I haven't done crap at all lately, especially after 10 because adam and chuck either want to go home and play baseball on the N64, or they're poor, or they wanna get high. anyway, I haven't done anything after 10 since... last thursday I think it was. even that was stupid, sitting in IHOP with pooh... but I'm used to it so it doesn't bother me anymore. I'm kinda wanting to see about this chick at garfield's. Goes by the name breezy but I think her real alias would be briannon. /me wonders if derek still looks at this site... uh.... ok. Bryan's going to be working there starting tuesday, in the kitchen with me and adar, joyus fun time. He'll be in the dish pit, so they're either going to train me to make tehfood or cut my hours. Apparently, I'll be learning tehfood. yay. munny four dgoe. apparently if you're a real cool punk idiot, you change your name, so if I were to become braindead, I'll make my "punk name" dgoe. like you care. OWT

Yay cardinals sweep the d'backs because johnson and schilling must not have had their regular doses of steroids and crack. back to work, there are 2 new young'ns there. a little blonde that worked the morning shift, so I didn't get to see much of her, and a taller blonde chick, kristen, who's good stuff. hot AND nice, wow. a combo that usually doesn't go together. Oh yeah, adar told me sarah said she's going to be a good church girl now. heh. heh heh. heh. sorry if I don't believe it quite yet. after work, I went to bryan and katie's and it was just me, adar, bryan and poohmanchu. katie and katie2 were gone somewhere. I was ready to fall to the floor and die from work. to lay on the floor, until.... until I passed away. until I was no longer in the world of the living. but I didn't. around 1:30 I went home, and just missed katie and katie2. ah well. came home and whined from back ache. stupid back. stupid work... don't work again till monday night, pwn. ehhhhhhhh that's it I guess.... yeah.

working the past few nights isn't so bad. I almost like it. almost. Sometimes I just feel more like going in, washing dishes until it's done, then leave. rather than go in, sweep, mop, etc. and then do dishes. we'll see soon. I could probably ask for nights and they wouldn't mind. plus more young'ns work at night :D in the mornings it's the old'ns and stuff, night is young'ns that can't work the morning because they're still in school.

I got jasonX tuesday I think it was. As far as jason movies goes, it's not that bad at all, until the end when he's like half cyborg. that's pretty corny. but the first 3/4 of the movie is pretty kewl. Come on, dude freezes a girl's head in liquid nitrogen and smashes it. Can't do that at camp! so anyway... uh... go cardinals.

As you've probably noticed, I changed the journal just a tad. to make previous stuff more accessible. like anybody cares. I'll be making a few slight changes over the next couple of days. hopefully for the better. I wanna write more but I just don't feel like it. unfortunately I don't really remember much of what's happened. nothing great obviously. other than that bryan's friend justin is an idiot, I cut myself at work a few more times, and adam may be moving in with jeremy and mick soon. late.

oh yeah, went to see red dragon tuesday. that was good stuff. worth the 7 bones. but it could've been better. red dragon's killing spree came to an end too soon. anyway, now i'm out. really. late. rack him

1. I want to read more. I saw on tv the George Lopez show and it was about how george's kid was dyslexic and so was george, and they didn't want to put the kid in special classes because he may get made fun of, rather than learning to overcome his dyslexia. That just made me realize that there are people out there who wish they could read anything, especially as well as me, and that I shouldn't waste this gift I have.

2. I don't want to drink alcohol anymore until I turn 21. Merely because I know once I turn 21, I'm going to probably end up on some 6-month binge and destroy my body in the process, so why start destroying it now?

3. I don't want to cuss nearly as much. Sometimes it still slips out, but almost not at all anymore. That's just because when you hear someone cuss, they immediately sound less intelligent to you. if einstein mixed a fuck in his theories every other word like charlie, nobody would've listened to him. and I'm smarter than that, so why make people think I'm not by cussing. and it's rude.

So tell me, what in those 3 things has anything to do with religion or the bible? Hmm.... not a whole lot as far as I can see. it's not like I'm not still the idiot guy I always was, I just don't swear as much, I read a little more(mind you, the book I started reading again is marilyn manson's autobiography) and I don't drink alcohol. until I'm 21. which isn't that hard because I didn't drink all that much anyway, especially of late because there's absolutely nowhere to drink.

Saturday night I went into tehgarfield's and bryan was working dish, then his idiot punk ass mohawk friend justin comes in to i guess wait for him to get off or something(even though that wouldn't be until around 12:30 or 1 because bryan's the self proclaimed best dishwasher there) and I wasn't having it. The one place I thought I'd be safe from idiots like him, and he comes in... so the secret plot now is to wait for him to do something stupid(and he will) and point the finger, thus eliminating him from garfield's altogether. Now charlie got mad at me last night for saying that because he likes to suck on justin's dick every now and then. and swallow every last drop of semen. but I don't care, he likes to piss people off intentionally and I'm not about to have some idiot guy come in and piss people I work with off because he can't get laid by guys. He's totally gay by the way. As Jay would say in Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, "He LOVES the cock". I hope bryan and katie still read this :D. I could care less if justin knows what I say about him. He can say whatever he wants back to me. I don't care. now if he starts swinging.... }:D

What else going on... I'm working on my comic more, of what used to be Krod but I'm changing his name. I don't know what yet. It's kind of funny still. chuck likes it anyway. I guess that's about it for now. just thought I'd rant for a while. late

Man, today I worked and stuff, got there late because I'm stupid and go back to sleep when the alarm wakes me up, and the VP of garfield's was there :D but he didn't really notice because he was on his cell phone saying how the employees need to be "passionate" about doing good work and helping out the store :-\ so I was ok. worked til 1:30 and went home. later adar and poohmanchu came by and we went to garfield's. Sarah had just gotten off I guess and asked if one of us would escort her to her car. being the gentleman I am I said I would. Asked her why, and apparently two large females dislike her from school and she thought they might be outside waiting for her. So we get to her car and she drops me off in front of garfield's. no biggie... unless you're me, then you cherish every freaking minute you're with her, knowing it's going to end in 3 minutes and you won't get it back for about a week if not longer. SIGH. it's hard wanting someone you won't get. "d00d, gotta have CONFIDENCE" screw that, all confidence gets you is shot down more often because your confidence makes you go after more chicks. Anyway, just sat in garfield's for awhile because adam and charlie are fiends and wanted to see if some server could get them some. and he couldn't. heh. That's about it. they didn't really want to do anything because I guess 10pm is late nowadays. oh well, I need some sleep anyway. that and I haven't showered since tuesday morning. *sniff sniff* mmm...

Which reminds me that yesterday me and adam went into the garfield's to meal. well I did anyway. and megan, a girl who started a few weeks ago was serving us and she'd come and talk to us and sit and such. Much talk of drinking games and past "fun" with alcohol. the adam rolling around in his own vomit after both of us polished off the bottle of gold schlager was a crowd pleaser. So yay another young'n to talk to. She's like way incredibly rediculously attractive too, but mr. derek has her "claimed" so she's off limits. heh. not that I'd even try because she's unattainable by me, but I think that choice is up to her, fella. late

Last night went to tehgarfield's because I was bored and people were talking about this party most people were going to at christy's place, one of the 2 people who thought I was hitting on her, and well, the only person who said anything to me about it was jeff, he's a good guy, but I didn't really think he had the authority to invite me so yeah. Feeling less than invited, I didn't go. Adam probably didn't either. I think he went to applebee's where jeremy and mick and zuber and hall and greg and mackey and christie and etc. etc. were. 2 different places, pick your poison. instead I came home because home rules. oh well. we were just chillin' like villains in the parking lot because we suck. Sean came out and was mocking us because all we seem to do is hang out at garfield's, and now we're in the parking lot :D anywhoo. charlie had bought a cheap ass skateboard at k=mart last night because he's an idiot, and he tried to skate, and well... uhh... Click Me heh.

I got grand theft auto: vice city and marilyn manson's new dvd tuesday. ah what a good day. the dvd was ok, not as great as I had hyped myself up to think it would be, but it was good enough. and GTA isn't as good as the Grand Theft Auto III though. that kinda sucks. but it's still ok. so anywyay, I guess that's about it for now. yay my hair's green :D