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"Whats The 411 On Our Love?"

CHAPTER 1

You walk down the mall with your best friend. You see tons of girls, more than usually. "what the hell is going on?" your friend asks. " I dont know" you say. "oh my gosh Brian is so hot"..." No AJ is" " HOWIEEE oh my goodness, CHEETAH!" you hear all these girls say. " why are they all talking about the backstreet boys, did there new cd come out or something" your friend says, you think 'clueless', then you say "Millenium like came out last year, and I havent heard about a new one..believe me I would know", " I know" she says. You hear more girls screech about there favorite boy. You get tired of it, so you go up to one of the girls, " excuse me, what is all this fuss over BSB?" " oh my gosh... HELLLOOO there coming to the music store right here, DUHH" you look at her like ' ok bitch let me slap your face in', but you just smile nd walk away." I hear there HERE. your friend says"" yep!!!!!!!" you yell. "now its my time to make my move on Nick" you say, your friends laughs." out of thousands of girls, what is your chance of him falling for you?" she asks. " same as the rest" you say..." but I have more to offer" you say laughing, she laughs.

CHAPTER 2:

You try to get your way to the music store, but there were so many girls, you couldnt get through. Security was all over the entrances/exits, blocking people so they wouldnt get in. Then you heard them start speaking" the record store is full, there is over 2,000 people in here for the BSB, I am sorry but there is no more room. Very sorry, but we are not alowing anyone else in, thank you". All dispointed faces turned as you seen them go away. You were also. "this fuckin blows" your friend said. " that was like my only chance to ever meet Nick Carter,and its out" you wanted to cry, but you couldnt understand that 20 minutes ago you didnt even know they were here, but 1,000's of other girls did, FANS, like yourself. But you didnt know, but you came to the mall that day, anyway, just a random pick of a day. Fate? you thought. You kept thinking about it, as you and your friend walked through the mall.

You walked the whole mall so you turned and passed the music store. There we still security,and very few girls outside staring through the clear glass windows. There was like 40 more girls left in the itself. You just searched with your eyes as you walked by, hoping to get a glimpse of one of them. Walking, and walking, and searching, only in a matter of 6 seconds, THEN boom you spotted Nick...staring at you. 'ME?' ' is he looking at me?' you asked yourself in your head. You suddenly got butterflies, lost your breathe slightly. " oh my gosh Ncik Carter is staring at you" you walked by the store now.. " HE WAS, staring at you" she says. " you think so?" you acted cool but was really screaming inside." YES! lets go back." " no wait I cant, I..." you say then was interupted but your friend dragging you back to the way to the record store. You searched again. Nick was gone, his seat was emtpy. " how the?" your friend said, "where'd he go?" she asked. " beats me" you say. One of the security guards satred you down, then walked up to you..." ISEE HIM, HES BACK IN THE CHAIR" your friend screams, referring to Nick. You was about to go to your friend when the guard stopped you, " excuse me miss, would you like to go into the store?"... you were speechless, " um yes" you say, barely spitting it out. " ok, come with me" he smiles" "but wait, what about my friend, I cant leave her here" you say. " she can come, but just her and you" " ok" you tell your and you both follow the man.

CHAPTER 3

"I wonder why he is being so nice?" your friend asks. "I have no idea" you say. "So you like the Backstreet Boys?" he asks, "she likes them more" your friend says, pointing to you. "Oh I see, whos your favorite?" he asks, " Nick" you reply. He smiles, " great, here is a BSB photo that you can get signed by all of them" he says handing the picture to you, " would you like one?" he asks your friend, " Yes, thank you" she says. " Thank you very much, but why did you let us go in?" you ask curiously. He just smiles as he walks you both towrads the line. "Well have a great day girls" he says leaving, you and your friend both say goodbye and thanks again. "Wow he was nice, kinda strange situation" your friend says. " Yes but who cares, The BAckstreet Boys... were gunna meet the bsb!" you say excited but quiet. The last girl in front of you was now done, so it is now your turn. They all say hello, they ask for your name, then they each write a few sentences. You got Nick last. Your friend was joking around with AJ about a few things. "Hey, whats up?" he says, " nothing just shopping...talking to you" you say kind of playfully. He laughs, while he is writing to you. Thinking to yourself: ok talk as much as possible, but dont over do it. "so how long are you in town for?" you ask, "3 days, including today, then we headed off to upper Canada for a tv show." he says, " sounds like fun". "Well it is, but I am kind of tired ya know, I mean I love doing it and well I dont regret anything, I jsutneed some time off" he says finishing up. " Yeah I know" you say....' crap, I dont know what else to say'. He hands you the picture, " here ya go" he smiles, " thank you so much" you smile. You look at your friend, time to go. You didnt want to leave but of course you had to. You both thank them again and say goodbye, then you had to leave. You got out of the store, you turned to look at them but the five chairs were all empty. It is now 8 o-clock and its time for your mom to pick you both up. You get into the car and you explain to your mom everything. Your dream came true! One of them.

