there are many rides in ashley land and there are always new riders
there is always something new going on in my life,weather it is between my friends or between my family.there is always something or someone that I can depend on...and maybe that is why I am making this webpage,almost like a jounal for me to keep track of all my thoughts while still being about to go over there day after day.good or bad.up or down. black or white.
The one thing in my life that will always make sense is the music I listen to...and even the music I dont but has the lyrics that make an impact on my life and really help me think.Here's starting from my favorite band...Finger Eleven.
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : As Far As I Can See You Spit
Help me, yeah. How can I trust in anyone, When I can't trust myself . I'm stealing things from better lives, The lives upon the shelf. But I'm not as lonely, As I thought, but I know now. That it takes much longer, To be free from this. What used to come so naturally, Seems to go away. You're killing me from inside out, To make me understand. And I can't believe this, And I pray that you find him. Never did understand, How you were, and you were. Fight. Fight. Fight. Fight, fight. Fight. Fight. Fight. Fight, fight. Let it go. I'm seeing things in darker lights, Pressed into nicotine. You're never thinking for yourself, You're fastened by you're strings. And I can't believe this, And I pray that you find him. Never did understand, How you were, and you were. Fight. Fight. Fight. Fight, fight. Fight. Fight. Fight. Fight, fight.
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Awake And Dreaming
i can't lose anything so what's left is mine and I win this time consolation day i'll make up a way i'll know now just what to say i'll get away from you wait and I'll be begging And I'll get away from you i'll pull you down i saw it all again fading memory became clear to me i try but I can't say that I'm yours for good support me you said you would i'll get away from you wait and I'll be begging and I'll get away from you i'll pull you down awake and dreaming I'm only sleeping
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Bones And Joints
Cloud my eyes and tell me what to see I'm falling Every way I turn the same disease But I like it Brace myself and hit the wall with ease I'm colliding I'm not minding the pain Chorus I've been down here before All my bones and joints are sore Pick my way out of the wreck again I've been down here before Lost myself and so much more Find my way out of the game again Open up my head and take it in Just like always Think about the bar and take a swing Loaded trapeze What you need the most from me is yours I'll continue to deceive you my friend Chorus You lost what made you you Or maybe I never knew I can't stay here anymore Give it all or you're on your own I will leave you I will leave you I will leave you I will leave you Chorus
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Broken Words
Your sweet little hands Brush right past me And sometimes you don't understand Why you can't reach I bite when I don't want to bend How silent I can be So she is silent too She's the one who saw my words Broken and torn at the seems And broken words were all she heard Now she's walking away from me and some were meant And some meant well The difference between us is so Hard to tell And I was so shaken but now All I see Is everything she meant to me And she's the one who saw my words Broken and torn at the seems And broken words were all she heard Now she's walking away She's the one who saw my words Broken and torn at the seems And broken words were all she heard Now she's walking away She's the one who saw my words Broken and torn at the seems And broken words were all she heard Now she's walking away And broken words were all she heard Now she's walking away
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Drag You Down
It's biting it's teething it's biting I'm bleeding It's calling it's crawling it's calling and I'm falling ~Chorus~ The perfect sound of middle ground Pull me under before I try to drag you down Someone has to pull me under before I try and drag you, drag you, drag you down They're fighting they're growing they're fighting and They're growing I'm biting I'm teething I'm biting and bleeding ~Chorus~ biting and teething and bleeding ~Chorus~
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Famous
Wait if everything's going great Can you remember a day to tell? If someone should wish you well Then there's a narrow chance All I want from you my dear friend I've already got I could show you how And you say you've got that feeling again It won't be long enough But it may never end I know Wait I thought I had something to say I will remember someday Fate found you buckling under the weight And you thought you would last All I got from you my dear friend I don't even want Follow your answers But you look so bitter Who are you? Are you famous? Important? Don't stop that glitter All I wanted from you Is all forgotten for you
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : First Time
I had never thought we were hangin' on but the fall looks very far staring at the ground what flesh will do to you will do to me too Be free and on your own It's not that simple, it's not that simple It's never that simple It feels like the first time that we've fallen behind and we faltered too far down no one could save us It feels like the first time and we're standing above them and no one can touch us the worst is over the worst is over I could say to you a bitter word or two There's no stopping now Just get it out in the air Heard it through the fog and hurt by it all I'd take it back today but it's out of my hands, it's out of my hand But it's out of my hands It feels like the first time that we've fallen behind and we faltered too far down no one could save us It feels like the first time and we're standing above them and no one can touch us the worst is over Lost in the film again All the signs were showing watching a single frame when the wind begins You're never anywhere Cause you're caught in my weather Caught in my weather every time Feels like the first time We've fallen behind No use is the other one to wait And I can hold on as sure as I'm strong Get over the faithfull yesterdays... yeah... days..... yeah..... It feels like the first time that we've fallen behind and we faltered too far down no one could save us It feels like the first time and we're standing above them and no one can touch us the worst is over It feels like the first time that we've fallen behind and we faltered too far down no one could save us It feels like the first time and we're standing above them and no one can touch us the worst is over the worst is over the worst is over...
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Sick Of It All
Are the sins getting staler Does every moment move past you Or does it feel like forever And shouldn't you be laughing too? Take a look how they found you Take a look what they've done to you now So what was it they wanted Sullen and haunted If only you saw it coming How far down would you fall If you never came up again 'Cause you're so sick of it all And you want to change everything Just how deep would you go To see through it all If you could consume her Would you say you were finding your way out? Is anything coming clearer Smashing your mirror? Still you can see you're guilty How far down would you fall If you never came up again 'Cause you're so sick of it all And you want to change everything Just how deep would you go To see through it all Coming closer my composure turning inside out in her Calling home all alone You can call I won't answer Any question in my head Remains until you feel the same Never telling how I felt is all I ever cared about How far down would you fall te If you never came up again Cause you're so sick of it all And you wanna change everything And someone somewhere should know If you wanna come back around Just how deep would you go To see through it all To see through it all Coming closer my composure turning inside out in her Calling home all alone You can call I won't answer Any question in my head Remains until you feel the same Never telling how I felt is all I ever cared about ya
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Slow Chemical
The wonder of the world is gone and old for sure All the wonder that I want I've found in her As a whole becomes a part I strike to burn An old flame returns. Every intuition fails to find its way One more table turned around and back again. Finding I'm more lost than found when she's not around When she's not around I feel it coming down Chorus: Get me what I could never ask for Connect me and you could be my chemical, now Give me the drug you know I'm after Connect me and you could be my chemical When everybody wants (the chemical of) your soul Give me what I could never ask for Connect me and you could be my chemical, now Give me the drug you know I'm after Chorus (x2) You could be the chemical {Repeat}
Artist : Finger Eleven Song : Walking In My Shoes
I would tell you about the things They put me through The pain I've been subjected to But the Lord himself would blush The countless feasts laid at my feet Forbidden fruits for me to eat But I think your pulse would start to rush Now I'm not looking for the absolution Or forgiveness for the things I do But before you come to any conclusions Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes Morality would frown upon And decency look down upon The scapegoat fate's made of me But I tell you now, my judge and jurors Intentions couldn't have been purer My case is easy to see I'm not looking for a clearer conscience Peace of mind after what I've been through And before we talk of any repentance Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my... Now I'm not looking for the absolution Or forgiveness for the things I do But before you come to any conclusions Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes
