May

5-25-00
Today I skipped school to go with greg to help with a handicapped kid picnic at woodrow wilson, with the hopes that a lady friend would be there, mainly because I like her a lot more than I probably should, by law. Anyway, I get there, and she's not there. So me and greg are just waiting around, kind of walking around woodrow, she still hasn't shown up. Anyway, we all leave to go to Hawthorne park for the picnic. Well me and greg go to his house to get his grandma's cell-phone, and we call the lady friend's house, sarah. Her dad answers and I ask if she went to school, and he said "no, she still has stitches in her leg and the doctor said it wasn't ok for her to go back to school yet"........ so anyway, I was a bit concerned, so I call later and ask if I can talk to her, and her dad said she couldnt' come to the phone............ ok, so basically god has incapacitated her because he knows that would agitate me... It was also the most perfect weather outside, it would have been a perfect day just to talk to her at hawthorne park. but no, god ruins it. he always does. you'll notice me lashing out at god a lot, I hope you're not religious. Oh yeah, Columbia house job that pays 8.43/hour, well apparently there's so little work that immediately after I'm done with training, I'm going to be laid off.... haha, hope you folks have a nice day. WWJD- We Wanted Jesus Dead

5-26-00
Today I did not go to school. I slept until I had to work at 2 at columbia house. Work was boring as usual. I got out of work expecting to go to Bogey's about 8 to meet this girl I saw there last week. Well, it was rained out and the batting cages were closed, so God wins again (I have this conflict with god, he keeps screwing me over) and I went to the mall to get a Get Well card for a friend of mine because she hurt her leg, so while I was walking around there, I see a friend and she talks to me and adam, and I show her the card and tell her who it's for, and she immediately calls asks "the 8th grade slut?".... that didn't make my day, but oh well. then I think maybe I'll go to the bowling alley, so when me and adam get there, he decides to see who's car is there, low and behold, my ex g/f's car is there................. we left. I didn't need any more suffering. Oh, plus my dad broke my mouse and tried to blame it on Pookie my cat. Pookie would never do that. anyway, that is my f'ed up day right there. you have a good one.

5-27-00
Well nothing bad yet has happend, I sent the card to my lady friend with a neat little message in it that basically tells her I want to go out with her, and if she still doesn't get it after that, I think maybe she's not smart enough to go out with... Well it's later on, and it appears that if I had gone to greg's house yesterday, i would've been able to talk to the girl that I was supposed to meet at the batting cages, haahhaahhaa.... anyway, got the new eminem cd, it's pretty tight. Good day, folks

5-28-00
A week ago today, I was at Willyjack's watching the PPV of WWF wrestling, when my acquaintance, charlie, won 4 tickets to go see Monday Night Raw in indy. Well hahaahaha, I had to start my new job at columbia house monday... so god got me again. Then afterwards they were telling me about how after it was over when they were leaving, the undertaker pulled up next to them... they literally could've reached out and touched him..... hahaaa..... anyway. not much really happened. boring day. went to the dirt-fest (fair) again. boring still. maybe more bad things will happen so you all can laugh/cry/feel good. l8r

5-29-00
Hahahhahahaha, it's sunny and warm and everything perfect outside!! hahahahahha, why couldn't it be like this friday so I could meet that girl at Bogey's?????????? Why couldn't it be bad weather thursday since I didn't even get to see sarah, and be perfect day friday? DAMN YOU, GOD, DAMN YOU!!!! I saw a sign at the church next to wal mart that says "Is God Your Friend?" haaaaaahahahahhahahahahhaha.....hahahahahahahaah... with a friend like that, who needs enemies.

5-30-00
I filmed a commercial for 2nd hour last night, when i got home I watched it and it was too dark to see anything and it was rather stupid, so I didn't bother taking it to school, so I probably failed my 2nd hour class, but as long as I still graduate, I don't care. Well when I got home from work I was supposed to cut the grass, but greg and adam came over and said if I went to the fair I'd meet melody because she was supposed to be there. Soooooooo my dad got pissy and stuff, not to mention he ripped off one of my prized bumper stickers. anyway, we went to the fair, looked and looked, walked and walked, saw lots of nice girls :) and people greg knows, but no melody. It sucked so bad being paranoid about wondering "is that her?" with every single girl that walks by.... I mean, I haven't seen melody's face too well because of the batting helmet at the cages, so I wouldn't know who she is, I just look for someone with a tight ass body. Man, wondering where she was the whole time, then never seeing her sucked bad. what bad luck I have..... god has nothing to do with it... he's an ok guy... it's just coincidence.....

5-31-00
It's really early in the morning, and I've decided to take life by the horns and do whatever possible to try to go out with sarah, even though her leg is injured and she can't go anywhere or do anything. It would just sort of make the male instinct of taking care of a "damsel in distress" click, plus she would appreciate it a whole lot more that I was there when she needed someone the most.... you should probably print this out, it's one of the few times I'll sound this..... mushy, in an entry. We'll see how my attitude changes by tomorrow when I wake up though.. Ok it's later, i called, the line was busy, and because i know she has call waiting, that means both lines were occupied, meaning it would be pointless to try to call right back. I'll do it tomorrow. I'm kind of worried, nothing bad happened today.

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