CHAPTER 4

Youd ropped your friend off at her house then got your house. Your mom seemed a little frustrated and nervous. She kept looking in the rear-view mirror, turning around, looking around everywhere, she she stayed silent. You thought she killed someone or something and the cops were out to get her. You just kept silent. You got to your house and went up to your room read what Nick wrote. DUH! you thought, you never even read what the guys wrote on your picture, you wanted to save Nick's writings for last, from AJ: Hey, this mall is pretty wild! I'm glad you enjoy our music and is one of our fns. God Bless you!...Kevin:I love this city, its so beautiful.thank you for being a BSB fan. All the best to you...Howie:Hey Hey Hey! Whats up? I am sooooo glad that you enjoy our group, BSB forever :) all love babe!....Brian: Thank you for being one of our fans, we adore you very much. All the best to you...you keep BSB going forever!...now for the best one Nick: Hey Beautiful ( you melted and sat on your floor) I'm so glad you came to the mall today to see us, I got to catch a glimpse of an angel :)Thank you very much for being one our fans,and thank you for loving our music and having faith in BSB, well I hope you do :) Love ya!

"OH MY GOSH!!"you scream...your mom knocks on your door..your still a little afraid of her but you open it anyway. "one of your friends is at the door, plus its 10pm, tell them next time dont come by this late" she says, you wanted to tell her it wasnt THAT late but you decided to not disturb her. She went off to her room. 'spooky'('bout ur mom) you thought as you went to the door, you opened it and saw NICK CARTER. You fell. You were so embarassed. "oh my, here let me help you" he said, taking your hand and helping you up. "oh my gosh what are you doing here?" you say, shocked. "I'm sorry for startling you" he says,you moved the hair out of your face, then looked in his eyes, his beauitful baby blues. "its ok, but still, how did you?.. what? I'm confused" you say. "well I know this sounds 'obsessing' or 'scary' but please dont think any of that, but well I followed your car..I KNOW it sounds wierd but I had to find you, I mean I had to be near you, get to know you, I couldnt back at the mall because, duh, of the people there, but..ok I"m outta words"he rambeled on. You stood there wide-eyed. "you followed me?" you said kinda loud. " I am sorry but I couldnt..ugh I'm not good at words"he breaks off. "no wonder why my mother was acting strange, she knew someone was following us, oh my gosh, I should go tell her, she is freaked out" you say, acting all hyper. "please calm down.. I didnt mean to frighten your family.. oh my" he says. You stopped. You realized that Nick Carter was for YOU!, You were happy, you started laughing and smiling. He looked at you weirdly, from your quick change from mad to happy. "I'm sorry for being mad, you followed me? to get to know me? wow this is great!" you say. He smiles, still a little confused."here um, well my mom would get mad if I brought a guy into the house" you say. " cant we talk out here?" says him. " YES..yes we can, here lets sit and talk" you say, trying to act cool, but inside your screaming! He looks at you. "Ok you first tell me..well you did come here"you say. " Of course, ok maybe I should explain better" he says, you knodd." Ok when I first seen you looking in at the Record store, I swear I lost my breathe. Then when we caught eachothers eye, I couldnt focus. No girl has done that to me before, well yes I've had those 'wow that girl is hot' or 'she is almost perfect' but nothing as much as you, like right now I cant even breathe, I have buterflies in my stomach as we speak, I cant explain it" he trys to say. He looks at you, you just stare at him. "um? are you ok?' he says because you hadnt spoke a word or motion you were alive. You started to cry, well more tear. "oh shit, whats wrong? oh no..." he says, as he put his hand on your shoulder. "nothings wrong, that was so sweet. No one has said anything like THAT to me" you start to smile and choke back a few tiny tears."oh" he smiles, "phew, I thought you like hated me", you smile, " no I dont hate you, matter in fact I lo..." you stop. He knew." I cant believe your here telling me this, this is unreal" you say, you pinch yourself, without him noticing you...just to see if you were dreaming. You felt it. What a relief.

