i have completely lost all inspiration to play piano. i don't even know why, but i have no motivation whatsoever. it's just so frustrating. i used to love piano so so much and now i can't even bring myself to practice. i know it's my fault, but i think it's also partly due to my piano teacher. he just gives me no motivation at all. my old piano teacher--the one i had before i started at this school--was so great. she gave me lots of pieces--and hard ones too. and i improved so much with her. and now, i just feel like i'm accomplishing nothing.
i've been trying to figure out how i can get out of this slump i'm in . . . but i don't know what i should do. i need to try and find the part of playing piano that i used to love so much. or who knows, maybe i should just concentrate on school and the bassoon and leave it at that. i don't know. i'm sure i'll figure it out eventually. it's just so discouraging. *sigh*
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