WONT GIVE UP LOVING YOU
it's time I admitted the truth to myself feelings that get this strong, surely they're wrong? I don't get to see you now you're gone but everything I see and do; I want to share them with you... Don't ask me why I'm calling you now deep down inside you know the truth that I can't stop myself loving you... I know it's wrong what I'm doing but everytime I think of you my heart breaks a little bit more, inside my soul cries waterfalls for you. I don't think time can heal this pain, some people say I'm crazy to still feel this way, and sometimes I believe them. You and I know the truth now there's no turning back to the past we'll only hurt people we care about and ourselves... Yet sometimes I lie still in the early hours and yearn for your touch... So yes, I know it's wrong and I'm hurting myself but no, I don't want to give up loving you. WITH YOU You make it so hard to say goodbye I just want today to end So I can see you once again You make me feel so alive So just when I thought I couldn’t take it anymore You walked though the door And brightened up my world When your not here I don’t know what to do And I don’t even know who I am anymore without you And I’d sacrifice forever Just to be with you I’d sacrifice forever For just one moment I’d sacrifice forever. You mean so much to me. ALL I EVER WANTED All I ever wanted Was someone to hold me Hug me when Im down Tell me Im beautiful And fine jus tha way I am All I ever wanted was you You are the perfect guy You told me all the things I wanted to hear When I cried, you held me in your arms To make me feel better I am the way I am becuz of you You make me feel good when I am around you I dont feel strange or insecure around you You make me feel comfortable in all I say or do All I ever wanted was you MY FRIENDS My friends always told me that you would make me cry My friends always told that you would always lie My friends always told me that I would want someone new But my friends never told My heart would always want you UNCONDITIONAL LOVE Its late at night- and I love you. Thoughts race though my head- and I love you. Moon light pours through the open window- and I love you. Alarm clock gives the time in bright red- and I love you. Clean body pressed between fresh sheets- and I love you. I think of you- and I love you. HOLD ME Please hold me I'm afraid of myself Love me Put my worries on a shelf Pity me Keep me in my sanity Touch me Oh, please set me free Kiss me Hold me down in trust Feel me Fill me up with my lust Show me How to live like you Teach me What I really must do Take me In your arms as I cry Pray for me As I long to die Worry me Mercy is overated Sucker me Why must I be hated? Let me free Let me be I'm lost in you Fuck, what do I do? JUST A DAY waking up Feeling something Many times simply nothing Can't decide Which way to go Or what to do Within myself Random thoughts Of days gone by And future times I long to see Each day is new But not so bright Just a time To live my life WISHED UNSPOKEN I hear you yelling at me in such fury, In my head a million thoughts race, All of them wish to be spoken aloud, I doubt setting them free would do any good, But I wonder why they want out so badly, I think a few of them have valid points, As I let them fly out of my mouth I see otherwise, I feel foolish now with those words floating between us, And all I want to do is snatch them back, I wish I could shove them back down my throat, I swallow hard wishing that it were the words I were swallowing, Then as the uncomfortable silence grows, I see you turn away and walk far from me, I feel more angry at myself than the words, While you distace yourself from me, I wish those words had remained unspoken. WHATS INFRONT OF YOU My mind is ajar with thoughts of you Everything in my head is swirling like crazy The words "I love you" hardly seem enough To express the feelings I have for you I want to see you happy no matter what Even if it causes me life's greatest pain I can deal with it knowing you're okay I just push my feelings into the back of my mind Someday when life's not so complicated You will realize what is right in front of you What has been in front of you all along. me. and someday we will be together I WANT YOU TO KNOW I want you to know I'll always be there I want you to know I'll always care I want you to know I'll be there through it all I want you to know I won't let you fall I want you to know I'll pray for you I want you to know there's nothing I won't do! THINKING OF YOU I think of you It makes me smile I miss you lots It's been a awhile Thinking of conversations We've had on the phone So I call you up But you're not home I'll never forget you I'll love you till the end And I'll always consider you My very best friend I knew from the start That we would be friends Whether we're close or far apart We'll be together till the end UNREQUITED LOVE I spend many nights lieing awake Dreaming of me and you Or what I like to call An empty thought I love you But the feeling's less than mutual Each time I close my eyes there you are And thats where you'll stay To far away for me to hold But close enough for me To fall in love. CONTROL Stop trying to control me I'm not your puppet To carry around And pull on my strings Whenever you feel the need To control my life Just because you can't control yours. I am my own person Let me be I am not as bad as you think I am. You don't need to constantly watch me I can do things on my own Let me make my own mistakes. Stop trying to control me. LOVE IS JUST A GAME Roll the dice, pick a card, make a phone call & break a heart. Love is nothing more than a game. A mind game evenly distributed throughout the minds of the weak and gulable. Ive played this game & lost. But I wont lose again cuz' I'm never playing this game again. EITHER WAY I LOVE YOU We walk hand in hand to the fork in the road, you walk one way but I want to go the other way, I want to run to you, walk down your path, hold your hand, but I can't, or I won't either way I Love You but it's time we part, maybe we'll see each other again when our paths cross. LISTENING TO YOUR HEART Staring out the window Listening to the rain Wishing you weren’t alone Wishing you weren’t in pain. As you sit there Thoughts race through your mind Like “What’s wrong w/ me?” “Why am I always left behind”? Thinking nobody will care You go ahead and slightly cut your wrist You’re just sitting here alone How could u possibly be missed? The jagged knife touches your skin And you suddenly think again Something told you to stop And that’s when you see a tear drop. Your head thinks one thing And your heart says another Your head wants to give up But your heart says to be stronger. It’s times like these When you need to learn to listen to your heart Its times like these Where a stupid mistake Could tear someone’s world apart SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS Why am I acting as if I am a mime? Am I wasting my time? Should I open up and explain? Should I just work through the pain? Is it love or simply lust? Is telling you what I feel a must? Should I be missing you? Should you say you miss me too? Should I put away my teddy bear? Is there actually something there? Should I continue to read your letters over and over? Should I accept the fact that “we” are over? Is your love for her real? What is the deal? Will we ever again be together? Are we done forever? SIMPLE Staring at my bedroom wall Thinking how my life has changed, Simple thoughts running through my head Out my window, I see you walking, Bright afternoon, And nothing to do It’s that feeling you get, When your stomach is in your throat, And your bleeding inside, But you know it’s all right And as you walk by Wet leaves drip, The smell of after-rain is in the air. As you walk by, Everything is all right.
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