CHAPTER 5

"Well I wanna know EVERYTHING about you, I have all night!" he says cheery. "ok um, well my last name is..." you explain basically your life. He seemed so interested in it, even some stuff was kind of boring but he enjoyed every word. An hour passed, then you decided you told him enough facts and stories of you."well I'm sure you know a lot about me" he says.." wait I know that sounded conseeded"he said. " no, I do know some stuff, like your favorite color, food, so like tell me other stuff"you say. He begins to tell you stuff, stuff you couldnt imagine."hey you wanna go and get some food" he says. "oh,I would love to but its late and well my mom would be pissed if I went anywhere" you say, ' wait what the hell are you saying, nick carter man, nick carter!' you thought to yourself. "your right, it is late, sorry" he says. "well can I see you tomorrow?" you say, not believing you would ask him that."crap, I dont know, I have to do this photo shoot thing..well wait a minute, what about around 5 o-clock?pm." he says, "sure thats fine" you say. " can I come over here, or will your mom get mad?" he asks, " she wont" you smile. He smiles. A moment not forgotten as he leans over and kisses you on the lips. You melt in his passionate kiss. He lets go with a smile, "I'll see you tomorrow, my princess angel" he smiles big and he gets up and walks over to his car. You smile and wave good bye. You RUN to your room, with disbelief, you pinch yourself again, yep your awake! You wanted to go and call your friend, but you thought ' should I even tell her?, OR anyone?" you were confused, but you were in love and the thought that he may be in love with you as well, wow you were swept off you feet, soaring through the air of happiness and love. You layed in your bed and closed your eyes and went to dream about your love. You rolepayed in your mind as you tried to sleep about you marrying him and having a Nick JR. Then after the baby arrived, you drifted away into sleep. good night.

CHAPTER 6

"Now if you dont get up were gunna be late" AJ yelled at Nick for the 3rd time. he threw a pillow at Nicks face because he still didnt get up. "What time did he get back last night?" Howie asked, drying off his hair from the shower."The question is, what time did he get home" AJ chimed in."You guys are pathetic" Kevin replied, " NICK! if you dont get up now, were leaving without you and your out of the group! thats FINAL!"Kevin yelled. Nick jumped out the bed and ran straight towards the bathroom and closed the door. About 10 seconds later, they heard the shower running. "about time" Brian said putting on his shoe."I know where Nick went!" Kevin said,"where?"AJ asked."He followed this girl home, I dont remember her name, but I think I remember which one" he said. AJ,Brian and Howie stared at eachother in shock."What a horny freak"Howie said laughing, the rest of them laguhed. They heard the shower stop. "uh oh did he hear us?" Howie asked, " Yeah, through a closed door and the sound of running water, yeah Howie thats it" AJ remarked sarcastly."Ok smart-ass" said Howie. 5 minute passed, Nick opened the door all dressed except for his socks and shoes. He walked over to the bed and put them on. " So Nick, whos the lucky lady?" Brian asked, finishing up his muffin, then brushing the crumbs off his pants. "Ok who has been running their mouth?" Nick said."forget who did, why'd you do it man? you know we cant just go after some fan, you know they will run there own mouth too, then were screwed" AJ rambeled. " Ok what the hell is the big deal? so what I cant just be a guy and talk to a girl? thats pretty messed up" Nick said with additude. " well you knew before Nick, that we cant do that, so don't act like its some surprise, god" AJ concluded. Nick just rolled his eyes and went on tying his sneakers.Howie got up and walked over to the bed, sat down next to Nick and said, "so what did you talk about?". Nick turned to him, "that wouldnt be your business now woudl it?", everyone just stopped and looked at Nick, " ooooooooooooooookkkk" Howie said, getting up. "Yo Nick what the hell is your problem?" AJ sorta yelled, Nick got up in his face, " YOU GUYS ARE MY PROBLEM, FIRST YOUR BITCHING AT ME ABOUT STAYING OUT LATE, THEN GOING UP AND TALKING TO SOME GIRL", " actually it is FOLLOWING then talking" Brian jumped in." you know what forget it guys, man this ain't worth fighting about" Howie added." now wait maybe it is worth it, Nick gets all jumpy when we speak the RULES" AJ said. "she isnt a rule, ok, she isnt gunna be a rule I have to follow, she is someone who I find very interesting, and a girl I find in my heart. and if ANY of you guys have a problem with me falling for a girl, then you know what, maybe you guys ain't worth being my 'brothers'" Nick yelled. AJ replied, " No Nick, it isnt about you falling for a girl, its about you not...", Nick interupted, " NO SAVE IT AJ!, I'm outta here" Nick said slamming the hotel door shut."great! just great, we gotta shoot to do,dammit!" Brian yelled.

