PappyJ says:
piece of shit thing
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yay.... he can talk
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
why did you up and leave and not tell anybody?
PappyJ says:
yeah. before it wouldn't let me send a message and shit.
PappyJ says:
I told mick, I figured he would tell you fools. I felt quite ill. don't know why
PappyJ says:
last night sucked as far as how i felt goes. tossed cookies at stu's, came home, went to sleep, woke up at 4am, tossed more cookies, and when I woke up at like 2 I feel fine now
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
let me tell you a story about feeling ill
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I hardly ate anything at all yesterday and I drank 15 beers
PappyJ says:
and who's fault is that......
PappyJ says:
I felt ill for no reason. I didn't have enough beer to feel that shitty
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I woke up this morning with a migrane headache
PappyJ says:
yeah. well. you have money. should've ate
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I was going to, but I passed out last night... anyways... I don't know if the alcohol totally caused the migrane, but I couldn't drink anything because I was so dizzy and my head was pounding, I threw up about 10 times
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
then jeremy pointed out that I was covered in green shit
PappyJ says:
heh. is that vomit or what
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I guess.
PappyJ says:
you like rolling around in your own vomit. you must be a new breed of dog
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
well the thing is.... I didn't puke up anything green
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
and I doubt you can sweat green
PappyJ says:
you're a fairly odd fellow, I'm sure you'd find a way
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
well... not eating didn't help anything
PappyJ says:
maybe that was my problem too... I didn't eat anything after noon
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
that was just the worst feeling I've ever had
PappyJ says:
but still. to feel as shitty as I did, I doubt it was just the alcohol
PappyJ says:
and now you don't want to go to a certain place before bowling, do you :D :D
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I don't even want to drink because I felt so bad today
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
ummm.... just because I won't drink doesn't mean I don't want to go
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
no law against that
PappyJ says:
well I just figured the stupidity of my friends would screw me over. that tends to happen from time to time... not as often as back in the day... but still
PappyJ says:
yay jamie price
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
probably won't go until like 7 or so.... doesn't matter... it is going to rain all night
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
but I'm cut off from alcohol
PappyJ says:
and I are have a new quote, "No good deed goes unpunished" it's in the paper today, under the birthdays
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yay
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
fucking stupid day
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
god is trying awfully hard to fuck my day up... he's winning again
PappyJ says:
and how is the rain fucking your day
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
not the rain... feeling like shit, hearing my dad is moving, didn't get to do laundry today..... just a shitty day so far
PappyJ says:
man, I slept from 10 to 2.... with like an hour break from 4am to 5am when I had a banana
PappyJ says:
nothing like 15 hours of sleep to cure what ails ya
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
it's been a shitty past 4 or 5 days.... worked all the time, didn't get much sleep, haven't eaten in two days, blacked out last night, woke up today with a migrane, dad is moving... I haven't been able to enjoy anything yet
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
at least I got some sleep
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
fucking alcohol.... I fucking hate it
PappyJ says:
well if you'd learn to drink responsibly. binge drinking mofo
PappyJ says:
hey I haven't eaten in 2 days, time to drink my cat's weight in beer
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
also nice to hear that one of the new girls that I actually have been talking to is going on a date with Mick.... heh... nothing like the feeling of always being second best to make you want to kill someone
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
do I get a break? fuck no... I finally get under my limit and now I have to save up a grand to have surgery on remove my wisdom teeth... just fucking me over again
PappyJ says:
joe did not hear of any girl you were talking to. good to keep people informed. geez
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
well... doesn't matter.... Garfield's is dead to me anyway
PappyJ says:
if you were properly living by the iq club ten commandments, you wouldn't feel as bad. you'd have expected it
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
it's not that.... it's that what the hell do I have to do to make myself happy in this pathetic life I lead
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
This always, and I mean it ALWAYS happens..... something fucks everything up and I get screwed
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
you just don't understand how frustrating it is to be me.... my good days are considered normal for other people... and my bad days are worse than anybody's
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I would just like to know why we are shit on
PappyJ says:
ok I'm the one that came up with the "a good day for me would be a crappy day to other people" idea
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
well... it's true
PappyJ says:
well I know it's true, that's why I came up with it
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
the statement we have to fight and claw just to get a hug, but others just walk in the room and it's given to them.... life sucks and it's not fair and people can die
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
it's easy for you to blow it off, but I can't
PappyJ says:
you should, it's been happening for a while. not as long as me, but still. long enough to get used to it. geez.
