As a giant playboy fan I have immersed myself into "the girls next door" reality show. "The girls next door" fallows Hugh Hefner’s three girlfriends (Holly Madison, Bridget Marquardt, and Kendra Wilkinson). I find the interactions between the girls fascinating. After all, what women in her right mind would allow her man to stray...And Watch!!! But, after watching several hours of filming I've become a regular viewer even stopping by Holly Madison's website for an in depth chat.

But what I really want to know is what happened to milly? Hugh married Mildred Williams in 1949. Before Mildred married Hef she admitted that she had an affair while studying at college the previous semester. Hugh defined that moment as "the most devastating moment of my life." Not surprising the union only lasted ten years. But the real question begging to be asked is "what happened to her?" did she remarry? Does Hef still speak with her? Is she alive? And does she have a playboy subscription?

After a day of googleing Mildred Williams I realized she didn't want to be found or spoken for. So I guess I'm left to daydream at what Mildred and all Hugh Hefner former ladies are up to. Considering some of his conquest lead back to the nigh teen fifties it's not a far stretch to consider many of his former girlfriends as mothers, grandmothers, and perhaps great grandmothers. Are the former girlfriends jaded? Why haven't they all written tell all books? Were their relationships with Hefner love or just playing for a chance at playboy?