August

8-7-00
Saturday night I got high and sunday night I got so high I puked 3 times, once in my car.... so kids, do NOT do weed, it's bad for you. and your car. Saturday me, greg, adam, roger, charlie, my cousin britney and her friend makayla(something like that) went to millennium and played pool....poorly. Greg claims makayla was hitting on him even though she didn't even talk to him, but he's such a cool dude, it must be true. (sarcasm intended) One thing I dont' like about greg is he thinks he's hot shit and we all know he's not. So last night I went to roger's and they were just smoking more of the bad grass and I said I didn't want any because 1) of what happened last night and 2) I told crystal I wouldn't. I dont' like lying to her so I guess the easiest way to not have to lie to her is to not do anything I don't want her to know about. Love you crystal and I'm sorry about saturday and sunday night with the weed and stuff. OH and friday when I got back from new mexico I found a friend of mine's screen name for aol, which rules because I hadn't talked to her in like 5 months. Stephanie Fuqua, I had such a crush on her it wasn't even cool... well, things change, sort of. I can't wait for bowling to start. what a gay happy time :)

8-8-00
Well nothing much happened today. Woke up, went to work, finally got a f'en radio to listen to at the sony store, got off work, went home, called crystal, went to speedway, went to hardees, went to adam's, came home. I didn't do anything bad, so be proud.

8-9-00
God dammit, another boring night. I got off work at like 7 and called crystal about 8:30, then greg calls and I go over there and as soon as he gets in the car he holds out a joint. "Wanna spark this up now?" and of course after my little vomiting experience, "No, I'm not doing that stuff for a reaaaaaal long time" and I'm not.... really... I'm not. anyways, crystal was kinda moody tonight over this whole ordeal with my cousin, but i won't go into details. Me and adam are trying to make plans for this little friendly "get-together" at his house while his parents are gone next weekend. Oh yeah, me and adam went to hardees to wait on chuck b/c he was there with his manager kristi (wow) waiting for these construction guys to fix something, so we go in and wait with them and I take like all the applications and charlie threw them away :(. But anyways, charlie and krista are supposed to be getting jobs at Speedway with adam tomorrow. joy

8-11-00
Well today I went to work as usual. today was the last day for a few people b/c they were either getting different jobs or going to school. That sucks because the only person I talk to very much, Sean, left. And this one girl Jocelyn who I had just started talking to is leaving also. She's going to be working at victoria's secret though :) Anyway. Went to speedway to wait on adam and some morons selling candy came to me and because I'm stupid I bought a box ($5) and later the cops came and told them they couldn't do it and left. Then we went to Bogey's where I am god of batting cages. I kinda split one of my batting gloves and my left hand hurts. Then we went to adam's, decided to go see Willy goat and went to Denny's where we have successfully made another waitress hate us. She didn't act like it though. Plus she was hot and had to lean over the table to wipe it off, not that I was watching because I love crystal...... so I had a lot of coffee and now I'm sick as I write this. We're still trying to get people to go to adam's party. It'll probably end up shitty as usual. Stupid people always cancelling.. anyways. I'm tired. l8r oh wait, I called long-time friend from alabama natasha. that was alright, I hadn't talked to her on the phone since January 1st. Crystal called, told me to call back in an hour and I did but she didn't answer... go fig.

8-12-00
Not much going on. STayed home all day until I went to speedway at 10... talked to crystal, she had to get a buttload of stitches for this thing under her fingernail and it sounds kinda shitty. I miss her... I'm not sure if I'll be able to go see her before I get a newer car..and i dont' know how long that'll be..... dangit.... anyways, me and adam went to pizza inn and we invited this new girl there to adam's party. She's uhm.. well.. nice :) I started my video documentary of my life to send to my relatives next year. It begins with adam telling us a story about a black dude complaining at speedway, then I go on to explain what I'm doing and stuff and adam, NOT ME, taped a little of the new girl... heather.... so she'll go unless she works thursday, so we'll find a way to make her not work thursday..... not that I'd do anything, I still love crystal. I'd never cheat. Doesn't mean I wouldn't make new friends with other girls. You have nothing to worry about.

