It's a really long story and I prefer not to talk about it. Let me drown in my own misery for I have created it and drove it onto myself. The only thing I can say is that I lost one of the greatest things that had come along and it's all because I couldn't be honest. Whatever you do in life, be honest. It makes things easier in the long run and doesn't hurt as many people. You may think the lie will hurt someone else more, but it winds up hurting you the most....