Im so lost
"who understands this better than me.
your gentleness is like a feather
u lay next to me tightly.... only u can hear it
no one knows.... your smile is like a hug
standing on the rooftop, i tell the wind i will be strong
i hated the rain, but not until u said u love me
i believe im too dependent,
but i cant be dependent, scared that you'll spoil me
but i cannot leave the ur scent that's drifted in the air"
you realli no how to make someone sad..
Sunday, October 26, 2003 | yeah.. so i dunno
why im here.... to do what? for what, i hate u, no.. i cant hate u... i
hate myself.... sigh*.... im juss stupid.. thupid...
>_<... im juss a lost child... u took my hands and left me there... u ran away.... now i dunno where to go, what to do.... i was told by mommy, if i was ever lost.. i should stand there and wait for the person to come bak.... am i suppose to keep standing?... u sux >_<
i dun like those ads down there.... but i like the teddy bears up there =) no wait.. they make me jealous... ahh
how long hide n seek will last?
i hate this.... i dunno what.. but i hate.. it... probably hate wakin up everyday gettin mad... ahhh
all i can see is death... the best way to get rid of all problems
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