happy halloween- i wish i could say the same for myself
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: nuttin. too po/d to play anything.
Topic: just a regular update.
This morning I wore my regular clothes to school, and then when everyone in the Drama Hall was wearing their costumes, I changed into my black cat stuff.
French was okay. We had presentations (my group's sucked, cuz i didn't know we would be reading from my VERY VERY messy copy....) and then got candy.
Geography was in the library, and the whole time Jason was being so touchy-feely with me. It was kinda weird. But still cute. And I don't mean like sexual harrasment, but like playful "banter" (hah that word is so weird!). I used to be so sure it was Damon, but now I'm wondering... And I busted my ass on the weekend for the geo project, and it turns out no one else in my group did their work! ERGH! So basically the whole period it was Jason and I "sneakily" trying to be near each other. Weird. Julie said he was/is really horny today.
At lunch I um... sat with the dancers and Julie etc. I didn't end up going to the costume contest (too lazy). Eventually I went to the practise room with ??? (i don't know his name, but he's cute!) Josh and Jason. The uknown dude eventually asked Jason and I if we were going out, and he was like "no!!!" as if it was the stupidest idea ever! Wasn't he the one who was bragging I'd be his gf soon? Auch guys!
In science we met our real teacher (ms gorsline is a sub), and she brought her new baby Nigel and some chocolate for us. She seems pretty cool! We did some random boring work that I'll forget by next week... And when I was talking to Victoria, Spencer and Ryan beside Damon, Damon barely looked at me. Exept when he thought I wasn't looking :)
Music we sang choir stuff, had a test on italian terms and got candy. Boring.
Hehe after school when I was walking past Jamal, he was like "run! damon's right there" loud enough for Damon to hear. I didn't have to run, Damon slowed down, even though he only said "bye see you tomorrow" after a minute. Jamal said that he had actually SHOVED Damon in my direction after school on Friday but "he's too much of a loser".
On the bus I was strangely hyper (well, lately i HAVEN'T been hyper, that's why its strange) and was complaining about how it can be hard to talk to ME. Like, I will talk for hours about nothing if I'm awake/not too lazy to do it!
And the reason I'm in a bad mood? (I was in a good mood until I got home...) No trick or treating cuz I'm "too old". No movie to occupy myself with. And I don't want to stuff my face with candy cuz then I'll gain a billion pounds. The only good thing was when Krystal Katherine Jessica Kelsey and Emily came to my house. They got their candy and left. *tear*tear*

Its so boring. I totally feel like I have no life. Oh well. Maybe I don't. And maybe I'll have Julie ask Jason tomorrow if he actually still likes me. And I'll initiate an actual conversation with Damon. And pig out on ice cream and TV and Habbo Hotel.
*hugs* happy halloween
--janessa
I'm so sorry for what happened to you. I wish he hadn't done that to you, even though I don't know him. He's a butthead for discarding you like that- don't worry, you deserve better than him, even if you love(d) him.