drank
again.
...
to that point
of oblivion
dialed his number
hung up
dialed it again
'hello' he said
'i can't stop loving you, you asshole!'
and called again.
got his machine. said: that's what i did .
.
.
.
i come from a long line of must stop drinking. started again.
now must stop again.
must.
.
.
'hello, hello'
(looking all the while at his caller id?)
i said,
(ready?)
and hung up.
'i'm sorry i called you an asshole.
but the rest
still stands.
and..will.'
last night.
hard-drinking, hard-living, moonshine-making alcoholic
redneck bigamists from somewhere beyond
godforsaken, two wrong turns off
the appalachian trail.
bad shit in my blood.
and so.
i