8-13-00
Last night was kinda boring. An odd thing happened: me and chuck hung out for like 4 hours without adam! Wow. that's just weird. Anyways, after i spent allllll day at home and got a bitching from crystal, I went to speedway and talked to adam about it because it really irked me. And chuck came, later me and chuck decided to go play pool at millennium instead of watching wrestling. so adam went to watch rasslin' and me and chuck played pool and I talked to him about crystal too because god dammit she kinda pushed my buttons. She's asking if I cheated on her already and if I've been drinking and who I've been with and all this other stupid shit b/c her friend jessica said I was doing stuff. I haven't even seen jessica in over a month, then crystal has yet another "source" that's obviously feeding her a line of bullshit b/c i haven't done a damn thing since I've been back from new mexico. god dammit.... She's convinced I'm going to go to the party, get drunk with heather, then screw her... then she asked if I had already screwed her.. the nerve... the thing is, if I didn't care about crystal so much, this wouldn't piss me off. If I didn't care, I'd say fuck it and dump her for acting like that. but I do, so sue me. Anyways... me and adam are going to pizza inn tonight to see about getting heather out of work thursday. She said she may not go if she had to work, so we're gonna get her out of it. adam's trying to get hooked up with her, but I doubt that'll happen. what else... came home from work early b/c my head hurt like a bitch and I thought I was going to throw up... my mom said "been doing a little too much drinking huh?" and I says "I haven't drank anything since I was in new mexico".... so even my own mom thinks I"ve been drinking. hahaa, what a great feeling having everyone think I drink like a war veteran... oh well... l8r

8-14-00
OH MAN I felt like poo when I woke up. I went to work and went home about 5:15 because I felt like I was going to throw up. So anyways, talked to crystal, got more lecturing, went to speedway and saw kristen blair, this girl that was in one of my classes at south. I swear she looks just like britney spears... anyways, then we get chuck and later we go to denny's and we were actually almost ok this time. I had like 6 cups of coffee, but I only used 1 creamer in each cup so I didn't feel sick. we were making towers out of the creamers and little faces in the plates from leftover food and stuff.... I wonder if they will eventually take a liking to us.... hmm..... oh, we never got to pizza inn b/c adam had to work later, so william and greg (not the little player wannabe) went to speedway and they said she'd already left so darn. anyways, so we're supposed to go tonight I think.(8-15-00)

8-16-00
Alrighty. Last night me and crystal patched things up and I'm hella glad. We did go to pizza inn, but heather called in and adam was acting like a goat b/c he thinks god's going to screw him out of a party and he probably will. We went to denny's at like 10:30 and left about what... 2 or 3. We're getting a reputation there as the coffee guys. we had a combined 20 or so cups of coffee. I like it :) Anyways. Today I go to work and I'm supposed to work 4:30 to 1am or 3am tomorrow.....hehehe, so I'm calling in sick tomorrow. Me, adam and chuck are going to look for alternative living locations. (move out) Because tonight at work adam had a few drive-offs and his boss yelled at him because he thinks adam can stop someone from driving away....... right. and the power kept getting shut off b/c it was off alllll last night. for like 14 hours. Adam's mom called while I was there and he's supposed to go home after work so they can talk (along with terry who started all this shit and is about to get adam kicked out, we think) and then charlie's dad calls adam and he wants to sit down and have a talk with adam and charlie after adam gets off work...... So what's adam to do? he's still going to pizza inn after work. So am I.... for no reason... just b/c adam is. So right now adam may lose his job, a place to stay... and all sanity. So we're going to find a place tomorrow. He wants to see about moving out this weekend...... 2 days...... riiiiiiiight. maybe a few weeks. not this weekend. hell. Oh and his mom's feeling a little under the weather so if she isn't better by tomorrow, they're not leaving, which means what, kids?.......... no party!!!!!!!! haahhahaha, another attempt at a party by adam and joe fucked in the ass!!!!! hahahahaha, god hates us... I hate god. I hope god sucks satan's dick for lunch money. Oh and I still love you crystal. miss you like hell too.

