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May 22, 2oo2:A bunch of my friends and I are planning on going to the movies this Friday. Y'know what T's reply was to "What are you doing Friday?" It was, "I'm gonna be smokin' a lotta weed, man." LoL. That moron. No, he's not really going to do that, he knows better...I hope. Erica and I are wearing our pyjamas to school tomorrow. Hey, maybe Ryan will notice me in the hall! Oh well. Finally scanned a drawing of mine. It's probably the best drawing I'll have done for a looonngg time.

Crimson Taichi

May 19, 2oo2: Woo hoo! New layout! =D I did... sorta... use it from Geocities.... No! Wait! I borrowed it from them. Yeah...that's what I did. I borrowed it! n.n I'm still not sure if I want to switch to Geocities or not. I mean, they do have all these neat BGs and clipart that I can use, but they're such a pain in the arse.... Maybe I'll just stick with Angelfire for now until I find something better. On Thursday, I found out that I made Chamber Orchestra! I mean, it's a big accomplishment to make it into our Chamber Orchestra -- it's one of the top groups in the U.S.! Dad was excited. He loves to listen to classical music. He wants us to play Vivaldi's "Four Seasons." Oh well. Mom is getting two gerbils for her classroom tomorrow. I cleaned out an old fish tank that we had down in the basement and set it up and everything. I can't wait! They're so cute. If they're two males, they'll be named "Scooby" and "Shaggy," and if they're two females, they'll be "Lucy" and "Ethel." I've been trying something called "lucid dreaming." It's a dream in which you control everything, except what people say. I've almost become lucid these past few nights; as soon as I realize that I'm dreaming, I wake up. So close! u.u Also made a wallpaper of Lain.

Lain(800*600)

May 14, 2oo2: Not really sure what to say... feeling lost, I suppose. Everything feels mixed up inside. Chistine, for one thing, isn't helping at all. It seems that she's trying to make my jealous by telling me "Charles this... Charles that...Oh! Charles asked me out today! Oh Charles said he is falling in love with me!" I really don't care about Charles and if he loves her or not. Sometimes I wonder if anyone will understand. Sure, I can act happy and cover up my pain, but it only makes me feel worse. I bottle everything up; my propblems are mine and no one else should have to deal with them. I don't want people to see my sadness, my pain, that is what I concluded some time ago.

May 10, 2oo2: Concert was screwed up last night. My stand partner and I never knew that we were playing the Symphony with Chamber Orchestra! Still haven't found out if I made it into chamber or not...I think I might die of anxiety. At least it's Friday. Was taking some of the test thingies on Emode.com; took the "Are you evil?" test. Results:

Well, you're kinda evil. They haven't reserved a place for you in Hell yet, but the leasing agents are starting their calls. (Sorry, no air conditioning.) We're guessing you find others' pain funny, your backstabbing knife is probably pretty sharp, and your sexual wiles have likely brought you enjoyment at the expense of your bunkmates a time or two. If more than one of those three things rings true, consider yourself a card-carrying evil person. If you're interested in recanting the evil thing, sensitivity counseling isn't a bad idea. Or else find a more sadistic career, like a bouncer or a metermaid. But hey, to each his own, and if your evilness fits, wear it. Keep reading for more evil details!

Oh yeah. This one is good. My sex drive. Uh-huh. I can't stop fantasizing about Ryan and.... Oh. I guess you don't want to hear about my fantasies, do you?

So, you have a healthy sex drive — good for you! No one likes a prude. In general, you give as well as you get, though everyone can get a little selfish under the covers, so don't beat yourself up about going for the big one on your birthday. And while you're at it, go ahead and admit it — you've probably flashed a big smile to get your way in the bedroom before. But for the most part, you strike us as a pretty generous lover who's doing well at keeping your raw, sexual power in check. Yeah, baby!

Okay, admit it — sometimes you'd rather avoid face-to-face conflict. Now, was telling us that to our face so hard? No. Being up front about any concerns as soon as you have them, rather than letting them build up and turn into, say, a tire-slashing incident, is a good thing. And it sure beats getting a reputation as someone with a taste for revenge. Sure, you probably wouldn't make a very good bouncer, but that's okay. Take comfort from the fact that, overall, we think you're just swell.

Oh yeah. I'm really black hearted.

Ooo hoo — you're one evil muther. Your heart is blacker than Darth Vader's helmet. For goodness' sake, next time think about that old lady's feelings before you push her down the escalator. And, really — you know as well as anyone that dropping kitties out the window to see if they can land on their feet is just an excuse to act evil. Yes, it's all part of being a free spirit who doesn't answer to anyone. Right or wrong, it's a fun way to live. But be careful — it all comes full-circle in the end.

May 09, 2oo2:Orchestra concert tonight. I find out if I made Chamber or not! I can't wait. Kyle's going to be there (his sister and I are in the same orchestra and all). He said that he'd get a front row seat just so he could hear me mess up when we're playing "Build Me Up, Buttercup" with the other orchestras. Ha ha. I'll show him that I don't suck at the violin! Hey, I did make it into Symphonic Orchestra. I hate how the violinists and violists have to go out into the aisle to play! Everyone is so crowded, we're all about to knock each other in the head with our scrolls.

May 08, 2oo2:Woke up with laryngitus this morning. Fun fun! Finished making a background of Ed from Cowboy Bebop. Second attempt at a bg. Turned out pretty good. I've been really worn out lately, so mom let me stay home. 

Ed (800*600)