Back at your house, you finish your shower, then start fixing your hair, and makeup. "2:30! I got a few more hours, eeeehhhh! I can't believe this is happening" you scream, turning on your radio, you start dancing to a fast song..a song you hate! Normally you would shut it off or change the station but you didnt care, your soooo happy!... Your mom starts yelling you to come down stairs. "yeah mom" you say. "Ok you know what, Nick Carter is at the door, now tell me what is goign on? how ?" she says. You stop dead in your tracks, ( even though you were already steady standing!) "WHAT"..."yep go look.. I gotta finish cooking..dont do anything stupid, invite him in or something" she says walking to the kitchen. You quickly fix up your hair, then open the door, " hey" he says. He was an angel. "hi! I wasnt expecting you for a few hours tho" you say smiling. " do you want me to leave then come back?" he says, " NONO! its ok, um come in" you say opening the door wider, " Um actually I was wondering if you could come out here, I need to talk to you, and I'm not if your mom would hear us or not" he says, quite serious. You sense soemthing wrong, but you go outside with him. "whats wrong?" you ask, sitting downm next to him. "I think I just quit the group" he says quietly. "WHAT? OH MY GOSH! what happened?" you say, shocked. He explained the whole thing to you. He didnt know how he could, though. I mean he just told you, how much he cared, that he jeapordized THE BACKSTREET BOYS for you. "Nick I am sorry! but you cant quit this" you say. "Well you know what, I mean maybe we will be ok, I just need to cool off for a few hours, ya know? I'll go back later and apologize. It'll be ok" he says, then he smiled. "I promise, dont worry" he says, then looks into your eyes, then kisses you softly on your lips, but more like a peck though. "Ok, dont you need to go to a shoot though or something, I remember you telling me something" you say, kind of forgetting. "It was canceled" he said, kind of disturbly. "oh ok, so um do you wanna go see a movie? or something" you jump in, smiling. " yeah I gotta ask my mom, hold a sec,k?" you say getting up. He knodds smiling. You rush into the hosue, closing the door. " MOM MOM MOM! WHERE ARE YOU! MOM" you say running into the kitchen, " MOM! ok listen, OH! (you laugh), mom ok, listen, ok.. ok, Nick wants to take me to see a movie, PLEEEEEEASE MOM, PLEASE I SWEAR! I WONT DO ANYTHING BAD, I SWEAR, MOM PLEEASE CAN I?" you yell all hyperly. Your mom jsut stands there, with her eyes-wide. "um sure you can", you smile and jump up and down, " thank you moM! i loveeeeeeee youyuuuuu!" you kiss your mom and go to the door and tell nick you could go but he had to wai tlike 5 minutes so you coudl go and get ready. You rush to the bathroom andfix your hair, make up ect. You were so happy. All your dreams were coming true!Smiles.

CHAPTER 7

You pull up to the theater. Nick puts on a baseball cap and sunglasses. You felt kind of weird watching him try to disguise himself. He notices you watching him, "its ok, I do it all the time, I'll take these off when we get into the theater" he says smiling. You give him a quick smile then turn your head to look out the window, you think, ' the dark theater '. "ok lets go!" he says getting out. He wanted to open the door for you, thats why he got out fast, but you didnt catch on until after, so you opened your own door. "want me to go back inside then you can open it?" you say laughing. He smiles, "thats ok, we'll get it right next time", he says taking your hand. 'next time', it sounded so wonderful! You got into the theater, you went to see a PG-13, even though he is old enough to buy rated R. It was easier if he just got pg-13 so they wouldnt have to look at his licsense and see Nick Carter, then the whole place would go nuts. You get your tickets then go into the theater in the back row. He takes off his glasses and hat. Then he realizes..."crap! I forgot to ask you if you wanted popcorn or a drink or something" .." its ok, I'm fine" you say, " no...".."Nick, I'm fine, I dont want anything, thank you" you say,and then smile. He smiles, "ok" he takes your hand and holds it throughout the whole movie. Well sometimes he let go, cuz it got all sweaty but then he held it again later! You felt like you were falling in love with him all over again. He kisses you at the end of the movie..during the credits..yet he is still kissing you. That lasted for 10 minutes. Then he put on his 'gear' and you guys left and headed for the car. You were riding in the car, you realized that he is leaving tomorrow..you wanted to say something but how could you? You felt kind of sick in the stomach.. it was iritating you so bad, ' I need to tell him' you repeated in your head, 'but how can I????'. "hey you wanna go get something to eat?" you ask. "sure" you say. "but I gotta go back to my hotel to get the rest of my money" he says, taking a left turn. " I have money, forget it, you paid for my ticket for the movie, I can pay for dinner, I have enough" you offer. "no! thats ok! my hotel is right up here! keep your money!" he says..."I'm not poor you know, I can pay for it"you say with a tad of additude. He looks at you with a mad look..but very sexy looking."I know your not poor, I'm just saying I can, I'm quite a gentleman" he says, turning into all smiles. You couldnt but smile. All day you were smiling, he made you so happy!