8-18-00
Well it's friday.... feels like saturday...... anyways, Last night was our "party" at adam's..... I use quotes because it wasn't really a party because pretty much 1/4 of the people that were supposed to be there showed up. Stephanie, Beth, Heather, Allen and whoever allen would bring didn't show up..... but Melissa, Laura, another melissa and jason showed up... they said they'd bring 4 friends but they only brought that one melissa. She was.....OMG wow. And rat-bastard adam is hitting on her and he may just have wooed her. As she was leaving he walked out to her car and talked and she told him if he wanted he could get her aol screenname from the other melissa and her phone number too. Then he got 2 hugs in the process, but hahaha, I got 2 ass shots of her on film.......... looking is ok, touching is not...... I got an ass shot of laura too. she was wearing tight black shiny plastic looking stuff. very nice. Anyways.... the night was good but not as good as it was supposed to be. Ah and crystal, whether I talk to you or you read this first, I'm just saying I did drink plenty because our little conversation didn't put me in a very cheery mood and I thought nobody would show up so that just made me feel even better.. (sarcasm) so I'm sorry, you were right, but I didn't do anything even close to cheating on you. I'd never do that. What else..... ah yes, willy goat got pretty drunk and then proceeds to drive home despite the 5 of us yelling at him because he's not supposed to. dumbshit. I documented a little bit of this stuff on video. I'll have to watch it sometime. k l8r ------------------------------------------------ later today. Well crystal has left me. Apparently I talk to too many girls for her... all 2 of them..... let's see, who have I talked to in person the past month..... beth for less than 5 minutes and heather twice for a combined 20 minutes.... wow, I'm just a fucking pimp.... joe needs to go mailbox smashing tonight. anyways... always fun to come home from work and get dumped. all this from a girl who talked about, around me, her and jessica getting a hotel room with 2 guys and betting to see who gets fucked first... ok, yeah well if irony isn't the funniest little shit on earth. anyways, I wonder what i'll do tonight....

8-19-00
It's early in the morn. just got back from denny's. that sucked, william showed up just to say he couldn't stay, and the waitress, although hot, sucked. oh well. While me and adam were at pizza inn, and heather wasn't working, beth came and talked to me, adam and chuck for about a half hour. apparently chuck got fired from speedway 2 hours after he started for making a comment about being in the kkk and hating black people..... so he's working at hardees again. Man, talking to beth just made me feel worse because I know she wouldn't go out with me, I'm one of those "just friends" guys to her. god dammit... she was playing with charlie trying to cheer him up, one of these days i'm going to act depressed and be quiet so she'll do that to me. Why does she have to be so hot... dammit. anyways, what else...crystal's still going ballistic about the heather thing even though I've only talked to her twice. And we're broken up, yet she'll get mad..... OOOOOOOOK. must be a girl thing. well later today I sign up for bowling league at vigo and hopefully sarah will be there. I haven't talked to her in a loooooooooooooong time. Hopefully I'll see a bunch of people I haven't talked to in awhile. Bowling was a nice social life, after the league ends for the summer, it sucks. anyways, I'll update you when the stuff happens. ---------------------------------------------- Oh my f'en god jamie price is the hottest girl on earth, with sarah in a very very close second. My god, this girl has matured a little too quickly. I went to sign up for bowling, I was sitting at the table to fill out stuff and she came in and sat there too and stuff and it was nice... we talked but not like a conversation. Then after I started bowling, danielle huebel asked if she could bowl with me, sure why not. She's alright, but has a b/f. Dani McCarty and her friend (name unknown) showed up, they're both little hotties too. Man, guys, if you wanna meet some fire girls, go to a bowling alley. seriously. Oh and sarah didn't show up, at least not before I left. I was there about an hour and a half

