Jesseca is a girl I met almost two years ago , you see all started when my friend Angel wontted me to help her baby sit Jesseca and her brother Jesse Angel met Ronnie (The mother) when her husbond David started working at Browns Sercurity that is where Ronnie works. So I decided to help baby set Jesseca and Jesse and the first time I layed my eyes on Jesseca I new that she was the one but I did not wont to say anything to her about it becouse she was 10 years old about to be 11 and that is crazy. Anyways my year was not going to good that year at all my mom and dad just got a devorce and got back together wich all that did was couse fighting all the time and then my brother and father starting stilling stuff from people and got arested . You know how that is ! Well to top it off just out of the blue one day Jesseca moved and I did not get to say good bye are nothing , I cryed for six months after that then tryed to kill myself for the next six. I never could do it. Then one day Jesseca came over she was 12 now and god how much I was happy to see her. We started to get close again , but then I got scared that she would leave again but this time I would kill myself. I know it sounds stupid to kill yourself over somone but I could not see myself going on with out her. Well we got so close that I starting to think that she felt the same way about me. But befor she could tell me Angel my so called friend told Jesseca's mother about me wontting to kill myself and loving Jesseca now Ronnie another so called friend will not let me see Jesseca. Ronnie will not even give me a chance to explain myself. I would do anything for her but she will not even do that for me!
