Im so lost                                            


"who understands this better than me. your gentleness is like a feather
u lay next to me tightly.... only u can hear it
no one knows.... your smile is like a hug
standing on the rooftop, i tell the wind i will be strong
i hated the rain, but not until u said u love me
i believe im too dependent,
but i cant be dependent, scared that you'll spoil me
but i cannot leave the ur scent that's drifted in the air"

 

you realli no how to make someone sad..

Sunday, October 26, 2003 yeah.. so i dunno why im here.... to do what? for what, i hate u, no.. i cant hate u... i hate myself.... sigh*.... im juss stupid.. thupid...

 

>_<... im juss a lost child... u took my hands and left me there... u ran away.... now i dunno where to go, what to do.... i was told by mommy, if i was ever lost.. i should stand there and wait for the person to come bak.... am i suppose to keep standing?... u sux >_<


sniff sniff*

i dun like those ads down there.... but i like the teddy bears up there =) no wait.. they make me jealous... ahh


how sad...


hug the unreal... talk to the unreal... err
am i goin insane?

how long hide n seek will last?
R u hiding?
Or am i hiding?
r u seeking?
Or am i seeking?
well.. we'll both count to 10
and we'll all see?!....

i hate this.... i dunno what.. but i hate.. it... probably hate wakin up everyday gettin mad... ahhh

all i can see is death... the best way to get rid of all problems

 

 

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