8-20-00
It's early in the morn. Well today I talked to crystal some and she was kind enough to share with me her plans with eric and how sweet he was... And adam got upset because this hot girl melissa (one of the two I got an ass shot of) e-mailed him but didn't give him her phone number, poor baby. And then we go to bogey's after he got off work and I was sucking hard in the batting cages. I never swung so bad in my life. There were these 2 girls, looked about 15 or 16, there and they started talking to adam... hahaha..... ok, then we go to pizza inn and adam was talking to heather and I was kind of, I was more or less thinking of what the party cost me... but we wont' go into that. Well she changed and had the usual tight ass pants on and she seems to like to bend over a lot.... not a lot, but just lean over. It really shows off her ass quite nicely, and if I had my camera I would've gotten my third victim. So anyways, later on after we were outside pizza inn, I told adam to go ask heather if we could get a picture of her with us, and she said ok, but hahahhahaha I couldn't find my camera so she's like "well I work tomorrow so we can get it then" and less than 1 minute after she left I found it......... HAHHAHHA.... well tomorrow I'm taking the damn thing in the store and next time she bends over, it's done. She was leaning over to see inside this crane game and I was like right behind her enjoying the scenery.... god I had like 20 chances to get the best picture on earth.... So anyways, after I get the pictures developed, i'm going to put the one with me, adam and heather that we're getting later today on in place of the marilyn manson picture. It'll be nice. You'll all understand what I'm talking about :) -------------------------------------------------- Well today crystal informed me that she is NOT going out with eric, they're just "friends with benefits" meaning they just fuck whenever they feel like it. I swear, how the fuck did I let myself care for her so much. I should've seen through her mask. It's a good thing I wont' see her for a very loooong time or I'd be afraid of what unhappy things I'd say to her. and as I write this, she e-mails me telling me to call her because we have to talk. if she even asks "what's wrong" (as she does a lot) she's getting hung up on. I swear to fucking god nobody should mess with me at this moment. I feel violent. Her and this dude just fuck and they're just friends and she doesn't think anything's wrong with that. And she wondered why she is a slut (I said it) so why don't you all tell me why you think she's a slut. munkee2k@aol.com

8-21-00
Well not much is going on. Talked to crystal, she wants to go back out, but I said no. I said if she moved back to terre haute maybe, but not while she's in muncie because I just won't do the long distance thing again. it's not worth it. So basically I'm done with her. She's with her "friend" eric I guess so anyways. How's terre haute doing? I have a few people that have read my journal now and they approve. It appears to be entertaining. Anyways. Went to pizza inn. Heather was working. Still hot, still the same ass. Well daniel and mike like to play with her too so that doesn't amuse grampappy. Oh yeah, I've written stories and I take the pen name "Grampappy Joe" and I have like 8 stories. I'll find a way to get it on here so you people can read it. It's hilarious. I didn't get the picture with her, so our next chance is wednesday. I need to get one of beth too... whoops, she reads this.. uh, i mean, beth is a nice young girl. Hmm, school starts for a lot of suckers tomorrow :) I'm buying my brother's car for $1000. Not bad considering he just paid $850 for new brakes. So it's alllll good. I'm gonna have to be nice to greg so he'll put my speakers and amp in the other car for me. I don't have anything against greg but he talks too much bullshit a lot of the time. Anyways. I heard some nice nigger jokes. My favorite was "How do you wink and smile at a nigger? By looking straight down the barrel of a shotgun (as if you were aiming to shoot them)" hehe. good stuff. I'm not racist though. even though someone who will remain nameless cheated on me with one.....

8-22-00
Alrighty, well today was the first day of school for many little people. I had to work, however. and I get home and I have my new "faces of death" video collection from the ups :) :) :) 5 videos of death. wow. I'm not a sicko, it's just that this stuff doesn't bother me, and the human race naturally likes violence (i.e. wrestling, gladiator, boxing, etc. etc.) and it's ok. Well I check the good e-mail and crystal's telling me stuff about how she's happier with eric than she ever was in her life (ego boost for me) and she cheated simply because I "wasn't giving out" So she wouldn't probably stayed with adam a lot longer than me, b/c adam's a male slut and will screw anything and almost everything, well at least while he's drunk :) boy he's gonna kill me tomorrow. Anyway. I called (before I got her e-mails) crystal and she just said "I gotta go, I'm on the other line... bye" haha. funny girl. So chuck's on his way over and we're going to Revolution because I need a marilyn manson t-shirt or two. hmm what else.... well I tried to call sarah last night but got her voicemail and tonight I've lost the balls I had last night so I haven't even tried to call her. I'm my own worst enemy, I swear. stupid stupid stupid! ....... ok, well crystal's also complained about me putting her in my journal.... well she's a part of my everyday life kind of, so naturally she's going to be in it, duh. Anyone actually reading this??? drop me a line!!!! Munkee2k@aol.com