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
that's just it.... why does it keep happening?
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I mean... I know I have a few problems that are my fault, but you can't fight the unexpected or unplanned
PappyJ says:
because. that's the way it is. to try and change it would be like trying to make god cry... and boy how we would try :D
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
we have tried
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
failed every time.
PappyJ says:
dude the unexpected and unplanned are the best ones. again, I feel a whole lot better knowing I couldn't do anything to stop it rather than knowing it was my own fault something happened
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
every time we try, we fail and every time we fail... it takes some of the fight out of us to get up and try it again
PappyJ says:
the commandments aren't what they are for no reason.....
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I know
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I just feel like I'm not going to get out of this
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
the only thing I can count on in this life anymore is that I know you and charlie have my back
PappyJ says:
and that's all you need. everything else is a want.
PappyJ says:
besides, just the fact you're "kind of talking" to the girl is a victory in itself. after mick's done with her and she quits, she's all yours :D heh. well that doesn't sound very good on the screen does it...
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yes.... and that's just my problem... I want things... I want my life back... I want my debt gone... I want to just live life and be somewhat happy with it
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
nah... not really
PappyJ says:
just keep calling him chicken hawk. he'll stop eventually... well... when he moves
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
problem is... I'm not smooth
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I'm shy and jaded
PappyJ says:
thou shalt not try to talk about being shy in my presence. it could result in a backhand or two
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
the most fucked up thing is... I've seen my life fall apart... I had a parent kill herself, a family rip me apart, a father who I can't seem to relate to, and a sister I can't even see on a regular basis.... yet, I'm alive, kicking, fighting.... but I can't talk to a girl
PappyJ says:
yeah well. at least someday you have a bestselling autobiography to write
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
it's the easiest thing in life that are the hardest to get
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
at least I have a deeper respect for things.... I know people that think talking to a girl is okay... me, I think it's great
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
like last week.... just having jamie sit with you for two minutes made your whole week..... most people think two minutes talking to a girl sucks, but not us
PappyJ says:
see that's what I think is the best part of it all. because we get girls as often as haley's comet graces our presence, we would hold on for dear life and try to make them as happy as possible and treat them better than we treat our cats, but do they want that? heh, no. they want the guy who knows he can have another girl in less than a week because... "he's cute"
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
and people wonder why I am such a cold person anymore
PappyJ says:
maybe we should shun all girls and hope one of them will wonder why we don't talk to them, and then talk to us.... it sounds stupid, but if we didn't do stupid things, we wouldn't be who we are
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I don't know... just something about being shit on because of a personality or look.... something we can't control or just fix
PappyJ says:
oh and uh....... for future reference, let's not go too apeshit on certain stuff, I plan on using this as another conversation with joe. it's been awhile, and there's a few things in here I'd like people to know. things to point out.
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
why?
PappyJ says:
because. remember at tehpizza inn I said if people were to listen to us when we're talking like we do at pizza inn, they might understand us and like us more, well. this is as close as it's going to get
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
ah
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
well... this is just how I feel about things
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
life's unfair
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
it's not easy to win and it's not hard to fail
PappyJ says:
let us all remember that even in victory........ we lose :D
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yep
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
so really? what is there to live for?
PappyJ says:
to ruin other people's day
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I can't even do that right
PappyJ says:
sure you can, go wherever mick and that chick go, and when you see him be like "hey mick! trying to bag another new one, huh?" and walk out with the biggest grin as she kicks him in the shin and leaves :D but that's mean... mick's a good guy... you don't want to be derek, be all hostile towards your friends because of some girl
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
at least derek got that job.... that takes the biggest player out of the garfield's game
PappyJ says:
see he can stay off the bad grass long enough to get a job, why can't you, mr. dependent on foreign substances to get me through my day
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
who knows... it's a flaw I should kick
PappyJ says:
hooray for journal updates
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
too bad it won't get updated for a few weeks
PappyJ says:
yeah. but I"m going to write stuff down while I'm there like I did last year
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yay
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
ugg.... this is sad.... I don't have an appetite at all
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
my stomach feels like shit... probably from throwing up so much and no food... I could barely eat two cookies
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
damn job..... I have no appetite at all.... I almost want to get high so I can get feel like eating
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
need the weed sampler would cure a lot of issues
PappyJ says:
heh. heh heh. adam's anorexic heh
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
not for long.... I hope
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
great... I have to get stoned to eat
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I might not drink again for a while... this is awful
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
.... well the cat doesn't have that problem... he's chewing on my hair again.. stupid cat
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I'm either going to have a career as a motivational speaker or a serial killer
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
might start thursday if lisa tries to fuck me over
PappyJ says:
uh... I'm not seeing motivational speaker...
