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Friday, 22 April 2005 Mood: chillin' my smile sells wait til this day ends the moon falls back leaves you lying there with the sun shining in all smiles and grins rise and shine cause its morning time and i hate you hate everything about you but come tomorrow i'll be calling for you cause you know me know my weakness how to harness what you want out of me but i lie well and you never know it cause my smile sells and i know when to show it and you can hate me but it won't matter cause you can't tame me no, i'll never shatter Monday, 18 April 2005 Mood: not sure she look like a crying angel i look at her from a hidden place i noticed that she just wants to take her life away i did not want to look at it why are you doing it i begin crying and screaming she looked at me with unconscious eyes i saw broken life she smiled sadly and took handful of pills i heard someone's screams in a moment i realized that was from me this frightful scream she is laying there life is leaving her body i thought this life won't be the same wihout her she go away... she died... who she was? i don't know but her life seemed to be short i did not know her but i know she was close to me i am curious what she thought before she died and i realized she was already dead inside i think she doesn't regret now she will be the lost soul walking thorugh this world the penance for that what she did i wonder how many people's lives she destroyed before i left this place i looked at her once again and i realized the body that lay there it's mine... Newer | Latest | Older |