"wow your hotel is sweet!" you say staring at the large luxery bulding."its even better inside..come on, princess angel!" he says. You look at him like 'uh oh!'.."NO! not like that! I'm just going to get money..thats all..coem on, sick minded girl!" he says smiling. " ugh" you say. Then he says" I was kidding, your my angel princess" he says, opening the door for you. "hey you got it right this time" he laughs. "its only the beginning" he says taking your hand once again. You felt like someone dropped permedant smiled on your face! You were so happy! You walked up to his room. He opened the door, wow was the room huge. You walked in, staring all over. Then you heard Howie's voice..' oh my goodness more backstreet boys!' you were so excitied but you didnt say anything. "Nick there you are. I cant believe you..." Howie pauses when he saw you. "Hi, I'm Howie" he came over and extended his hand to shake yours. You tell him your name, nice to meet you. The Brian comes in, then AJ, then Kevin. 'ahhhh more backstreet boyz!' you say screaming in your head. They all say hello to you and shake your hand. They all were surprised acting.. you didn't like it. "um, Nick we need to speak with you..alone" AJ says, hinting for you to leave. They all looked at you. It was a very awkward moment for you. "ok, well I got and wait down in the Lobby" you say. They all say nice meeting you again thanks. Nick said nothing to you. You just leave,closes the door behind you. You wonder what is going? You sort of felt like crying but you didnt know what there was to cry about. You started walking the hall but then quickly turned around and snuck up by the door and listen to see if you could hear anything.

CHAPTER 8

"dont yell at me" Nick said loudly."why the hell are you acting like a fool? AJ screamed back."a fool? spending time with a girl is me acting like a fool?" nick yelled. "NO, not going to the photo shoot is acting like a fool, ACTING like nothing is wrong, IS ACTING LIKE A FOOL" AJ screamed loud. You couldnt believe what you were hearing, what did Nick do that? "well excuse me for trying to have a life" Nick said with MAJOR additude."well you what, there isnt a way to change your mind, huh? so what are you gunna stay here when tomorrow comes, huh? your not going to Germany with us?" AJ said calming down, so you couldnt barely hear him."maybe not" Nick said. Your stomach dropped. "what? Nick stop this right now, you too AJ" Brian jumped in, " this is ridiculous, Nick ok we know you like this girl and that you dont wanna feel trapped on not having a personal life or whatever your thinking, but please dont end it this way"Brian begged. "oh Brian shutup, dont give in to him"AJ snapped."AJ why dont you shutup"Nick said, packing his clothes into his bag."NICK dont do this, stop packing, stop saying that stuff"Howie begged. Packing? you ask yourself."Howie, no, I can't stay within this group, with people who only seem to care about music and there own lives, AJ you have a girlfriend, Kevin and Brian you guys have FIANCES, HIPACRITS! the only one here with sincerity in you Howie, the rest of you, damn" Nick said, loud enough so you could hear him. You felt sick, you thought you were gunna puke..."there is a difference, we see them when we dont have work or they can come along with us, you can't do that with her, plus we known our girls longer"Kevin tried explaining. " see there ya go again acting all upper-high society..' you cant do that with her' you know what Kevin shutup, just shut the fuck up" Nick yelled. " GUYS STOP THIS! I'm sure we can sit down and calm down and talk this through maturly" Howie said trying to get things together. "You know what this is bullshit, I should take a SOLO career now, since Nick is leaving, BSB is over, PEACE OUT BOYZZZ" AJ yelled. There was silent. You ran to the stairs, forget the elevator, its faster to leave the hallway by the stairs. You ran down flight by flight. You went into a another floor, to the elevator to finish the way down, you were too tired to go down anymore. You pressed the button and you walked in, noticing it was just you..and AJ!

CHAPTER 9

You froze. Just stood there silent, you didn't even look at him. He did the same. You felt like blowing up at him, but you didnt. You wanted to get out of there soon as possible. "weren't you supposed to be in the lobby?" he turned to you and asked. ' oh no thats right ' you remember. 'think of something..FAST'.."I wanted to look around, this hotel is so big and beautiful,plus I figured you guys had to talk about stuff and that may take a few minutes" you rambled.'phew, good coverup' you told yourself. "yeah we sure did have stuff to talk about" he said. He didn't seem angry with you, even though you played a big role in them breaking up. The sign "Lobby" lit up and you heard the 'ding', the door opened and you departed seperate ways. You walked to the lobby part where there were couches. You looked around and then spotted Nick, he had his head on the arm of one of the fancy couches. You walked, you had to keep quiet about what you heard. You tapped him on the shoulders..."hey, are you ready?", he lifted up his head and with no surprise you saw a few tears. You knew what was wrong but you had to act like you didnt. "Nick whats wrong?", he just looked at you, and wiped his eyes and then stood up and picked up his bag. "nothing..nothing is wrong, come on lets go..what time do you need to be home?" He said walking towards the exit, without holding your hand. "she never said a time, but I think she thought I was just going to a movie" you say walking more behind him than next to him."are you hinting to go home now?" he said. You reached the car, he hopped right into the drivers side, without opening the door for you. You wanted to get it out of him,"Ok Nick something is wrong, can't you please just tell me?" you plead. "I said NOTHING IS WRONG"he yelled. You got this sudden heat upony uor fce, you were angry. "you know what, just take me home" you said then turn to look out the window. "fine". The whoel car ride to your house was silent. No radio, no voices of any kind. You were trying so hard not to cry. You succeeded. He pulled into your driveway, slowed down and just waited for you to get out. Without no word. You had to say something, you had to 'save' this. "thanks for the ride" you choke out then you got out. Walking to your door, without turning to look at him. You ran upstairs to your room and closed the door, turned on your radio to drown out your sobs. "THANKS FOR THE RIDE!" thats all I could say'??? you thought, "stupid, i am so fucking stupid!" you say to yourself, you fall to the floor then cry.You couldnt tell anyone, anything. This was your secret to the world and all the BSB fans who are about to be heart broken.

Chapter 10

1 week past, you were getting over him a little bit more day by day, but you still had part of a broken heart. No one announced that the BSB were no longer a group. Just some of the shows have been canceled, they were supposed to host TRL but they announced that they were "in Germany, sick, all but Brian had the flu" So they had to reschedule later on. You knew that was bull. ' maybe there trying to settle this.. or not' you thought. "Come on, I'm going to the mall you have to come with me and pick out some clothes, its now or never" your mom said. "ok be right there" you say, brushing your hair. Great, the mall, how can I ever pass the record store....memories.You knew you had to get over it, so maybe this would help. You got into the car and drove to the mall with your mom. You shopped in a few stores, you got 2 new shirts. You were walking... there was the record store. It looked like it always did every other time (before when BSB appeared). You couldnt go inside.You thought you could get ove rit, but you couldnt...not just yet. Your heart was too weak. You wanted to cry, but you had to wait. You looked in and saw 2 girls looking and obsessing over the Backstreet Boys ,you seen a girl gauking at a alone Nick Carter one, you think ' i was once his princess angel' then you finally pass the store completely. Your mom had to go into a store..which didn't seem too appealing to you, so you said you would just wait at the bench. About 5 minutes later, you herd the loud speaker come,"Attention everyone,is there a princess angel here..nick name princess angel, please come to the security office, your party is waiting, once again nickname princess angel, please come to the security office, your party is waiting, thank you".."oh my gosh, could it be?nooo..could it?" you say aloud, a little lady was sitting next you, looked at your wierdly and got up and said, " there is still hope" she said thenw alked away.' what did she mean by that? either hope that my love is here, or that there is still hope for me to get mental help' ..you didn't care, you got up and walked very fastly to the security office.You got up there, so excited but nervous.You peak in to take a good look at your love...then your heart crashed, your stomach burned.It wasnt him. You werent her. There was young girl in about her early 20's hugging a man about her same age. "that was so sweet, princess angel! see I do pay attention when you sweet talk me" she said laughing and smiling."well you are my princess angel" he said kissing her. You backed away from the door, you bursted into tears. You walked to the closet, bench chair,couch,rock you didnt care. You sat down and cried.'I'm in love with him, I am not getting over him..I love him so much, why god? why! " you spoke while my head was in your palms.Then you rememberd your mother.'shit, if she sees that I have been crying, she'll hound me on what is wrong, do I tell her? do I tell anyone? i'm so confused' you stop crying. You walked fast to the bathroom and tried cleaning yourself up. It still looked a little bit like you were crying, but you couldnt tell her why, so you thought of an excuse. You walk back to the bench your mom was sitting there. "Where were you?...are you crying?" she asked. You laughed, " No, no, sorry but I kepy sneezing like 7 times in a row then all this snot came out, so embarssing, I had to go to the bathroom to get a tissue!" you said laughing. Your mom laughed.'she bought it' you thought. You both thought it was time to go home, so you did. When you got home there was a note on your front door, addressed with "Princess Angel", you snatched it before your mom could see it. Now is this from him? You ran to your room and opened it. CHAPTER 11

It read...

