Not Mine

13.06.03

The moment that I met you,
I was suspicious of your charms,
But now I can’t help wishing,
You would hold me in your arms.

You know how I’ve been hurt before,
But you haven’t run away,
I feel such chemistry between us,
Yet something’s getting in the way.

I promised myself I’d be careful,
Before falling for another guy,
I don’t have the strength to trust you,
And then let you say goodbye.

You call me beautiful and ‘sweety’,
And I’m craving to hear more,
But is it really just the sweet talk,
I’ve heard a hundred times before?

I create excuses to call,
Only to hear you speak,
It doesn’t matter what you say,
Your voice just makes me weak.

I love those big brown teasing eyes,
Whenever you give a cheeky grin,
I have fantasies about you,
And find myself caving in.

You’ve been thoughtful and unselfish,
Gave me your jacket to keep me warm,
But I can’t help feeling,
Is this the calm before the storm?

You already have a girlfriend,
And although you say there’s no romance,
I need to know it’s over,
Before I can give you a chance.

It’s not part of my character,
To take what isn’t mine,
So although you want to take me out,
I unhappily decline.

You must decide on who you want,
To prove you are sincere,
And then when you have made your choice,
Just know I’ll be right here.