July
7-7-00
Holy Sh*t so much has happened it's not even funny. Well some is but still... anyway, I'll have
to summarize b/c there's way too much to tell. ok... where to begin... we didn't catch the guy,
crystal tried to cheat on me but I caught her, broke up, took her back the next day (I know
I'm dumb), things were ok, she somehow got bent on this idea that I'm cheating on her with
amanda, my ex, which I would never do, but she still insists. when I ask why she says that,
she says "because I can", uhm.... last night she got another motel room, me, greg, adam went
without her knowing, a little after we got there, her "friend' from work, some black dude
comes, she says she's not cheating on me, he's just a "friend" and so anyway, tonight she went
out to drink with her buddy from motel 6 that works there and she's probably f*cking a
couple of black guys now, so I'm basically just going to have fun and make her break up with me.
Anytime she asks where i was or what I was doing, I'll just say I was at amanda's or sarah's
or something. as far as i'm concerned, it's pretty much over between me and her anyway. So
tomorrow I think I'll give sarah a ring... see what's been going on. l8r.
7-8-00
ah, 3:30 in the morn.... nothing happened yet... things better go well with my conversation
with sarah later today...
7-10-00
God damn it, I didn't call sarah because I'm a namby-pamby wussy little fruitbat.... Well
yesterday crystal called when I wasn't home and told my mom to have me call her when I get
back because she needed to talk, so I call and she's pissed because greg's little sister
courtney told crystal that I told courtney we weren't together anymore, even though I hadn't
talked to courtney about crystal at all. But she was still mad because she's going to believe
her little cousin over her boyfriend even though I haven't done anything to make her not
believe me. So, apparently she still wants to be with me despite the fact the last few days
she's pretty much not even talked to me at all. what a gay homo f*cked up life this is. and
I leave for new mexico next sunday... 3 weeks... can joe trust crystal... you decide
(you'll say no anyway)
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