8-23-00
Went to work, late. Oh well. Came home, got my bro's car :) :) :) :) :) etc. etc. it's 500% better than my other one. So I just gotta put my speakers and amp in it. Or have greg do it. wait I already said this.... oh well, the interior needs a little work. I gotta get used to it, but it's nice. I like it. And last night about 4 am I bought these sunglasses for like $6 at speedway. I like em, I'll be wearing them from now on. except at work. that would be silly. I need to call sarah.... I need to come out of this shell. Me and adam went to the mall, saw chicks, went to bogey's, nobody there, went to pizza inn, heather was there and she had to leave at 9 so me and adam were basically doing her job for her b/c she had to go early. after she changed she was wearing really small clothes. She'd never get into school wearing stuff this small. wow. Grampappy was amused :) Anywhoo, we're going ot denny's in about an hour. L8r, and I leave you with some wisdom, It's usually the quietest people who have the most to say. So if you know someone really quiet, talk to them. They want to talk, they just need a chance to.

8-27-00
Well I haven't been able to get online because xsnet sucks on donkey balls for brunch. I kind of forgot I could get on AOL by dialing a number rather than being online then just connecting to it..... Anyways, a bunch of poo has happened and it's pretty much not good in any way. I had planned to call sarah the past week and never got to it, and then last night at the bowling alley allen informs me she has a boyfriend now...... and then when I get to adam's, I have to pay a $12 phone bill to adam's parents because I talked to crystal that night of the party for an hour and a half... so even now crystal's still fucking me. (hypothetically) and I also got hustled by clint, allen and brad... And I'm bored as hell because there's absolutely nothing to do in this god forsaken town of dipshits and assholes. I finally got to go into Revolutions, the new store in terre haute which is kind of like hot topic, only bigger. While I was there with greg, roger and chris shloop (that's how his last name sounds) they went into this part of the store that you have to be 18 to get into, (none of them were) and I saw that holly burke was working, (girl I graduated with from south, she's hot)so I'm like "these 3 aren't 18" and she just laughed, so I guess she didn't mind, then I'm in there and see it's just a bunch of bongs and pipes and stuff, and I'm telling these 3 dopes they have too much time to be thinking about doing drugs, and holly laughs more, then I ask if this marker really costs $18, because I could go to wal-mart and get high off one for a buck. Holly laughs more. So basically the highlight of my day was entertaining holly for like 2 minutes. Then me, adam and chuck went to Willy Jak's to watch summerslam and I left after about an hour because I was tired, came home, and here I am..... I basically ended my night at 8pm. I'm a f'en loser, I swear. Some people say there's a lot to do in this town, and it's mostly because they're preppy bitches that always have some party(ies) to go to even on school nights. Another thing which causes much discomfort is I still think about crystal a lot. Sometimes in a good way, sometimes in a bad way, but it's always about her... So today my mind was either thinking about how sarah's got a boyfriend, or anything in general about crystal. I'm going nuts here. I need someone else in my life real quick. Oh and I got 2 marilyn manson posters at Revolutions.

