I am writing this slowly crying the tears, that make me think of how much I wish you were here,
I don?t know why I cant just find something to do, something that?ll help me to keep my mind off you?
I feel like I am spending a lifetime trying to find, a way to get you back, meanwhile all this shits just throwing my life outta whack,
Why we never talk anymore I really don?t know? But I cry just thinking that our friendship if fading slow,
I don?t know why you even let me like you, I was just was waste of your time admit it because you know its true?
I loved you I swear and that I still do! I?m afraid that no matter what I?ll always love you,
Call me obsessive, possessive or weird, but I just want you to understand how much I cared,
No matter what you say or do it just never seems to fade, my love for you
I say that I like other people more, but its just a cover up because you shoved me out the door,
I don?t want our friendship to ever end, and maybe someday we pick up where we left off once again,
Now I am just cayying on about what I want and how much I cry, but Garret it the truth, without you I?d die?
You?ll never know what you mean to me, But for now I?ll just keep secretly writing to you, it?s the only way I can let my feelings free?