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yay.... serial killer
PappyJ says:
at least you'll be slightly famous. why do they have to put middle names in with serial killers.
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
because it sounds scary... who knows
PappyJ says:
they found some guy who they think is a serial killer, and would you know it, had to have middle name. Lee of all middle names :D
PappyJ says:
well it does not that they have all the good ones with middle names. from like the 70's
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
true
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
best name I can think of... Tommy Lee Jones
PappyJ says:
but you'll have to change your middle name. Schaeffer isn't a serial killer middle name
PappyJ says:
....he's an actor
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yeah
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
some actors do that too... have middle names
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I'm talking about a name that just flows... first, middle, and last
PappyJ says:
think of chucky, the doll. his real name was Charles Lee Ray. three famous names in one. charles manson of course, and I should know the other ones but I forgot...
PappyJ says:
charles lee ray. THAT is a serial killer name :D
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
Charles is just a bad name I guess
PappyJ says:
oh yeah, that lee oswald guy... and... god who's the ray...
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
which means I'm in trouble
PappyJ says:
something lee oswald
PappyJ says:
something something ray
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
lee harvey oswald buddy
PappyJ says:
shut up. gah. I'm a bit rusty on my famous killers
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
john wilks booth
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
that's just a southern name
PappyJ says:
yeah. but who's the ray...
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
what did he do?
PappyJ says:
I think one is the one that killed jfk, and one is the one that killed martin luther king
PappyJ says:
I think lee harvey oswald killed jfk, now who killed dr MLK
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
oswald killed jfk.... we think
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
hmm... I can't remember
PappyJ says:
I are looking it up
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
me too
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
wow
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
charlie just got here and he is telling me what happend last night........ I don't remember any of this
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I know how I got that green stuff on my shirt
PappyJ says:
ah ha, James Earl Ray. that's who killd mlk
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yeah... that's the guy
PappyJ says:
I don't know why I couldn't think of him
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I puked in my sleep and mick and charlie rolled me on my side so I wouldn't choke to death.... okay, I'm not drinking for a while
PappyJ says:
told you it was vomit
PappyJ says:
frog
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
shut up
PappyJ says:
you're not supposed to sleep on your back when you're drunk anyway dipshit
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I know
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
thing is.... I don't remember coming home last night
PappyJ says:
yeah, what a good drinker you are
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
charlie just informed me that I have two burgers from mcdonalds in there...... I don't remember going there
PappyJ says:
I think I'll start a collection of extensive serial killer info
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yay
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
serial killer
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
geez... soberness good
PappyJ says:
yay, they have charles manson despite he's never killed anyone
PappyJ says:
well they acknowledge he never killed anyone
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
so why is he a serial killer?
PappyJ says:
he's not. he's just famous for it. must be like.... well like the law, giving the order to kill someone is the same as doing it yourself
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
pretty much
PappyJ says:
hey hey, a page of many many killers and their nicknames
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
really?
PappyJ says:
http://members.tripod.com/~SerialKillr/SerialKillersExposed/nicknames.html have a looksie
PappyJ says:
hey someone has The Terminator as a nickname. that's copyright violation
PappyJ says:
maybe we should make ourself serial killer names :D for fun.... yeah... fun :D
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
yeah it is
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
The old ladies killer?
PappyJ says:
well if you want to sound like a namby pamby wussy little fruitbat
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
namby pamby wussy little fruitbat should be a crazy man's name
PappyJ says:
come on now, there's stuff like the wolf of moscow, vampire of hannover, southside slayer
PappyJ says:
and you want old ladies killer
PappyJ says:
oh well. it's usually the cops and concerned citizens that name the serial killers
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
ohh...the red spider
PappyJ says:
heh, candy man
PappyJ says:
Buttermilk bluebeard
PappyJ says:
Son of Sam's always a crowd pleaser
PappyJ says:
someone got your name, the granny killer. you can't have it :D
gimpgoat03@msn.com says:
I'm about to order a bunch of porn;)
PappyJ says:
you know what sucks. a lot of people have guns. if I was to be a serial killer, I'd have to go the traditional way of knives and stuff...
PappyJ says:
I'd be a bad serial killer. getting killed on my first hunt :D
PappyJ says:
brb