiable love for the dead did you ever look up into the nights sky and in a moment of clarity realize that we are so tiny that we dont matter and not only that an advanced race of alien beings could easily come to visit us and shaped out history without us even knowing?? have you ever been sea side and looked out to the vast seemingly infinite great blue void before you and wondered if there were things down there that were not of this world and have been there for millions of years plotting for when the "stars were right" to repopulate the surface world?? on a lighter note... i recommend this little band out of ny by the name of Dead Moon Circus you can find some down loads on www.mp3.com "tis better to be a wise ass than a dumb shit" -me [|-> ) a cromagnon smiley there is a strong belief by some that nursery rhymes were actually alchemical formulas and others say they are pagan still others say kabbalist formulations and then there are those who dont believe that they are at all. i am known by many names ... son of the dark prince, child of darkness, some call me the later boy of doom. others will know me as the second coming of damnation....... .............. ............. ............ ........... .......... ......... ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . my mom calls me PEPITO. -PEPITO MIGHTY FUCK!!! that wasnt just GAS!!!! it was... DIARRHEA!!!!!!!!!!! "OH MY GOD!! SOMEBODY PUT SHIT IN MY PANTS!!!!!!!!" -DEVI'S EX BOYFRIEND... \\\\\\\\\\\\ATTENTION//////////// if you can read this you can read but theres a slim chance you have osteoporosis and on that note hope to hear from those of you who are literate and legible soon. -CHaBeSH *alternitavly* -NIZA *alternitavily* -peter cisneros *alternitively* X_____________**There are direct quotes from the graphic novel Sqee's Wonderful Giant Book Of Unspeakable Horrors by Jhonen Vasquez and i make no claim to the copyright thereof** What is god and for that matter, what defines good and evil Where do these abstract ideas come from and why do we have them In the first issue I quoted Charles Manson who said “If God is all then how can I be evil” assuming that god is “good” but how can this be if indeed God is all then wouldn’t God be both “good” and “evil” so in these terms what is good and what is evil could it be that there is no truth to the good and evil phenomenon?? That it is only a creation of the duality of our brain and if this is true is there a God?? Could it be that in our attempt to define good and evil we also created the logical fallacy that is god? To say god is good god is all is to say all is good … but the truth of it is all is not good actually most of it isn’t good are we supposed to accept this lie?! Ponder on this a second and you will surely see the error in this thought process we have devised as a CULTure. Some say that god is only the good stuff… then who placed all this evil here?? The devil?? This is merely humanity’s attempt to justify itself. As below so above… god is merely mans way of justifying itself. To call a “supreme being” good or evil is to humanize it. If it is a supreme being isn’t it then beyond our earthly explanation, to say god loves us or to say the devil hates us is another fallacy *SUPREME BEING ALERT! SUPREME BEING ALERT!* There is a light side to all of this there is a possibility god(s) (do)es exist but only because we allow It/Them to exist we invest belief personally I think if we allow it/them to exist then it/they are user defined (I use “user” for a reason… you’ll see..) then they are not supreme beings so much as they are not without flaw and are subject to blame for good and bad. the only god that can be supreme is the one that warrants no worship, no sacrifice, no guilt by association, nothing. The kind of god(es(s)) that will tell you there is no LAW! And NOTHING is true! That ANYTHING is POSSIBLE in this world!! There are only the laws that WE(the humans) make. As the bible says (and this is from the New Oxford Annotated Bible)quote:**There is a direct quote from The New Oxford Annoted Bible: Genesis 3:22**Then the Lord God said, “Behold, the man has become like one of Us,* knowing good and evil; and now, lest he put forth his hand and take also from the tree of life, and eat, and live forever”-Now I’m sure your thinking “what do you mean when you quoted this doesn’t it counter what you’ve said” NO it doesn’t I never said god didn’t know of good and evil I merely said (S)He/IT** was beyond it and to say “like Us” implies we are like gods to know of good and evil and to be beyond it. ---------------------------- *end* -alternitavely- id like to know your comments esp. if you think I’m a total wacko or dead on right... ill post your comments on the site possibly... *who is this ominous “Us” **Put all the capitals together what do you spell -Niz "If child molestation is actually your concern, how come we don't see Bradley tanks knocking down Catholic churches?" - in reference to the Waco siege - Bill Hicks |