Princess Angel,

I'm very sorry about how I acted. I had a big fight with the guys, which I cannot say about ( its a secret now, but you'll find out someday),and I was just in a bad mood.

Please forgive me, I'm serious when I say, I have nothing, if I dont have. I'd go anywhere for you. Anywhere with you. :)

Love,

Nick

PS. I'm going to come by your house tomorrow, if you forgive me, awnser the door if not then goodluck and have a great life :)..:(

You folded back up the envelope. You were releived but yet sad. Of course you were going to forgive him but you just didn't know. There was something bothering you, but you couldn't put your tongue on it.

..THE NEXT DAY

You didn't know when he was coming. So you left the whole day open for him. Your family was going to be gone for the whole day so that was better for you. You tried some many things to wait, watched TV, played music, even tried writing a song about Nick, surfed the internet. 4.00PM came around, knocking at your door. yay! It was Nick. You greeted him with a hug.he has a pretty pink rose, just for you ( with all the money he has, he got you 1 rose? lol :)... You guys talked about the things that have been happening , like whats up with him, whats up with you. He did not talk about the breaking up of the group. You wondered why he didn't share that with you. "Hey you wanna go to a nice resturant now? I have money, no stops, I promise, my treat and a smile all the way" he says, you laugh. "its a date" you say,running to get your purse and you put something else on that was a little fancy.

He opened the door to you at the car. "here you go madame" you laughed, "why thank you sir". Youd rove to a beautiful resturant. He got out first and opened the door for you then held your hand. Just like old times. You had reserved the table already. In the back, there were a few other tables there but no one was seated yet...no one you knew either. The room was pretty, it had a chandalier, flowers, light classical music in the background. You were both seated and given menus. You browsed through the menu looking for something cheap. You didnt want to be rude and rade his credit card! About 10 minutes later the waiter came, a young man about 19 years, very cute...but you didnt care you had your cutie already. You both ordered. He didnt notice you ordered a simple cheap meal. While you waited, he took your hand and you both held hands across the table. "I have to tell you something.."Nick said. 'here he goes about the band breaking up' you thought. "I love you" he said. 'ok guess not' you think 'oh my gosh he loves me!' you scream in your head. "you do?" you ask 'duh me' you think again."Yes I do, since the first time I saw you, you gave me the feelings, now I know that feeling is true, I love you" he said. You were so happy. "awww, well I have to say, I love you too" you both smile, then you lean in and kiss eachother.

