I know i dont update like i should! Sue me! haha, i got 2 kids and a busy life *boring, but busy* anyway, 12-18-02 added more poems, hope u all like them! anyway, if u do, i would like feedback, at not_me_baby18@yahoo.com Lata babez! Luvz ya, Nicki!
HOPELESS
The word goodbye is hopeless
When you know that you can't speak
A question is hopeless
When the answer you can't seek
Achivement is hopless
When you think you can't achive
Self respect is hopeless
When in yourself you don't believe
Hate is hopeless
When friendship isn't something you lack
Even love is hopeless
When someone doesn't love you back
FOREVER WAS A PROMISE
Forever was a promise
I once thought we had
But now that it's over
Im trying not to seem mad
Forever was a promise
You told me that was true
But im hearing differently
And it's all because of you
Forever was a promise
I held deep in my heart
But you took it from me
And tore it apart.
ANYTHING FOR YOU
If i could reach the stars
I'd take one down for you
I love you so much that i'd do
Anything for you
I would stop everything bad
Just to be with you
I love you so much that i'd do
Anything for you
If i could have one wish
It would be given to you
I love you so much that i'd do
Anything for you
WITHOUT YOU
If i had to breathe without you
My lungs would get no air
If i had to go without you
I would get nowhere
If i had to sleep without you on my mind
No rest would be given to me
If i had to look without you
I would not be able to see
If i had to walk without you
I would surely fall
But if i had to live without you
I could not live at all
YOUR LOVE
Love is so confusing
I often don't know what to do
It's even more confusing now
Because im in love with you.
Your sweet bright smile
Is the light of my days
The light in your eyes
Helps me to wash away my fears
Your laughter makes me happy
Your presence makes my feel grand
I would be so thrilled if i had your love
Then finally i could call you "My man!"
But you do not notice me
My presence means nothing
So until the day i gain your love
My heart shall continue suffering
CUPID'S ARROW
How can i sleep
When you're on my mind
I try to think of other things
But thoughts of you are all i find
How can i move on
When i still miss you
I've dropped so many hints
I was hoping you'd get the clue
How can i stop crying
When everything reminds me
I want you to understand
But i can't begin to make you see
How can i get you back
When i never really had you to start
Cupid shot the arrow
But i guess it missed your heart.
SHINING LIGHT
The night sky is filled
With God's own light
Each one shines for you this night
But there is a special star
It shines brighter where ever you are
A bright beam, a heavenly glow
Is sent to earth
That all may know in that place
An angel resides
With a great love
No one could hide
WHAT IS LOVE
Lust is love a little bit
It's exactly what you make of it
Infatuation is just a cheap thrill
It's a bottle of love that has been spilled
Like is falling with someone to catch you
It's love except you know it's not true
Love is a feeling you get inside
It will give you no reason to hide
HERE ARE A FEW FUNNY ONES(ABOUT GUYS OF COURSE!!)
GUYS (HAHA)
You stand there in your boxers
Looking so gay
You think you're so hot
But that's not what other people say
You think you can impress me
You think you're so very cool
Did i fall from heaven??
Do you think im some kind of fool?
I know it's just a line
It's me you're trying to impress
Well i already think you're a loser
That just makes me think you're much less
So you think you're so cool?
But the truth you may not see
Girls hate those stupid pick-up lines
And cool is what you'll never be.
MEN=HEARTBREAK!
Men aren't worth the trouble
Men aren't worth the pain
Everything was fine
Until men came
You love them so very much
They say they love you too
But is it really true?
They make you cry
And then they cry
I think it must have been a lie
They find the key to your heart
And then they just break it apart
So let me warn you!
Please Beware!
It's not the men who really care
Stick with your friends
Make your teen years last
For these years fly by way too fast!
HERE IS ONE I WROTE FOR MY BEST FRIEND AMANDA!!
BEST FRIENDS
You're my best friend
One of a kind
You're a special best friend
The hardest to find
You're there for me
Through thick and thin
You're there when needed
At the drop of my chin
You make me laugh
When im feeling sad
You give me a hug
When im feeling bad
Im there when you need me
You can cry on my shoulder
Just wait and see
Without you i couldnt go on
I couldnt live, with my best friend gone!
LIFE'S TRIAL
The court is now in session
They've called the verdict in
I'm doomed to a life filled with depression
For all my many sins
I don't know how i became this way
I didn't want to be like this
But for all my fun, this is how i must pay
And back to the life i did not miss
Life without money isn't what makes me feel bad
Worrying about what my boys are going to eat
Is what breaks my heart and makes me sad
I feel like my life is on trial
And the jury made of hate
They make me out to be evil and vile
Is this really my fate?
I though life was supposed to be a joyous thing
But i see it much more clear now
And i hate the pain life can bring
But i keep my head up, though i dont know how
Sometimes i just want to lay down and die
My life's so comlicated
My heart is torn and im so frustrated
The court is now in sessionThey've called the verdict inEveryday i feel the depression, for my many sins
My life is on trial, and they jury is hate
They make me out to be evil and vile
And all this is my fate
