i guess barbie is the only perfect girl they want these days.
Welcome to my stupid website. Its my first one, so no haters. Besides, its not done yet. And I realize that there might be some technical errors. I got most of these graphics on TeenOpenDiary.com from EmysGraphics. Click the link to see some of her stuff and if you want, make your own diary! 
I realize that websites that are filled with "stolen" graphics are lame but hey, a picture is worth a thousand words. I'm adding some of my poetry and stuff, too. Please sign my guestbook!! (Thank you, thank you very much)---Oh! and I am a HUGE fan of Dashboard Confessional!
"The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most" by Dashboard Confessional
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, and
covered with a perfect shell, such a charming
beautiful exterior.
This is one time that you can't fake it hard enough to
please everyone or anyone at all. And the grave
that you refuse to leave the refuge that you've
built to flee the places you have come to fear
the most.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, and hidden
in the public eye. Such a stellar monument to
loneliness. Laced with brilliant smiles and
shining eyes and perfect makeup but you're barely
scraping by.
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I don't beleive in love....
I don't beleive in nice people....
I'll never have a best friend....
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i guess barbie is the only perfect girl they want these days.
~*~.weLCoMe.2.mY.hELL.~*~
My name is Jacqui & I'm 18 years old. I'm bipolar and I take Zoloft & Trileptal (a mood stabilizer). I'm 4'9" & I currently weigh 80 pounds. I cut myself.
oh, gee, i hope my therapist doesn't see this....
XXXcutXXX
5/19/2003
Take the razor to my wrist, and press it so hard
against it. Do it in the same place over and over,
until it's real deep and bleeding a lot. Go up my
arm, and do it some more, and this is how i cry
my tears. I'm alone, my feelings dont matter, I
have nobody.
I hear the whispers, I hear their laughter, it makes
me bleed some more. Stop telling me what to do,
stop pretending you care. I was alright, until I
fell back into reality, realizing that I have
nothing left here.
One day I'll cut myself, and hit the artery, and
nobody will stop me. I'll die, and they'll all regret
the way they treated me.
dYinG ticKLeS
Virginia Woolf drowned herself, you know...
!!!!QUOTES!!!!
-*how can you tell me to quit hurting myself, when you
do it to me all the time?
-*its not that you want to die, but you want to bleed,
and you get to the point where you don't know
what you want, so you keep cutting and soon enough the cut is deep enough to take you.
-*I am sick again, just plain sick to death, of the
sound of my own voice.
-*You can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the
moment of truth in your lies. When everything
seems like the movies, yeah, you bleed just to
know you're alive.
-*Crying on the outside,
dying on the inside and no-one seems to notice.
-*How do you know that I am hurting when you cannot
see my pain? To wear it on my body, tells words I
can't explain.
-*Tell me that you don't take the razorblade, and drag
it across your skin, praying for the courage to
press down.
-*When someone does something to hurt you, you fight
to stop them getting to you. But when it's you
hurting yourself, there's nothing to fight for.
It's easy to give up.
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-*You learn to love the pain you feel.
LiFe suCkS tHen yOu diE.
"Resume"
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
-Dorothy Parker
Chris Carabba is so hot!
I know what it's like to want to d.i.e
How it hurts to smile
How you h|u|r|t yourself on the outside
To try to k.i.l.l the thing on the inside
Links
HotTopic.com-cool clothes
FNXRadio.com-my local alternative radio station
page 2 of my site
Dashboard Confessional's WEbsite
TeenOpenDiary.com-free online diaries!
Lyrics.com-lyrics for your head
my TeenOpenDiary site
EmysGraphics- where I get a lot of my stuff
page 3 of my site
page 4 of my site
- Bipolar disorder
- Anxiety Disorder
- Cutter
Email: jrok5000@yahoo.com
