Tonight it doesn’t matter how hot the water is
Doesn’t matter how many times the same song plays on my CD player
I can’t hear it anyways
Tonight it doesn’t matter if the water burns
Doesn’t matter how many of my fingers turn to prunes
I can’t feel it anyways
Tonight the water will wash everything gone
I don't care if it takes all night
In this world you have to have a razor to your wrist or
A pump to your stomach
To get any attention
Tonight that won’t matter because I’m washing it gone
I will wash myself into the drain along with everything else
That is the only way to get clean
Turn the hot water all the way till there is none left
And that’s still not enough
Tonight it doesn’t matter how hot the water is
I’m still here
Sunday, August 17, 2003
12:19 PM AM? its late saturday night damnit lol *CA time
tired. tired. tired.
Friday, August 15, 2003
10:55 PM*CA time
I was without internet and a kw for awhile. jeeze, could it get any worse?
I personally think the bedtime stories were worth it though. She even sang to me.
Saturday, August 09, 2003
2:55 AM *CA time
i love her
Saturday, August 09, 2003
2:12 PM *CA time
Fuel
Shimmer
She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
Can she take me for awhile
Can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
Or maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, will ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry suprise, pink linen on white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools that fall behind,
And I'm somewhere between
Never really know
A killer from a savior
'Til I break at the bend
We're here and now, will ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
It's to far away for me to hold
To far away....
It's to far away for me to hold
To far away....
It's to far away for me to hold
To far away....
It's to far away for me to hold
To far away....
It's to far away for me to hold
To far away....
It's to far away for me to hold
To far away....
Guess I'll let it go....
Friday, August 08, 2003
10:58 PM *CA time
I know now why all those fuckin boring ass people from like Texas have lyrics and shit on their profile. Its because nothing else fucking happens out here in fucking nowhere. They cuss a lot, they like lyrics and they have sex. Thats about it. So here is my contribution to the new boring ass me. Long Live The California Girl. Ha, my ass.
A long, long time ago... I can still remember how
That music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance,
That I could make those people dance,
And maybe they'd be happy for a while.
Soo..Bye, bye miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye?
Singing this will be the day that I die
this will be the day that I die
And as flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite
I saw satan laughing with delight
the day the music died.
Feeling of the day: depressed
My new meow page for those of you who dont get out much.