CHAPTER 12

Your food comes with a message from the waiter. "Excuse me, Mr. Carter, the rest of your group is here, shall I sat more plates and you move both to a bigger table" the waiter asked, setting down the plates."Who?" Nick asked.You had a feeling 'who' the 'group' was. "Uh, a Mr. Mclean,Mr.Richardson,Mr.Dorough and a Mr. Littrel" he said. You seen Nick's face turn from a pink to a white. You knew what was going on, but you wanted to wait for Nick to tell you. "I'm sorry, they won't be sitting with us" Nick says, very scarely like. "ok, then, enjoy your meals" he left with a fake smile. "why wont they be sitting with us?" you ask. "um, well I thought you and me could be together"he lies. "oh" you say, giving in. You look over there are the other four boys sitting at another fancy table, like 15 feet away. They see you both, as well as Nick sees them, but no conversation was between them. Obviously it was seen as odd. You were screaming for him to just come out and say it. "Nick, why isnt there any reaction bewteen you guys? are you in a fight?" you ask. "No, no we smiled at eachother when they came in, then ( he laughs) Brian winked at me, haha hes a funny guy I tell you" he said...FAKE laughing."Oh" you say, looking at your food."Yeah I told him this morning that I was coming here, they planned on coming here, they were gunna 'watch' over me,hahahahaha, there just looking out for me, just in case you get mad and throw salad at me or something,hahaha" he laughs. You knew he was lying, you knew they werent a group. "oh" you say again. You look over and Howie is looking, you wave and smile. Nicks gets a little jumpy. Howie waves and smiles back. AJ whispers something to him..something bad, probaly about you. You and Nick both noticed what AJ did. Nick got furious. "Oh, not this this bullshit again" he says getting up and storming to there table. 'oh no' you say to yourself. "AJ what the hell is your problem" Ncik starts to yell. 'shit' you think. AJ gets up, they start verbally fighting back and forth. Then Nick gets a little over mad and pushes AJ, causing him to fall into a pot of flowers,"thats it bitchboy" AJ yells getting up and slamming Nick int he face with his fist. Nick goes backwards from the hit then goes to go after AJ, but the other 3 guys were there to stop it. "guys,guys chill out" Brian says,"calm down". "oh my gosh look what I have done" you say outloud,quite loudly. They all stop and look at you, "what"Kevin looks over. You start to slightly cry. "You guys were good together before I came along, everything was fine, now is all dust and hostilty" you yell. "its not your fault..." Nick starts to say, with Kevin holding him back just in case he and AJ go at it again, with Brian doing the same with AJ, and Howie was just in the middle...just in case. You thought it was time to stop pretending nd hiding what you knew and the....truth."I heard you guys at the hotel, i heard everything...All of you think its my fault..except Nick from what I know.... that you guys broke up, because of me...( you start to get lofter in your voice) my happiness caused you guys to break up...Nick I can't go on knowing I'm one of the main reasons you guys arent together, I'm sorry" you say breaking down into tears. Kevin let go of Nick, to come sit by you. You came over and held you. "its not your fault, please don't do this, I love you and you love me, and it doesn't matter what they think" he says. You back away from him, "but it DOES MATTER, it does, everything matters, I didnt just break up a group, I broke up friendship" you say. They all stopped moving, they just looked at you. They realized what you were saying was right. " even though I want more than anything in the world to be with you Nick, I can't, not if the cause is for you losing them, and them losing you, no way" you say, wiping your eyes with one of the napkins. "maybe if they werent so blind to see that you and me have something special" Nick says, trying to convince you that everything woudl be ok if you and him worked things out."maybe if they see how much you and me are meant to be,everything will be fine" Nick says, trying to save you and him. "even if they do ever come and see, there still be some kind of hate towards me from them and you and I and them know it. I'm sorry I can't be apart of the Backstreet Boys" you say, still in tears."but cant you be apart of Nick Carter?" Nick says, now in tears.

CHAPTER 13

You were crushed. You couldnt believe what YOU were doing. Getting rid of Nick?..."If you love them, let them go, if it is wrong for you and thee to be" you remember hearing something like that. "I can't be apart Of Nick Carter if he isnt happy" you say. He comes over and holds your hand, "I am happy" he says. "no, your not, your not with them you not a backstreet you, thus you are not happy" you try speaking. You knew what you were saying you just couldny figure out just exactly how to say it." I think you guys should get back together, you guys are great, aside that you can't agree on us...but that doesnt matter, maybe Nick, someday yours and mine path will cross again. You stop tearing. You couldnt believe you werent heartbroken. Well on some level you were,but knowing that he wanted you, that he risked his group for you...was enough to know that he cared, BUT you couldnt because somewhere you and him both knew he was unhappy. AJ walked over, put his arm around Nicks "I'm sorry man, please come back with us, its ok if your with her, I was a jerk, I am sorry"...Kevin walks up, "yeah Nick, I'm sorry too", then Brian, " Me too, I'm sorry, we all love ya"..Howie, "yeah I dont know if I did anything but I'm sorry too man" he said and they all hugged him. They started laughing, and Nick smiles and they all jumped on Nick and it was just laughter and smiles between the, You smiled and looked at Nick once more, he wasnt looking at you, he was more looking at the wall because he was being jumped on by AJ and Kevin, he was laughing and smiling. He looked so happy. You knew. You walked slowly tot he table, placing a 10 dollar bill by his plate. You drew a heart on a napkin and put 'goodbye' on it. Left it there by his credit-card. And walked out without them noticing. Even though you wanted Nick, you couldnt have him, not yet.

FOLLOWING UP: About 5 days after you left the resturant and not seeing them, a letter and a small package came to your door by the UPS guy. It was From Nick. You went upstairs and opened it. You read the small card first....

My Princes Angel Forever,

Thank You. For everything. For letting me see you, letting me come to your house, letting me spend time with a beautiful angel, for teaching me the trueness behind, "tis better to have loved and lost, than to have never have loved at all", thank you for teaching me so many things. Thank you for your trust, your kindness, your smiles, for not letting me give up on my dream. Thank You for loving me

Nick Carter

You smile and cry.... because you were happy. You open up the small package, in a box was a gold angel pendent, it was ingraved on the front "Princess Angel" on the back was "I love You Always, ~Nick". You knew you did the right thing. You were more happy now then ever.

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