I'm bored so I'm going to go on a writing spree until something happens. Lucky you huh? Just random thoughts that probably have no connection between them, just bear with it. If God is for us, Then Who could be Against us? This is one of very few biblical quotes I kind of like. It's just that there's a few ways to take this. One could be, if a "power" as great as god is for us, then surely nobody can be against us. On the other hand, if someone as "powerful" as god is for us, and all this bad stuff still happens to people, then what is against us that is so powerful, it can still do damage? Kind of like satan. yeah. Just makes you think. If you think god is on your side, then who is on your opponent's side? Hmm... When you feel like you've had it up to here, cuz you mad enough to scream but you're sad enough to tear. A Quote from Rock Bottom, from the Slim Shady LP by eminem. Ever feel like your life sucks so bad you think you should just go do something stupid. I'm just saying, if people were nice enough to hang around me just a little, to see what I have to say, so know about me, I'd be in a lot better place. Instead, people know me, they know of me, anyway, but that's where it stops. Why associate with joe, he has nothing to offer. He doesn't have a car mom and dad gave him to wrap around a telephone pole, he doesn't look like a gay CK model. Screw him. Few people have gotten to know me, and those who have, like me. We may clash sometimes, but that's just human nature. Anyone who's taken the time to talk to me for even a little bit seems to be a lot nicer. "Hey that guy is actually kind of cool" It's just that I'm not outgoing as some others, I'm a shy chimp looking thing. Only girls think chimps are cute, a human that looks like a chimp is bad. Two females I know of here actually took the time to get to know me. I say something not too bright, or stick my foot in my mouth, they may get a little upset about it, but they know that's who I am. They forgive me. Anyone else who doesn't know me says "f*ck him" if I slip up once. My god, give me a chance. Oh well. It doesn't matter. Nobody's going to see this that doesn't know my personality anyway so it's not like it's going to make a difference. Weed Am I really the only one who thinks weed is retarded? Seriously. It's like everyone else thinks of it as a godsend or something. No it only makes you stupid and prevents you from getting a decent job. I know I'm part of a vast minority when it comes to the weed issue. It seems like everyone and their pet dog's friends are getting high. Hell I was into that too back in the day. All it took was one bad joint to make me realize how stupid it is. Ok I threw up in my car and all over myself. Like you wouldn't feel any differently about it. Yes I've thrown up from alcohol too, but I think minor consumption may be a little less harsh in the courtroom than possession of illegal narcotics. And weed isn't legal at any age. All I'm saying is, you feel funny when you do it... ok... and? and nothing, that's it. Am I the only person that doesn't need to be in an altered state of mind to live life? And then to have people say they need it to "take the edge off the day"...... yeah. You know how those high up executive jobs are, when you just need to come home and loosen the ol' tie and light up the pipe are... oh wait, one of the people is unemployed and the other is working at a restaurant. Another thing is, and I won't go into any specifics, but they know who they are. Someone dies... you loved that person... and to help deal with the anguish, you get high... do you really think that person would've wanted you to smoke weed because of them? Think, this person you loved is now your excuse to smoke weed? Good thing they're dead or they'd kick your ass for smoking in their name. Then there's smoking to "celebrate" things. What the hell, what happened to just being happy when something good happens. No no, gotta go smoke weed. Which is why I think possession of weed should be punishable by death. "Joe come on, it's such a petty crime" well any crime with a death penalty is no longer petty, is it. Know why singapore's such a good place to live? The laws are so strict. Everyone's afraid to do bad things because of the punishment. We need to learn from singapore. I know there's other drugs that are worse and all that other stuff, but those don't affect me at this point in my life so I'm not going to worry about them, until some of my idiot friends start doing those. Like heroin, acid and cocaine... again, no names will be mentioned. My Site Another thing that irritates me is people complaining about my site. Which would be the cause of me putting a disclaimer at the bottom of my main page. People think they're unfairly made fun of because they can't defend themselves or control what I say about them. And to that I say, I merely speak the truth. Anything that is a lie, I make so obvious it's a lie that anyone who thinks it's true is a future peanut butter gang associate. Then they say I have one-sided views and don't tell the whole story just what I see... Well idiots, it's my site, why am I going to put other people's thoughts on here? That's why I have the message board, if you feel you need to clarify something, post it, let the world know you saw things differently. I even gave one person his own website so he could put what he thought and saw, so that people would get 2 sides of the coin instead of just one. But he let it go to hell so I turned it into another branch of my site. Your own fault dude. Another thing that makes me irate is the lack of traffic here. My goodness, I dont' know how to get people to come here, and to have them keep coming here. I need a gimick but I can't think of one. Like Stickdeath.com has of course, stickdeath animations. There's Pokey The Penguin, Hamsterdance??? come on. bunch of gif hamsters going in circles to a stupid song, yet it's one of those sites people keep going to What's the world coming to. Meanwhile, I have my journal which isn't so bad, entertaining pictures, stories, "editorials" which is what this'll be, and other stuff. It's not so bad. It's just not good enough to attract a lot of people. I even try to join webrings so people of the same rings may come and be like, hey this site is killer, then they tell friends and so on. Hell I tell my friends to tell friends and they don't. Oh well, nobody wants to read about joe anyway. But if they did, they might like me as a person, can't have that! God would smite me before then. People who don't know me think I'm just some guy, people who do know I'm actually funny! wow! Joe, funny? those can't go together! so anyway. Pookie Rules. Grand Theft Auto III The fact that this game is getting slowly banned in the us kind of pisses me off. Yes, it does glamorize the underground world of crime. Carjacking, killing people, killing cops, getting rewarded for all those things. But any person who thinks the game is cool and would go out and try and do that stuff is too stupid to turn on a tv, much less play the game. I'm waiting for the first story in the news about a teen killing a cop and stealing his car because of Grand Theft Auto. Then I'm going to go visit that kid in prison, and kill him with a fork, because he is too stupid to risk having him breed. Anyone influenced by music or tv or video games should be killed because Darwin said so. I think I'm done for now. Maybe some other time I'll find other things to write about. -GrampappyJoe