Me: I am taking a break.
Mother: I thought you were cleaning.
Me: I was sorting toe socks.
-09/20/02-
I used to give kisses freely
but for you their was a price for you ingested my soul
just when my heart
was packed on ice.
Just when I thought I was empty
you came and found a part of me to fill,
but the cure was not a tonic not a formula no pill.
Mom said wait until your older, wait until you find true love.
tried to hid e me from dissapointment kept me sheltered like a dove.
* Its killing me to love,
its killing me to love,
just when I learned to breathe again its killing me to love*
I saw a shooting star and I called it by your name.
But just like all illusions it was just a small airplane.
and the clock ticks so slow whem I am waiting for your voice
but as some wise man said who you fall for is not a choice.
Mom said wait until your older, wait until you find true love.
tried to hide me from dissapointment kept me sheltered like a dove.
* Its killing me to love,
its killing me to love,
just when I learned to breathe again its killing me to love*
It starts over and over again thought maybe we could be
friends but you came with no guarentee what the hell is wrong w/ me?
Outta mind and outta site everything is alright the truth will set me free.
-09/17/02-
Is it a bird? Is it a chicken? No, it's Chick the hamster! Yes, a hamster who loves "Chicken Dance!" He'll put any wedding guest to shame when he starts moving to this favorite party tune! Get in line for this one!
-09/16/02-
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I travel the world
And the seven seas--
Everybody's looking for something.
First draft for english essay due tomorrow! blah?
Imma give this one to Dennis. He deserves it.
-09/15/02-
I did not say anything about 9/11 for a reason people.
And btw, I havent had time to update this page cuz I have a million other things to do.
-09/06/02-
I don't wanna go I don't wanna go! This can’t be happening to me! I can’t believe this. Patrick is losing his computer installing job and hates it there anyways. Jennifer wants a bigger house, and things are much cheaper in New Mexico. Mother is upset at her work; the students aren’t how they used to be. The only thing holding them back from moving now is me. Me and my high school. I don't want that kind of selfish act on me. It’s awful. I'm in a horrible situation. I told mom we can move if they want to. They are. Then I get to my room and the impact hits me. I won’t be here for the prom. I won’t walk to school every morning with Kim and Thomas. I won’t see Kw. I won’t get to be forced into splits for 5 minutes everyday by the dance teacher. I won’t get to walk home with John or Tim. I won’t get to play with Johnny. I won’t be able to see Kw’s hair change color after color. No more Gaming with Mr. Dagel. No more Romantic Mikey or Never Serious Jose. They were very upset. I can’t even imagine how AJ is gonna respond to this. I dread telling him. I just plain dread him. If I don't have a computer I will die. I mean, the only thing I don't have to worry about leaving is him. But I am afraid of losing him. I don't want to lose him. I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go…
-09/04/02-
I wonder what would happen if I looked like a fairy to everyone.
As surprising and odd as it sounds, Ive often asked myself this question. What if everyone thought I was a rare wonder, magical beyond belief. Would it be great? Or would I have to hide muself in fear od curious eyes and violent horid people who dont know how to treat truely delicate innocence. Or maybe I am a fairy in some people’s eyes. Maybe my wings are my oprotunities in life, not yet spread. And who in their right mind said fairies have to be small? People have themselves so trained by the world these days. Blondes are dumb, skinny girls are best, and fairies are make-believe things with wings, no bigger than your thumb.
-09/01/02-
Phrase Of The Day: and stuff
Meaning: I cant remember exactly (or) I dont wanna tell ya
Song Of The Day:
~!~I wanna be a slut~!~
see that girl shes really cool
i bet shes fucked all the guys in school
what i wouldn't give for a life like that
but I'd give daddy a heart attack
*I wanna be a slut tonite
I'll be yours if you treat me right
I wanna be a slut tonite
I'll be yours if you touch me right**
so tired of being pure
wearing a chasity belt is such a bore
just one night i wanna be wild tonight
i'll be a real wild child
**chorus**
made out w/ a guy new years eve
proved to everyone I wasn't a tease
they all said I should feel like a whore
but baby I just want some more
**chorus**
How do you tell the girls from the boys
ones a stud and ones a whore
they want to burn us on a cross
just for one night of purity loss
but i say fuck that yer gonna please me
I'll offer no apologies
**Chorus**
-08/30/02-
sweetness. Oh btw, I have so much homework this term I'll be updatin rarely now, lol. Be happy I had all summer to play.
-08/13/02-
Happy Days. I dont want summer to end.
-08/11/02-
Word Of The Day: Fluver
Meaning: Friend Lover... put together...Fluver
-08/10/02-
Odd enough... I liked it lol
