"As the tears stream down my face"
As the tears stream down my face
theres no way to put into place
the pain you dealt
the way i felt
the great big welt
on my heart
im falling apart
dont know where to start
im dwindling away
each and every day
my dreams have been chased away
i havent a soul to trust
deal on my own i must
the more i cry the more i rust
As the tears stream down my face
theres no way to put into place
the pain you dealt
the way i felt
the great big welt
on my heart
im falling apart
Jessica Lee Souza 2006
“The Missing Puzzle Pieces”
Every life has complication, taking in and learning knew information.
As a teenager you go through crushes and questions of love,
As an adult you wonder which bill to pay and which to shove,
I wonder what can make it better? Where is that piece?
Then suddenly, I am granted with a beautiful niece
This joyous occasion will lasts my life duration,
This baby is a wonderful treat, yet, my life is still not complete,
I wonder what can make it better? Where is that piece?
Then suddenly he gets down on one knee and says “will you marry me?”
This joyous occasion will lasts my life duration
This marriage is a wonderful treat, yet, my life is
STILL not complete
Then suddenly I felt need to take a test, the answer I got was the best
This joyous occasion will lasts my life duration
This event is a wonderful treat, YES! my life is finally complete.
Jessica Lee Souza 2005
“Daughter”
Her red hair shines in the sun
I can’t believe she’s already one
Her blue eyes glisten with glee
She loves it when I bounce her on my knee
She screams and claps and yell YAY!
This is what I prayed for everyday
I was so lucky to be granted with this gift
She makes me smile and gives life a lift
At night I wait as down to sleep we lay
I can’t wait to wake up and start a new day
Jessica Lee Souza 2005
“A Mother and Daughters Bond”
If you only knew what for you I would do
If you could only see what you do for me
If you only felt the change in life you dealt
If you only heard every thought of every word
Someday you’ll grow up beautiful and strong
Someday you’ll make me realize all along
That you always knew what for you I would do
That you could always see what you do for me
That you always felt the change in life you dealt
That you always heard every thought of every word.
Jessica Lee Souza 2005
LOVE AUNTIE,
DEDICATED TO MY NEPHEW 8/12/04-10/10/04
Goodbye our sweet little baby boy
you were our miracle our bundle of joy
you were so inncocent, so wonderful, so small
its just not fair, not fair at all
as we gather here today.
I sit, I cry and i pray.
i wonder why you had to go
i guess its something ill never know
i love to remember your beautiful eyes
i love to remember your soft cries
i hope you remember your aunties love
i send my kisses to you up above.
"We'll never forget you JJ, my sweet nephew, Auntie
Tanya will take care of you now"
Jessica Lee Souza Copyright@2004
"A Wounded Heart"
The sun glistening on my window,
deep in my thoughts thinking of all I know.
Why do I love him so much,
Could it be his smile or his touch.
After we talked I died last night,
Why oh why did we have to fight?
I just want to be with him,
Without him my world seems so damn dim.
I feel I could go on forever with this guy,
I only tell the truth,I know my heart would never lie.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright@2003
"Meditation"
laying in the fields of the green green grass
feeling the warm sun beat down on me
i close my eyes and hours will pass
as the breeze flows through every tree.........
sitting by the glimmering lake
watching the clouds pass along the sky
everythings so beautiful its almost fake
even the eagles soaring so high.........
as nature fills my body and mind
breathing in deeply the crisp fresh air
it rids me of the stress i tend to find
living life without a care......
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright@2003
"Where do I belong?"
Get in the car, drive so very far.. never look back, to those things out of wack... the people you loved ,the ones who just pushed and shoved..... the dreams you did crave ,went crashing down like an enormous wave.... everything you hoped for ,just ran out the door.... there nothing for you here, not even a last tear.... theres no dreams or no love ,maybe just maybe theres something for you up above.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright@2002
"PAINLESS SUICIDE"
Your all alone, so very alone,
Face the facts, you cant relax
You dont belong here, so shed ur last tear
..a painless suicide, a painless suicde, open up your arms wide to a painless suicide.
Its not right here for you, your always blue
Just face it your not happy in the least bit.
... a painless suicide a painless suicide open up your arms wide to a painless suicide.
Nobody cares, cant even face your fears
Your a pussy, im waiting for you too see.
... a painless suicide a painless suicide open up your arms wide to a painless suicide.
Your talking to yourself, why cant you put your worries away on a shelf
Your so lonely, why do i have to be lonely.
