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you see . . . here's my problem. i don't know how i am. i mean . . . when people ask me "how are you?" i just don't know how to respond. i'm not great, but i'm not horrible, i just don't know. i've been having these mood swings lately. so i guess i do know how i am. i'm confused and unpredictable. yes! that's it---confused and unpredictable. now, what i should make of that, i have absolutely no idea. may 19th was the ten year anniversary of my dad's death. so at least i know why i've been in this strange phunk of a mood. i just feel like i should be more sad about the whole thing. but i'm not really. i guess i've just dealt with it long enough by now. it seems like more than 10 years. . . probably because i was so young.
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