damon vs jason (lol freddie vs jason! .... nvm)
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: hmm... maybe i'll turn some music on!
Topic: my "luv life" update
So. New developpments, isn't that awesome? [TFK "rawkfist" is playing ! wooooootang lol thats a chs thing, you wouldn't understand wootang otherwise...]
Anyway, [omygosh Anya! our song is on! lmhao!] so Damon likes me. I made sure I said hi to him a few times today, so that eventually he'll stop being so shy and actually talk to me.
Time 1
[At lunch I was bored so I went outside. As I walked to the garbage can, I noticed Damon Jamahl and their friends were coming down the path. Once I was almost at the door, I waved to them and said hi.]
D: hey (waves)
J: go! (mumbles) aww damon you're a loser
me: *laughs quietly*
Time 2:
[I was going to Science at period three, and he came down the hall.]
D: so do we have science now, or later?
me: now. oh crap! i mean later!
[So then i ran to music and saw Jamahl on the way there who said he (Damon) must be waiting for me to make the first move. But you guys know me- I'm too lazy to do that!]
Time 3:
[Science class, doing an experiment- I was done and went up to him and Elias who were still working on theirs.]
Me: So is yours working?
D: yeah, finally. what about you?
Me: it took a while cuz Victoria-Cate isn't here today, but we finished 10 minutes ago.
D: oh.
[then there was something about Elias saying their resistor wasn't working or something, but I thought he said I was stupid. Oh well!]
Time 4:
[after science class, to lockers]
Me: hey
D: hey (smiles happily)
[at lockers, NIcole and Jamahl showed up. Nicole and I noticed that Jamahl kept on trying to get Damon to talk to me.]
N: hey jamahl
me: whats up?
J: not much (whispers) Damon get over here!
D: okay....
me: aww crap i'm gonna miss my bus!
N: me too
J: bye ... come on damon do it!
D: .... no....
[and that was the end of that...]
SO yeah, he likes me, but he's too shy. But there's something about him that just makes me tingle or something ... what does that mean?!

And Jason? We talk at school a lot more now, but I don't flirt with him so that possibly makes him think I don't like him. Luckily he knows I don't flirt anymore... and that I like him. Julie talked to him in geo, and he said he wants to go out with me, but is grounded so that wouldn't be that good.
Apparently during gym, he had been bragging that in the next few days, I'd be his girlfriend! Steven asked me in science if I was going out with him, and when I said no, he told me the whole story. Don't I have the right to decide? I mean, I definitely like Jason, but what if I don't want to go out with him? I still don't know him well enough. I don't want to gou out with him and then have to break up with him because I find out things that I don't like about him- for instance, I found out today he swears. A lot. Ugh. Dylan (not gowans) told me that most guys who swear a lot in high school either are doing drugs or will soon. But UGH! DON'T I GET A DECISION IN THAT!?!?!?!?!?!??!?

So yup, that is ma vie d'amour au moment. J'espere que ca va ameliore!
*hugs*
--janessa
Omygosh, I wish I had been at the jmss band concert on Wednesday instead of stayed home and done homework instead of seeing half the concert and then going to dance... Oh well. You guys all have to go next time, hopefully I can too! lmhao

Pointless ughness. well, not really but w/e.
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: oh, maybe i should turn some music on. huh. really. that'd be a good idea. like breakup songs.
Topic: my "luv life" update
Whoops! I said breakup songs. No, I COULDVE changed that if i wanted to. Just its so sad right now. I'll explain:
My "Luv" Life:
-my ex and i still like each other/ never got over each other.
-we like it better just being friends, and want to be even closer, no i didn't say THAT! i mean closer friends.
-its very hard that way. but ive got it out of my system, so now i can move on. i hope.
-i have a big crush on (well, more like i like him a LOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTALOTetc) this guy. well, you all know who. its "the clock". or w/e that codename was i dont remember.
-"the clock" looks odd with his new haircut. yeah, i know thats not a good idea not to like him. i do still. a lot. (hah nicole and todd, i dont have "guy add"! ergh, inside joke) but its such a funny hairuct. and it really doesn't have anything to do with what im saying.
-"the clock" is really hott and i want to go out with him.
-but he hasn't talked to me in a while. ergh! *shakes fist angrily at imagined versioin of "the clock"*

So yeah, that's my "luv life" update. Huh. Stragne eh? its all so boring and pointless. Luckily i still have an awesome life! Yay!
~huggies to you, huggies to me~