Adar's Little Slice Of Heaven
Because I'm a nice guy, I decided to give adar his own little section on my page because he's too stupid to do something like this on his own. I know. I tried to give him a site to keep up himself and he fell off after about a month... anyway... so yeah. any random thing ol boy decides to fire off to me I'll put here. thought I'd start with his "journal" while I was gone, which he put on my message board. which will be deleted because it's an eyesore... so yeah...
6-7-03
Hey to all... since Joe is out of town for the next three weeks, I have the opportunity to keep the journal portion of the website operating with..... GIMPGOAT'S JOURNAL. Yee!! Please calm yourselves before you pass out. So um..yeah.. today is now saturday and I am getting ready to sleep because I work at 9am at the greatest place on earth. There is nothing better than getting off work at 12:30am and having to work again at 9am and work until 11pm. Anyways, tonight was stupid. Worked all night and people were shitty as usual. On the bright side...I was witness to a break up because one of the cooks slept with one of the servers while he is dating a hostess...well he was anyway... :) At least she wasn't like some of the other stupid people that work there. Their boyfriends can cheat, steal money, and park their cars in the local IGA and leave. Ahhh... nice to see a girl with a brain that functions around this place. Haven't seen charlie at all today. He was supposed to pick me up from work since my car sucks and needs 500 dollars of repairs, but didn't... so I almost had to walk, but Mick saved me from that lovely stroll. I wish I could get my car fixed, but I'm in debt and I'm going to probably have to get my wisdom teeth pulled soon, so no go on that idea. I'll probably have to save at least $500 to get my teeth pulled, then miss a week of work and lose another $300. Yeah, I love my life...boy, that money my dad owes me sure would come in handy, all 9 thousand of it.. thanks dad. YEE.... Sorry, I don't write like Joe, but damn it... this is my mind at work, so sorry if my mind is a bit off the deep end a bit. It's just me :)..... late
6-8-03
Hello again. Well Charlie finally showed up. Apparently he was too high last night to drive to pick me up from work. Today marks the third day of being completely sober. I have stopped drinking, smoking weed, and hopefully after my wisdom teeth get pulled, I can try to stop smoking cigarettes too. I don't really know why I just suddenly decided I want to quit, but I just have this feeling like there isn't a point to it and all it is going to do is make my life harder down the line when my health becomes an issue. It's funny because jeremy and charlie both think that I'm being a wuss and charlie called me a traitor, but I don't care. I'll be the one breathing on my own when I'm 50. Still nothing going on.... sigh, wonder how Joe and the mexicans are doing.....
6-9-03
Well, it's been a couple of days and still nothing going on. I went to the dentist today and found out that I don't have to get my wisdom teeth pulled, but I do need a filling and a possible root canal of one tooth that I chipped when I was hit in the face with a rock when I was mowing the lawn once upon a time ago. So probably by this time next week, I will be about four grand in debt total. Sigh...... I am seriously thinking about getting a second job and maybe at pizza inn. I have a lot of debt, a car to fix, and a place to live... ouch. Ohh..how I wish I could revisit my high school days and have a chat with my younger self about how the real world works. Nobody can properly prepare you for the hard knocks that life can inflick on you. I now have 3 dollars until I get paid on saturday, so my week is already over... except for the visit to the dentist office again on thursday, then the real fun begins. Joe, if you somehow get online down there and read this... yeah... things are going to hell real quick.
6-12-03
Ow Ow Ow... that is all I need to say. I went to the dentist and got some of my fillings done. My gums feel like they are tore to hell. I got some Vicodin though, so I guess it could be worse. Charlie has a date tonight..........hahahhaahha, Charlie has a date????? and I'm sitting at home alone?.. wow, God is making me feel like a loser more and more... let's see what 5 of these pills will do. YEEEE!