... a painless suicide a painless suicide I dont have the courage to open my arms wide to a painless suicide
Jessica Lee Collins copyright@2002
"Surrouding Me"
Hes there, hes everywhere. He wont go away, hes here to stay. In my life or in my heart i dont know but im falling apart. He loves me , He loves me not. A petal away from love being sought.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright @2002 Jessica Lee Collins
"Now..I Am Nothing"
The things I felt for you, The way you made me feel, All the things that we went through, You left me like it was no big deal, The days come and the days go by, And now it's 10 past 2, I sit, I think, I stare at the sky, I still haven't heard from you, The darkness in my mind, The emptyness in my heart, Now I begin to unwind, With my past I should come to part... I dont know what to believe, I have no goals to achieve, If you only came back to me, From this depression I would be set free.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"To Be With You"
To be with you, is my dream come true! To hold you tight, in the middle of the night. To watch you smile, for even just a little while. When you are with me, lonely I will no longer be. Because, To be with you, is my dream come true!
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"Come back to me"
You are gone so far away, yet I think about you everyday, I sit night after night, hoping you'll be alright, I wait for you to return to me, in your arms I know I must be, I just know without you, my heart would not be true.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"I Love You"
The gaze of you sweet eyes, as soft as a kittens cries, I love you, The softness of your skin, makes me warm within, I love you, You have the most tender touch, it makes my heart beat so much, I love you, I am your biggest fan, Only you could be such a sweetman, I love you
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
" A Trusted Friend"
A trusted friend?, There is no end All this chaos, Why does life play us, It should have been sooner, "Oh I dont want to hurt her", Why did you lie, Now I cant get by, It was all a fake, How could I make this mistake, As my mind rolls into somersalts, It all begins to be my fault, Alls I did was love you, My heart was so true, As time will be passed, This question will be asked, Do you have a wise trusted friend? Answer: Of course not lies never end.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"Trapped"
I'm trapped, I can't get out, I'm wrapped, In a mile of doubt, I'm trying, I can't go on, I'm crying, Another sad song,
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"Everything"
EVERY KISS, EVERY TOUCH WHY DO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH EVERY DAY, EVERY NIGHT, YOUVE LEFT AN IMPRINT IN MY SIGHT. EVERY SECOND, EVERY HOUR BEING WITH YOU GIVES ME THE POWER. EVERY THOUGHT IN EVERY WAY, MY HEART GROWS FOR YOU DAY BY DAY.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"Have You Ever?"
HAVE YOU EVER GAZED AT THE STARTS AT NIGHT, OR EVEN THE CLOUDS IN THE MORNINGS SKY SO BLUE AND BRIGHT? WHAT ABOUT THE SWEET CRIES OF A KITTEN, OR THE PRETTY SOUNDS OF A SINGING BIRD, tHESE BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL THINGS, HAVE YOU LISTENED?HAVE YOU HEARD? WATCHING A SUNSET GLIMMER ON A LAKE WHILE beING ON A MOUNTAIN TOO DID YOU EVER IMAGINE YOUSELF THERE? i HAVE.. i IMAGINED BEING THERE WITH YOU. WHAT GOES THROUGH YOUR MIND WHEN YOU SEE A CAR RACE OR WHEN YOU SMELL THE RUBBER OF A SPINNING WHEEL? WHEN I SEE YOU MY HEART BEATS AT A FAST PACE. NOW I HOPE YOULL UNDERSTAND THE LOVE THAT I FEEL.
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"Stronger"
_"hi how are you?" _ "i am good and yourself?" _great! you seem cool you wanna meet?"
oh my gosh he is so sweet, im in love and back on my feet those special words you constantly say,make me tingle in everyway. your so nice i dont understand, why any1 wouldnt give u their heart and hand.
"things are going cool you wanna move in?" " sure sounds great just tell me when"
Its all my fault, I went the full range, i told you how i felt and now youve changed. You treat me so bad and make me so sad, Your unbelieveable contant lies, yours worst than all the other guys What happened to you? If i only knew!! Day after day my heart was torn more and more, I should have left you long before Now i have a sadness that lingers, though i know happiness is at the tip of my fingers. Just the thought of you makes me sick, how could you be such a prick? You still try to hurt me but ill tell you one thing and youll see Some day, everything you do, will make me stronger, Its True!
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
"This feeling"
This loneliness devours me whole, This sadness take over my mind, This coldness my warmth it stole, This evil past puts my life in rewind,
Jessica Lee Collins Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
All poems are Copyright ©2001 Jessica Collins
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