Cauterize
it's kind of sad that I have learned to deal with things like this
being strong means bieng heartless
tell me how do the scares feel after the wounds heal
did it burn when they cauterized
did it show that you were hiding the hurt inside
do your eyes still shine as bright as they did the days when you were at your best
now that you're all alone and feeling sorry for yourself
didn't make sence to lie to me and deceive me like you did
if you walk away from me
I'm not running after you cause I'm so tired
if you turn away from this don't look back cause I'll be gone
if you go I'll forget you when you're gone I won't miss you
I'm sorry that's just the way I learned to deal with a broken heart and broken promises
it's been a long time sence I've seen you and longer since we've talked
and the last thing that I said was that I had nothing to say
now Im choking on my words all the things I didnt say that could have made it all okay