6-15-03
Okay, Charlie is the dumbest person I've ever met. Today will be the fourth day since I have had a cigarette. I think that it is a good thing, but when I bring that to charlie's attention... this is what he said and I quote: Oh, so you think you're ####ing special now? You're ####ing stupid.... smoking is what keeps you going............ People, this boy and yes, I said BOY, is just the dumbest person you'll ever meet. He thinks he's smarter than everybody else and that his smartass jokes are funny and gets all defensive when somebody tries to tell him that he needs to quit. I'm the stupid one for quitting a bad habit and he's smart because cigarettes are cool. Oh yeah, charlie was so mad that he didn't have weed to smoke, he decided to ditch everybody to find some. What a ####ing loser. I'm not trying to tell him how to live, but if he insists on coming over every single day because he can't stand being at home because his family won't put up with his shit, then he better learn that he won't walk all over me or my friends. Charlie, if you read this, you need to get a life or at least get a clue and stop being an asshole every ####ing day. #### it, I'm out.
6-16-03
Oh yeah, Cubs win and Cardinals lose. Today wasn't totally boring. I went back to the dentist, got my front teeth fixed up nice, but now they hurt like a mother. Watched wrastlin for once, then went to the ghettofield's to pick up Jeremy from work. Charlie asked around about getting weed because he's an addict. He wasn't successful, so he got pissed off and almost purposely drove off the road on the way to the bowling alley....sigh. I got to bowl one game after Eli didn't want to bowl anymore. I bowled a 170 with a house ball, so I was giddy. Now I am here and writing this. Mick is out of town until Wednesday, so I have taken up residence in his room besides my usual spot on the floor or couch... ahh, mattress goodness good!... out
6-20-03
Hi Children! Well, tomorrow the new Harry Potter book is coming out and in the happy spirit of that, my great manager Lisa decided she wants to open the store an hour early. One of the local radio stations will be here, plus Garfield's is handing out SIX-####ING HUNDRED FREE KIDS MEALS.... YEEE, so I get to work 8am to probably 1am tomorrow and get yelled and cussed at all day. I love my job. One of the servers is having a party tonight... didn't get invited, but Mick and Jeremy said that I could go with them... translation: you can tag along.... thanks, but no thanks... I think I just take too much pride in the fact that I would like to personally be invited, and not have to tag along and make sure it's cool if I come. What is great is that I'm considered one of the nicest people there and I've worked there for a year and a half, but I still get treated like crap and never get invited to do anything. Basically, my day went to shit when I went on my break and pulled a Joe...... I starting thinking. Doesn't help either that there is a new girl working there. Okay..I am the only single guy in the kitchen, but yet, she hates my guts for some reason I don't know, and she loves everybody else. Sigh. I quit smoking weed, I quit smoking cigarettes and I quit drinking.... and this is my reward. I got treated better when I was addicted to everything. #### it, when Joe gets back... I'm getting drunk as #### and passing out somewhere. So...how is everybody else doing??????
6-21-03
Well... today wasn't death, but could be better. I guess at the party last night, two of the hostesses were there, both hot, and one of them was Sarah. Yes.. that Sarah. Well, apparently she decided to make happy time with the other hostess girl. Mick and Jeremy both were witness to the sight. When I found out, I prompty kicked Mick in the knee. That's about it, but I thought I would post this for fun. Girl Love Rules, right Joe? :D
6-27-03
Okay... this commercialism on this site is starting to get on my nerves. Joe returns home on Saturday and I am sure that he will be surprised at how much nothing really has changed, except for the little things that I have done to myself. Charlie is still retarded... speaking of that. Jeremy and I had this discussion that Charlie might actually have ADD. He likes to interrupt a lot and doesn't quite pay attention to real life events... like driving the right side of the road. Anyways, Tuesday night, Derek and Tasha, I know I probably spelled that wrong, came over and we all played Taboo and then Trival Pursuit.. I got stuck playing with Mick and Charlie and had to help them both pay attention to the game at times. It ended up being me vs Jeremy at like 5am and I finally lost when he got lucky on some history question. I like how I got the questions from the Dark Ages. I worked today and that is about it. I have sunday off and I hope I can get off early on saturday. Saturday will be the first time I have really gone out in over three weeks. EEE.. I are giddy for action. I hung out at Jen's house last night. Both Jen and our friend Meghan are moving out of town next month. Joe will be sad. Anywho... this was fun writing on here. Maybe I will have a journal of my own, although there is no way it will compare to this site. Oh well...hopefully there will be an updated journal on sunday about whatever stupid happens on saturday.. anyways..late