8-28-00
Well today was boring as usual. Slept till 11:30, called into work to see if I had to work, of course I did, at noon........ so I got to work and junk and they gave us part timers lockers (yay) so does this mean I have job security, or are they just giving us false hope so we won't slack on work? The world may never know. Anyways, I got my checkbook. It has little cute animal designs (aww) and I wrote a fat $1000 check to my bro, AJ. So I get home I get online, talk to cutieinluvwhitu and toocute4cheesits a bit and then I go and greg calls and wants me to take him to a fight so I go to pick him up and me, greg, roger and chris shloop (I love that last name) gather in my car and go look for the d00d and we don't find him and we go to speedway and get stuff and adam's being a whore and junk about not bothing coming back b/c he doesn't wanna hang with greg and his homies (I feel the same way, but I can't just say no, it's rude :P ) so about 9 I take the knuckleheads home and go back to speedway where adam has told me about how he's going to some place friday for a wedding and his coworker erin (hot) said she'd go with him so he won't be lonely in the car ride. He thought she was kidding, but she wasn't so he's a happy little squirrel, meanwhile joe still has greg, roger, chris, and chuck.... yay......... anyways... we're going to denny's tonight after monday night raw is over (adam's a f'en wrestling freak) and who knows what'll happen. l8r. -------------------------------------------------------- well it's early morning the 29th, and I realized after going to dennys that going to new mexico fucked me good. I told adam going to new mexico could fuck me reaaaaaaal good and it did. It pretty much cost me everything. I have doubts that crystal would've moved to muncie if I hadn't left for 3 weeks. I know she wasn't a saint or anything, but still, I was happy when I was with her, and since that last friday I saw her, that was it. Now she's off having happy gay times in muncie, I'm sure sarah's just having a ball with her new boyfriend, and joe has absolutely nothing. I have a better car, greg, roger, chris, adam and chuck. nothing else. I have a job that pays decent money but I don't like it. There are no perks. I have nothing to look forward to at all, so I have nothing. Jesus christ, when did my life suddenly get so fucked up. I'm not feeling my usual humorous self anymore... ever since saturday... Sarah was pretty much my last hope of being happy again for awhile, and now she's taken, out of my reach for who knows how long. Coco sad.

8-29-00
Sigh, another boring day in joe wilson's life. WEnt to work, came home at 4, nothing going on, went to bogey's at 8, did poorly in the good cages, home now, going to take shower then go to denny's about 11 to meet william. we go there at least twice a week. one time we went 4 days straight. I guess we're regulars there. Well today I was chatting with cutieinluvwhitu and she's saying how she feels and stuff (I'll spare her in this entry :) and I told her I'd be at bogey's at 8 if she wanted to meet me there. well turns out she went tanning instead, got burned, and I think maybe that was better she didn't go to bogey's because it was humid as hell and I had a rayon shirt on (damn things don't breath at all) so I was sweating like goat balls on a warm summer noon. Anyways, I'm off tomorrow. going to the bowling center about 4 to see any old and new faces in the south bowling team. say hi to some people. anywhoo, l8r peeps

8-30-00
Well this is the first entry in the NEW and IMPROVED online journal made by me. It took me a total of about one hour to make this dandy little thing. Hopefully people will like it better since it has the links to check out past entries. I like it. Anyways, Today's boring. Didn't go to work. Cut the grass even though it's f'en hot. Hey, a heat stroke is a small price to pay for a nice yard.... well my dad thinks that anyway. I went to bowling center after that to see who will continue the tradition of ass whoopins for south's bowling team. Chris the gimp (not shloop) said that only about half the people showed up. Saw Tiffany, (shloop's cousin) wow. she's still just as hot as ever. Brittany wasn't there though. dang. Anyways, Not much else is going on at all. Going to speedway later to meet adam when he gets off work, but there's jack sh*t to do after that. stupid town.
Well I got greg, took him to get cigs, we went to the mall (me, greg, shloop) and I got a black light for my car. it's pretty tight. so I'm probably gonna get 2 more.

8-31-00
I'm f'en bored.......... I go to work a 12...... nothing's going on..... well I may play in a softball game with my brother if they really need someone to play. Anyways.
Man, i went to work and they're like "go home, no work, call tomorrow"...... so I'm pretty sure I'll be laid off within september. So I'm planning on getting a job at speedway with adam, but who knows, adam's recommended charlie and we all saw how well that turned out, so they may not take a chance with me.... if they do, I'll have hella fun. First I establish I'm a good worker, then get permission to get bitchy with customers that get bitchy with me first. :) Grampappy likes getting bitchy with people. And if anyone tries to drive off, I'm gonna see about getting permission to have like a small bat under the counter I can chase them down with so I can bust a window or something to help ease the pain and suffering of losing some money :) Anyways.... I got a guestbook for my site. Please sign, grampappy does care who reads this :) l8r Oh, and after today, All of august will be in the august folder, so I'll have erased alllll this and start anew with september. K bye

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