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Munkee2K (2:32:10 AM): wtf, angelfire says my site has
exceeded the bandwidth for the day.....
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... impossible! bah!....
DSUButterfly (2:32:37 AM): -l-
Munkee2K (2:33:07 AM): yesterday it used .0006 GB, and
suddenly it exceeds 1 GB... that's bull. angelfire
is gay
DSUButterfly (2:33:26 AM): sorry.
Munkee2K (2:34:20 AM): man why do you gotta go and
get engaged. geez. next thing you know
natasha's going to send me an e-mail or letter
saying she's married already. bah
DSUButterfly (2:34:41 AM): sorry?
Munkee2K (2:35:32 AM): no biggie. just sucks that I
haven't had even a friggin' date since crystal in
the summer of 00. .....................SIGH
DSUButterfly (2:36:22 AM): and why is that?
Munkee2K (2:36:43 AM): because girls are stupid
DSUButterfly (2:37:06 AM): have you asked anyone?
Munkee2K (2:37:56 AM): ....dude you're totally missing
the point
DSUButterfly (2:38:12 AM): I think I hit the point on the head.
Munkee2K (2:38:41 AM): Noooooo, they'd all say no
anyways. stupid girls. harumph
Munkee2K (2:41:22 AM): certainly wouldn't hurt if any
females would actually show some signs if they
were interested, but as far as I can tell, none
have. not a good world for a chimp
DSUButterfly (2:42:28 AM): hit up the college chicks. and some
people aren't outright with their attraction to someone. get to
know new people.
Munkee2K (2:43:22 AM): I have, and so far, come up dry.
I mean, make new friends and all which is ok,
but I are not looking for friends, i are looking
for woman
DSUButterfly (2:44:12 AM): who said anything about making
friends? that comes later..flirt with them damnit. get over the
damned shyness already..you're 21 years old! and are NOT
getting younger.
DSUButterfly (2:44:52 AM): try a blind date...personals on the
net...anything but sitting round and waiting.
DSUButterfly (2:45:23 AM): or better yet..MOVE! get fin aid and go
to school somewhere other than Terre Haute. Girls LOVE a guy
with brains.
Munkee2K (2:45:43 AM): I'm not? shit.
ack, blind date. *shudder* thing is, I do flirt
kinda, mostly with this girl at work jen, but so
far all I get from people is "yeah right" like they
think I'm just blowing smoke up their butts
Munkee2K (2:46:04 AM): people are just used to me not
flirting and when I do they think I'm kidding
around
DSUButterfly (2:46:33 AM): which is why you should leave your
little group behind for one night, go somewhere that no one knows
you..and let them have it.
Munkee2K (2:47:07 AM): heh, see that's when the deer in
headlights instinct kicks in and I leave. silly girl,
you (should) know me better than that
DSUButterfly (2:47:43 AM): and you should grow up. You're using
your friends as a safety net. What are you going to do when they
aren't there?
Munkee2K (2:49:14 AM): hey that's the problem, they're
always there... man, if they were real friends
they'd toss me out into the elements...
Munkee2K (2:50:51 AM): I really can't help being so shy,
people still say I have to come out of my shell.
I'm just really fargone
DSUButterfly (2:51:05 AM): that's because they aren't going
anywhere in life. Damnit, Joey..you've got the damn potential to
do what you want to..but you don't because you're scared. and so
you think just because Adam and all them are doing nothing but
working(if they are), drinking, and partying..then it's ok..that's bs!
DSUButterfly (2:52:50 AM): do you see my point?
Munkee2K (2:53:18 AM): hey fella, me and adam are in
the same boat. wondering why some people have
everything fall in their lap and we can work our
tails off and not get a damn thing
DSUButterfly (2:53:57 AM): go to school, Joe.
DSUButterfly (2:54:09 AM): that's all you've got to do.
Munkee2K (2:55:06 AM): man can't you just put out a
message on the girls network and say "hey that
joe's a good guy" or something... you know you
have one... network... girls are crafty like that
DSUButterfly (2:55:43 AM): if you were down here hun..yeah..it's
hard to do that far away.
Munkee2K (2:57:54 AM): see what it is... they all fear my
latino heat... that's the only possible
explanation... I too am sometimes fearing its
powers... yes...
DSUButterfly (3:00:40 AM): think what you like.-sighs
Munkee2K (3:01:37 AM): the only other thing that gets
on my nerves are the idiots who are just
complete jackasses who get girls because they
think the guy is "confident" because he has ADD
or something
DSUButterfly (3:04:25 AM): you're only making excuses.
Munkee2K (3:07:50 AM): what sucks though is the only
way I can "open" up is to be intoxicated, and I
highly doubt I'm going to be meeting the
mother of my children at a bar.
DSUButterfly (3:09:37 AM): GO TO SCHOOL!
Munkee2K (3:10:31 AM): going to school isn't going to
keep me from just sitting htere being quiet like
a little monkey without a banana
Munkee2K (3:11:52 AM): I mean sure, it creates potential
education and future job opportunities, but who
wants that?
DSUButterfly (3:12:19 AM): you do if you're wanting to find "the
mother of your children" or a decent girlfriend.
Munkee2K (3:13:24 AM): maybe if I turn into an asshole.
girls seem to go after those guys first.
DSUButterfly (3:15:15 AM): only the girls you know. -sighs- I'm
going to bed now.
Munkee2K (3:15:19 AM): k
DSUButterfly (3:16:17 AM): and if you keep dissing yourself and
thinking that girls prefer the assholes..maybe you're not looking
for the right type of girl...that ever crossed your mind?? Think
about that and email me your response..I'd really like to know.
btrflydreams@hotmail.com. Night Joey.
Munkee2K (3:16:49 AM): night lady