7-29-03
well.... last night proved a few things true. One....Garfield's seems to be worth working there less for the job and more for the "crew activites".. like bowling and beer at eyler's. It's a job with benfits! Two... No matter how long any of them bowl... last night showed all that the IQ Club rules bowling.. oh yeah G.... and Three... being shy and monkey-like sucks because people are just more attracted to looks than anything. Just something you can't fight or win. Only way to compete with them is being more of a personality guy... which I don't have because I'm a shy person. Damn... if I could just come out of the shell... I'd be better off... but not easy to do... this sucks balls. Just many a uphill battle to endure and same result... it blows up in your face... the moral here?... The IQ Club kicks ass and everybody wants to join. :) :)
8-3-03
Well.... I think God is out to get me again and this time my reward was having two straight days of hell at Garfield's....and then some. You know, life isn't worth fighting for much when everything goes wrong just when you think things are getting better. That's the best thing I love about life.... when things even remotely look like they are improving, ten things happen to make your life ten times worse. I like this girl, and now everybody at work things it's the gossip of the place... they didn't even care about me before, but when there is a girl around Adam... no, can't have that. I say #### all people that think gossiping in a good thing. Now I only get one day off next week after working the past 7 because somebody quit... well hell, let's fire people and then hire morons to replace them... I hope Garfield's burns to the ground and I'd piss on it to put it out.. piece of shit place. Yay... Holly might like me, but I might never know the truth because Garfield's and it's staff are ####ing gay. At least she is graduating from college... haven't done that lately.... it's great... life is great... I hope those who read this have a happy day and they get killed in a terrorist attack. War the death of society, War pissing on life, and War the fact that I don't care anymore.. #### you!
8-13-03
Just thought I would remind you that we are going out tonight. Greg is in town and Carrie is going out with us for the last time since she is moving to North Carolina... should be the usual suspects going, but I don't know what place. I would say, Joe, that you should come to the ghettofield's around 10 and then we'll just go from there. Maybe Holly will go out too.. har har.. I'm glad you all love seeing me suffer... anyway... I might call to make sure you got the message... stupid work.. anyway.. later
8-16-03
Okay... I haven't really posted a journal entry in a while, but today was just ####ed up. I work at 10am today and for once.. I wasn't cooking, but preping food.. so yay....easy. Well, there are 3 new servers at Garfield's and all of them are pretty attractive ladies, and Holly was there, but we were busy, so I hardly talked to any of them....damn. Talked to the new girl for a minute though... her name's danielle, I think. Anyways... sat around for two hours on break..got bored..thought for awhile, then just got in a mood...and never recovered... Harsha..#### it, The b###h showed up and was the closing manager. Okay, all he did was try to fire Jeremy, took 10 bucks from Mick because of something stupid, tried to say that the kitchen staff needs "changes", and pissed off half the servers... plus half of our kitchen staff is either dumb, ####ing stupid, or they don't like to work. I also like that Dave, a cook, is now in bed with Apu.. trying to be the brown-noser, #### him. Told me that I needed to shape up because I took a 5 minute break after the entire line burned down because one... Apu thinks sending Eyler home and having a new person run food and stuff was a good idea.. well we lost food, burned down, almost had a friend get fired... and still couldn't talk to people... ####. I don't feel good right now... AND, I still have three more days before I get one day off and then work the next five or six more days.... I've ####ing worked 30 hours the last three days and I'm about to work 30 more in the next three. OH yeah... Eyler is having a party at her house again on Sunday... so joy, that means I can't do much because I work at 9 in the morning on monday, a day I never should work on.... I love my job and I love how life just plain sucks.. I want to die.